OMG~ I saw sihui at ms tan house on tues... damn happi can.... very long never see her lerx... and we chatted in mr tan hse like we are at kopitiam like that... haha... she is stressed... so am I... haha... Thanks to her... I am not as regretting that i got into JC... it's that different kind of stress lahx... But all of us have to Jia You... haha... And she said to play netball and go out after my A's... whee!!! Hope we still stay in touch then... hahah... Anyway.. After A's I got alot of plans... yah... I know it's only feb... but I am already flying t two countries after my A's... and if we are still friends... maybe overseas with 7!... So I am touring the world after A's.... excited man... wootz...

Having kiddoletics tml and movies... Suspect X... blog about it next week then... haha...

为什么一定要长大
为什么世界变得好复杂
我不想独自面对眼泪流下
我只想紧紧抱着他

有时候我喜欢和朋友一起分享冒险的游戏
有时候我宁可到海边去淋雨
只是我找不到我自己
我的心其实在逃避
每天被困在幻想和现实之间
我想回家

为什么一定要长大
为什么都不说出真心话
我不想别人看穿我的倔强
我真的好想要回家

再坚强的人也需要一个靠山
而我的在那里？

It's finally friday! Yippee~ But I have a busy weekend ahead... haha... this week had mass test... dying soon man... :X


Start from Monday... First lesson... econs lect test on NIS... and I wrote so happily and donno why... I suddenly felt a need to relook at the question... At one look... I knew I wrote out of point... but only 10mins to end of paper... so don care... continue writing... DIE! Most likely going to fail or just scrap pass bahx... And guess wad... I did well for my market failure case study can... Ms chew still give me M&Ns... haha... actually i like it when teachers give me rewards... cause... got that type of 被肯定 de feel... But I think this time she will be damn 失望 can... haiz...


Then tues got Chem SPA trail trail... yah... and you know wad... my crystal is damn pathetic... experiment fail.... real SPA = DIE! I feel so sad can... haiz... I am in love Chem so much but it dosen't like me... :( Anyway... I am starting to feel that I am not a science type of person... I am more towards the Arts... I feel... I love Literature... but because I know I can't do well... so I just give it up... haha... I am gradually falling in love with Econs too... Maybe it's because of the teacher??? I have no idea... I think I chose science because I think I can do better cause everyone who knows me knows that my language suxs and my vocab is damn limited... haha... I like Science too lahx... Especially Chem :)


Wed... Worst test of all... Bio test... I studied like some shit for that test and in the end... I am quite sure I am getting a single digit back... if I get double digit... It's a miracle and if I pass, I might as well jump off the building... Know why? Cause out of 4 structured qns... I blanked 2... and one is total blank... Yup... so I am half expecting Ms Goh to call up my parents... :X


Thurs... Good thing maths test went off well... and this is the first time I finish+ Checking a maths test 20 mins before the end of the paper... So I was like damn scared I missed out a qn or wad and I keep double check... cause the whole LT is like still doing... scribbling... then I look around... look beside... all still doing... Then... you know... don have the an quan gan... but I admit that the test is very easy... yah... I think I am going to see quite a no of full maths coming from our class again... Seriously, I think S01 is super PRO in maths... This makes me think of Promos when the whole class got A and other classes have people failing and ungraded.... lol...


Today there is Drama Fest in our school... at 4... 3 more mins... haha... Haiz... decide not to go... Veron and Seiyu not going... but I wanna watch the Drama!!! Damn sad... I thought they going can... haiz... Now do you agree I am more of a art person? Haha... I am starting to think is it because of JJ Lin? Cause he is very art person and he influences... yah... anyway... I am so sad I couldn't go for the drama fest :(




Look at this and if you see something... you will understand how I am feeling now...

Smile even when it's hard to smile...
Just to put on the facade of your true emotions...

OMG~ Our J1s are total muggers! I have hell no idea why they are at JJ when they mug... and this year our COP dropped... Haiz... 14 already very lousy ler nia... now drop until 15... haiz.... Oh yah... I am talking about the J1s... First week of school and our J1s are hogging my dining table studying... freaking scary can... I don remember myself studying the first week I came in can... I think I still playing and in orientation mood... haha...We came out with the conclusion that school was too boring for them that they start studying... haha... Anyway... Quite a few JVS ppl and I am being recognised... so malu can... hiaz...

Lol... I need someone to talk to now... any self-claimed counselers who chance upon my blog? Can you leave me a tag? haha...

我们之间不知道发生了什么事
不知何时我们之间没了话题
不知何时你已经不需要我的依靠了
是因为我对你没有利用价值了吗？
还是。。。
因为我不值得你花时间在我身上？

Maybe I am too 'kind' that I always get ride over...
I should learn to be 'unkind' alittle...

Maybe what the old said is true...
Parents either always love the eldest or the youngest...
The second never got their chance...

When I need someone to talk to...
There's nobody I could open to...

Ignore this post...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!

no new year resolutions this time cause I am having problems with the previous one... haha
Firstly, A Happy Birthday to E-goh! Have a Eventful Eighteen :)

Friday I was cheated to school cause the stupid VP told us that there was lessons and I was dumb enough to bring all my stuff... haha... lol... but the fun part was that we celebrated Ms Zhang's BD! She is so damn funny lahx... the water melon cake was pretty cute too... haha... took class pic but without darshana again... :( we gave her a cookbook and she was like... I can cook... haha.. Ms Chew was there too... whee! JieHeng, AikSong and Ted joined us too :) A reunion! And Ms Zhang was very pretty that day... after school sure to pa tuo lolx... haha...

But too bad we didn't manage to win the class deco... i think the judges have hell no idea what the crap we wrote... haha! Show you the pic :)



The story wrote:
Once upon a time
There were 27 childern with their MaMa
MaMa loves Chemistry
And will use Sugar Spice and Everything NICE
and 'POOF!'
change them into CH4 molecules
Unfortunately, 3 methane molecules flew away (Miss them)
Leaving 24 children...

Then... 24 children cloned out MaMa2
On the contrary, MaMa 2 loves Econs
She used ceteris paribus assumption
to change them into gold coins (keeping other factors constant)
Then they live happily ever after...
to be continued...
love 08S01...

lol... this is lame...

Oh ya! and I went to watch the wedding game yesterday... there were two scene that was damn funny lah! but I downa be spoiler here... I laughed like for another 2 mins after that scene passed lahx... And I saw a chinchilla! Haha... Ms Goh will go mad.... :X

Think of me from Phantom of the opera :) Although not sang by JJ, but it's still nice and it makes me wonder how he hit that Ahahaahah part... I tried and my voice broke :(

Today I think I going to flunk that maths test... 3 out of 7 qn donno how to do... haha... lol... how to pass... somemore veron say the vectors all basic qns lehx... Die liaox... Haha... hmm... I am feeling a widening gap... I hope history dosen't repeat itself... just the other way round... haiz.. Time to PIA!!!

GO! BREAK! GO! BREAK! GO! BREAK! GO BREAK! BREAK GO!

CNY coming :) Everyone!

A short post here to revive my blog... Wouldn't be updating often for I got better things to do now when I go online... whee...

I can't believe I just slept 3 hours just now... hmm... I wonder how I am going to sleep later... entertain me? Today's trip to NYP was great I would say but I went for typically the wrong thing... I was shecduled for radiography but crashed occupational instead... Judith too... haha... we crashed together... :) cause there activity looks great... But in the end we did like painting... you know the primary sch you cut the fruits and dip it in paint and then pa on the paper??? Yah... and some meditation I would say... haha... wanted to go physiotherapy one... but I saw there programme wrote, PT fitness drill... and I was 0_0 dowan go liaox... in the end found out it was just some agiligty drills... then wanted to jump over... but too late :( but occupational therapy is similar to physio... or to be true... I donno what's the difference.... the people there is very entertaining... this is like one in 100 lecture that I would laugh I suppose... haha...

If I am offered to scholarship in physiotherapy... I will go for it... I am sure of that... but if I am not offered... I am sorry... I am closing my doors for polytechnic education after A's... it's very very weird...and without scholarship who is going to pay for my overseas trip for a one yr degree? And one of the lecturers also said it's better to get sponsership...

Some notes to make here... School days = Emo days for me... So if you guys see me down in school... it's nothing in particular... just... I donno... yah... I just came to a conclusion that it's school days... and I am pretty sure some of you could see the difference of me during the hols and in school lahx... cause I felt the difference too... And maybe I am an XXX chromosome... who fails to show the femine side but the emotional side... who knows? OMG~ I am mutated...

Currently... sort of pissed off with one particular section of CDC... I really want to shout all the colourful words out this time... it's getting on my nerves... I really try to be just normal with it... but I can't... it's my resume... I counting on a scholarship through uni or rather poly... So please... stop doing this to me... I am really getting pissed... My hours gone wrong again!!! and WHAT THE FUCK.... It's fucking moving backwards!!!

Talking to my bro online now... it seems pretty weird... cause he is just 10 steps away... hmmm... I think I am a Shuang Main ren... or someone suffering from some mental disoorder... god...

Taking a break off studying :) You know.. all work and no play makes jack a dull boy? Haha...

It's the new year! And I am going to be drown in A-levels! Hmm... Must be optimistic... yah... Count down was.... (5 crows flew pass) We met at 7 (Well.. Sort of I suggested the time) it's like damn early lahx... Ate BK and that stupid veron give me false hope... I thought she going count down with us... sobs.... Then go boonlay and shock dio... WanRong was like wearing so formal lahx... collared tee... kkz... and LiXuan talked and laugh alot... his teeth very cute >.<


I am happy today... so shall upload some photos from Korea :)


My very salty dinner on the plane... haha... :)


That's where our hostel is... The pics... later... :)



This is the first place we went to... MyeongDong... I think it's spelled like that... The street in the morning... wee :)


Hmm...Eating ice-cream in cold weather? It's pretty cool :) Cause it won't melt! You can take your time to eat... but my cone gave way instead :( Mine is the brown and white one (Choco & Vanilla) and actually I bit off the top lerx... you could look carefully to see it.. :)


OMG~ Who's this terrorist???



I had champange grape in Korea... Super Nice :))))


Our room... AKA Bangla room... see the clothes hanging around???

Calligraphy lesson... and I wrote the only korean word I know how to write... Saranghaeyo... haha

Let's compare the teacher's brush strokes (left) and mine (Right) haha... it's one heaven and one hell... haha... and the words are all written wrongly... wee :)


HanYoung school :) I went for exchange there... heheh...

Well... I shall stop here :) More pics nixt time when I am happy :)


Anyonghekahsaeyo :) = Goodbye :)

Last day of disaterous 2008

Ask if I regretted going into JC, I would say yes. Junior College is just not right for me... O-levels result was plain luck... But I do understand why I chose JC over poly then... Several reasons... A lost bet, teacher's encouragement and also... the most important of all... I am afraid that I chose the wrong course... The one that wasn't meant to be...

But if you ask if I regretted going to JJ, I would say no. I know people will be shocked, but yes, I did not regret. JJ is great I would say. Although academic wise we are not there, but life is made better in JJ than other JC, I can bet on that. The activities planned, the chance they give to each student... were great. I was happy that I didn't appeal for AC then although there is like almost 0% I would get in anyway....

Reflections of 2008. JC life sucks big time, promos sux but ironically I got a bursary... Life is simply, eat sleep study eat sleep study... Next year? Or rather tomorrow? study study STUDY... and I think after A's all my notes has became kiam cai...

2009 resolutions? Shall start with the more difficult one...

• World Peace. Hope that next year I won't open the papers and see people dying due to terrorism attacks in middle east and India.
• Health: Scandals are no longer present. No more tainted milk, chocolate and what ever you can thing of.
• Financial Crisis: World-wide fall in stocks crashed many hopes and dreams. Next year we will make a good turn.
• Education: Hope I pass A-levels with flying colours and cope well with J2.
• Friends: Maintain the friendship I have with 7! I don't want history to repeat itself.
• Family & Friends: Stay happy and cheerful forever.
• Someone: To be more sensitive to it's surroundings (Not to say the person is a him or her... so just call the person it.)
• Myself: What goes around comes around.

Hope these things do come true :) Although point one is barely achievable :)

范逸臣-無樂不作.Mp3 -

That's all folks...
Say goodbye to 2008~

This Chirstmas
8A Ann Siang Road
A.R.K House
22nd December 2008
3pm-5pm...





For people who are wondering why I am going around asking where the hell is Ann Siang Road... This is the reason... The launch of Smudge... The colour of freedom... You know... I am so darn tempted to buy this shirt... But the cost... hmm... 69.90... Haiz... I don't print money you see...

Okie... I watched Twilight last thursday... OMG~ Twilight owns me! I think that's the best movie I watched this year... I suppose... Hmm... The dashed to buy the book after the movie... but too bad... I couldn't get the original version :( so I took the movie version instead... the girls are saying that Edward is nice-looking but I feels like something about his face features is very wrong and indeed he look really like a vampire... haha... I think I like the dad Carlisle more :D I like the character Alice though after a reading marathon for 4 days and my parents saying that I am mad... hmm... The way she takes things peacefully... I suppose and her powers to see the future... But I must admit that Edward leaves me a very good impression in both the book and movie and I could really visualize his looks... well... sort of made biased by the guy who acted Edward... haha... But bella gives me the impression of a very weak girl which dosen't really tally with her character of dating a vampire... anyway... don't want to be a spoiler here but I think people who pass by here had read the book lahx... haha... I am wanting for more... I think I am swarming down orchard soon to get the other 3 books at one go... I don't want to make anymore trip to that mega town... :(

Anyway... before the movie, I was with Veron at Fareast and I finally dare to walk into the shop... it's really damn scary lahx... so dark and ulu... But I went in anyway and saw this... I think a vest... (Well... what do you call the sleevless jacket???) that I swore I saw derrick wearing to yu bai but it's red... erm... I thought the vest was cool... but the price was cooler... hmm... 115 bucks for god sake! I don;t own a bank! Anyway, the shop assistant was friendly and gave us the name card... went to check out the website and found a few nice clothes... Don't even bother to buy cause they are either sold out (no restocks) or too expensive... yah...

Tee=69, Jacket= 115~155, Caps= 69, Belts= 40 plus... yah... unless you own the bank or print money... you are not really going to get all these... haha..




This two are similar shirts but just different colours... Sorry... Recently my world of colours are dull... I am madly in love with black... So you will see alot of blacks... hmm...




I don't think it's very clear here.. but thats a hoodie (is that what you call a jacket with hoods?) And the prints are playing cards... Rather interesting...


This is the vest I was talking about... but the one I saw was red in colour... pretty cool... I know it dosen't look nice here... but it look nice there in the shop :)))


This is the couple jeans... I like it because of the two leos at the back pocket... Super Kawaii desuka!

Hmm... come to think of it... i think this is the first time I finish a 400 near 500 pages book in 4 days... yah lahx.... you know my pace of reading... and my attention span... haha...

This wasn't the first time I walked out on them...

Guys... I am sorry...

But I can't promise there is no next time...

Because... being trapped in between wasn't my choice afterall :)

And I can't just leave it as it is...

Beneath the calm waters, there are whirpools...

Everything you see now is just an illusion...

To the ones who reads this is understands what i am talking about...

It's time for you to stop and think...

What have you done to make what it is today...

stop complaining...

Finally 17...
Now no one can say that I am still 16...
Yippee...
But stupid veron was saying two more months and she is 18...
and go watch M18 show dowan jio me... :(

Went East Coast park today to cycle.... Whee~ Months since I cycle we went to Changi Safra... but without the guys cause Lixuan was having problem with his blades and blade can't pass a rocky road to SAFRA so the guys went mac and the girl sat at the rock around SAFRA watching the sea... Haha... we sat there from high tide to low tide sia... talking about mountains, volcanos, typoon, hurricane and all your geo stuff... I can't imagine a volcano erupting in the sea and out of the sudden you see smoke -_-''' haha... Had mac for dinner and lunch... OMG... Actually wanted to eat Kao yu... but since the guys had mega mcspicy for tea-break I doubt they want a dinner... lol...

Anyway... THANKS Alfred, HuiMin, Seiyu, WanRong, LiXuan and Veron for the birthday gift! Although you guys gave me three random thing... eh... not really lahx... but at first I thought it was Sixology.... Haha... The shecdule book... Hmm... Actually I already had one... I bought from Korea... About the same... But that one is Zoo land and this one is fairy tale... haha... but anyway, I will use it next year :) Zoo Land can wait... And the pen... actually I had one too...but not so many colours... Shoelace... hmm... am I suppose to tie it to my shoe? I abit she bu de lehx... later dirty... Haha... and I have no idea what a shoelace have to do with a shecdule book and pen... hmm... But anyway, THANK YOU for your presents and today! (even though the birthday song was...)

2008:
Veron's BD- We haven't met each other...
WanRong's BD- We are still not close...
Alfred's BD- We went to Suntec for dinner @ Secret Recipe. And we shopped down the whole orchard to buy him a shirt.
SeiYu's BD- We had a gross movie at Cathay and we almost got Lixuan's house burnt down on baking cookies... haha... JK...
LiXuan's BD- We shopped Marina for a basketball... and I felt sorry for not being there during his BD...
HuiMin's BD- We tear down the whole of Giant IMM for BBQ stuff and drag our way to West coast and BBQed in the rain... We toured the country to get her a cap and a pencil case.
Beiyii's BD- We went to ECP and cycled in a single file... They shopped JP (I suppose) and got me a book, pen and shoelace.

Oue evolution of Birthdays... I wonder what's going to happen next year :)

Today I went for Standard Charterted Marathon briefing at RP and OMG~ Guess who I saw at Causeway point??? Wahaha... JJ LIN!!! Weee~ Actually I know he is there lahx... But it's just so qiao we have to wait for Wenjun and so they decided to go causeway walk walk... and I saw him!!! OMG~ So today I overly high lahx... So ppl bu yao jian guai... cause I sort of saw alf expression... -_-''' yah.... And veron say he looks better than before! OMG~ First time got ppl tell me he look good leh! No offence to JJ Lin support who happens to pass by... And seriously... I think he looks better too... and I am now wondering why at the beginning I think he new zao xin and hairstyle sucks big time but now I think I am like checkered stuff more and more... :)

Found this from his blog :) cut abit lahx...

已經陸年了
我看過很多人來來去去
許多美好的小小回憶偶爾會浮現
從2003年第一場簽名會，還記得是在忠孝東路上的玫瑰唱片，你送給我自己做的小JJ娃娃
2004年拍豆漿油條MV時幾位貼心歌迷朋友的守候
2005年重慶的萬人簽唱會的壯觀場面，帶著白色小狗的歌迷
2006年巡迴演唱會站在台下哭著的朋友
2007年陪我破Guiness世界紀錄的朋友
到2008年跟我一起錄影，一起上台玩遊戲，一起合唱小酒窩。。。

有些朋友比較少見到，甚至跟本不見了，
長大之後也有自己的夢想，一定要自己去爭取，
有些朋友卻依然陪著我一起成長，每次看到會很開心，很安慰。。
也有很多新面孔，新鮮的笑容和聲音，給我新的力量，
也許對你來說我是你成長的一個過程，正在迷戀，或曾經瘋狂過的對象。
對你來說，我是所有歌手中你比較欣賞的其中一個。
但不喜歡了也可以有權力隨時支持別人但你要記得，只要我是歌手的每一天，我就只有你。

Going korea soon... Donno wether should Qi Dai anot... Hiaz.. If there is at least some one I know going with me wouldn't it be better? Hiaz....

那些＿愛過才會懂的道理
那些＿以為沒人暸解的夢想

Understand... Good for you...
Don understand... it's ok...
It depends on your own view to these 2 sentences...

Yippee! It's Qinny birthday today! But she is not at home... haha... Now waiting for her to come back.

HAPPY NINETEEN QINNY!!! May all your wish come true and stay cute and pretty forever~

I have alot of november babies friends around me... hehe... So I will have a busy november? Wahaha... Hmm... One more month and one more day, I will be officially 17! Even if it's not my birthday YET, please treat me as a 17! I am very sensitive it this ok. So what if it's december baby? Am I born in 1991? And 2008-1991 is it 17? yes right. Yah... Get what I mean huh... (PS: To cinemas especially. Who says before birthday I am not 17?) Rah!

Fine... today is suppose to be a happy day! Went for korea briefing and guess wad, I have NO ONE i know going Korea! Talking about girls lahx hohx... And I have to sleep with 5 unknown ppl! OMG! And there is 0-7 degree!!! I think I will freeze there... haha... Went my uncle house to borrow winter wear from him... Wah seh he super cool lahx... got alot... then still say you wear this first, then wear this then wear this then the last one is the coat... I was like 0.0 so many layersssss!!!! And I think my lagguage is going to burst! Gosh~ And still need to write report. -_-''' sianed... Mine is on the DMZ and JSA zone.... also donno what are they lahx... I know DMZ is the north and south korea the zone lahx... The other one... hell no idea! Want to send me off? I departing at 22.40 at Changi Terminal 1 on 25 november... Wah seh... So bu yao lian... who wanna send you off? But it's ok... I will get you guys presents!

Doing Chem and thought of doing a post too :) Well... Quite fed up with chem... I thought sodium carbonate is Na2CO3 but it turn out to be NaCO3... If not cannot get answer... Dotz... Mole Concept somemore... hiaz... And hoh... Looking at the amount of homework thrown to us for the holidays I felt like drowning... I have a total of 13 worksheets on chem, 1 piece for maths... Hmm... although only one piece... but who knows it might kill thousand of your brain cells and take days to finish it? Bio... One tutorial... Not bad... but I still don feel like doing bio... and I should be revising more on bio this hols... Econs good thing no hw... BUT... i still have to study all the subjects cause I am bombarded with block test one the 1st week of school! Bio- all chaps, Maths- Book 3, Chem- Organic Chem, Econs- Market Failure and National Income --> Sure fail... Cause I catch no ball of the teacher in lecture... so does my friends... And Maths says that if you fail, you will be stuck in the US programme for life... Sounds cool right? But it's not... US programme is for the U and S graders... Then Bio if fail which I am most likely going to... I think got some remedial programme or something? Haiz... this is life...

Mixture of feelings recently... Happy because I love my friends, sad because they are leaving (Hope they appeal sucessfully), Angry because of EP day, Sianed because have to start studying... Dissapointed because I couldn't go for the NEW Programme, Regretted because I got robbed in the korea trip.

EP day last sunday... I was to teach the public first aid... wound dressing... Fun in a way and tiring in another way... Angry because I found out how cheapo singaporeans are... I are screaming your lungs to teach them how to save themselves from bleeding to death and they only care about the freebie... Haiz... But I really appreciate those who really listened and ask questions... Would like to try more... maybe next time teach CPR? I don mind in house protection too :)

Went back to school yesterday to find that reality hits in... Next yr S01 is no longer the same... :( we are only left with 5 guys... and I really don want people disappearing from class... Why did the school force? It's very unfair to them... and to us... Hopes that appeals are sucessful... Anybody... As long as you stay... I am happy...

SHIT... emo-ing... again...

Don leave...
You never know how much I treasure this friendship...
Although we don't talk but I want you guys by my side...
I never had people to talk to...
Never once a true friend...
I really hope fate dosen't tear us apart...
Even though you are left with no choice...
I hope we still keep in touch...
It hard for me to say don go...
By at the bottom of my heart...
I really wish you guys don't go...
Don't leave us behind...
We should move as a class...

秘密基地

問自己 有沒有難過的回憶
偏偏你 在一旁吐槽當作回應
說一句 宇宙無敵的冷笑點
只有你回應 嘲笑我的低齡

眼前很多難題別擔心 我會更有勇氣
絕招很稀奇 我們一齊出擊

有一座秘密的基地 在這裡不需要言語
那些不好對別人說的事情 我為你搞定
有一座秘密的基地 在這裡有歡笑陪你
就算外星人攻擊也不會離去 (我挺你挺到底)

不時在難過 我不屑著去享受
就全力放手 面對批評的音波
更相信 更肯定 彼此的勇氣
又把所有困難闖破

How I hope I have a place like that too :) where there is no worries and I could say everything I want to this place :)

PW is offically over :) YAH!!! Anyway... not the point of this post... Haha...

Today went to vivo for judith's BD... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDITH!!! Well... It's sort of funny when the cakes capsized and blahs in a big mess... haha... quite a joke back there... anyway... tried superdog or donno wad for the first time... the hotdog is NICE!!! but too bad... it's too ex lerx... hiaz...

After that went shopping around... and went home... Felt sorry to huimin... always PS her half way... haha... I will try to make it a point not to ps her anymore... and I will try to go out more often and try to like crowded places and big shopping centres kz? Haha...

Say that I am bias... but I love JJ loads!!! psst... haven watch hot shot yet... haha... :P Watching JJ vedios (the person NOT the school) and you guys have totally no idea how much effort he put in to reach what he has today... The number of rejections, the amount to waiting, the amount of criticism... You can never imagine... the one who waited quietly for his chance since the age of 18 and the one who gave up university to realise his dreams... The one who has never thought of giving up music... The one who now made his name where he is standing... JJ LIN JUN JIE... Okie... I admit... I am bias... but I really admire the sprit of his... JJ Jia yous :)

Make a point to smile everyday... Right from the bottom of your heart... :)

I am willing to change for the ones who cares for me...
I will try to change for you people...
For the ones I love...
For the ones I care...

Finally, OP is OVER!!! Though i screwed up my QA, and front part of the presentation, I think others still ok... Hope I could get good grade :) After tml... I am FREED FROM PW! At last~ Haha...

Got my promo grades today... sux big time... One A, 3 C, 1 D and 1 E... Hmm... But quite surprise that I passed Bio... totally no idea how I pass... but I passed!!! This means no retake! YEAH!!! Anyway, the most ironic thing is... I got E for Bio and I won have the school... -_-''' and a C for econs and is in the top 10% of the cohort... Dotz right... I was there hmm... My econs wasn't that bad after all... But quite sad with Chi and Chem... Yah... and my scholarship flew away lerx... sianed... actually never thought of getting it lahx... with a class full of geniuses... haha... but overall I think our class did pretty well for PROMO... S1 Jia You!

21 more days to korea... and guess wad... breifing only starts on the 15 nov... I think my mum is going to nag and nag about getting winter clothings... anyone has winter clothings to spare? So I no need go buy... anyway... I hope I don't regret from the trip... and it's time to prepare for the trip! Some more still pondering wether to go to Jeram Besu... it's like haven come back for one week then fly again... Somemore I wanna work... now I think I drop the thought of working and study for next year if not I going to crash my As....

Anyway, drop studies and work... I am currently obsess with You-Tube... Not hot shot... the show went into anti climax anyway... so it can still hold... I am going crazy about JJ... Hmm... I thought after 1.5 yrs without much of his new except for the failure show "I am not Handsome" I would not be so mad about him... but looks like I am wrong... everyday I wake up the first thing is JJ... erm... some clarification... JJ is not the school but Lin Jun Jie... Wahaha... posting up some cool vedios for you :)

Beat-Boxing :) Not as cool as those pros out there but still good. And the song he sang at the last part... Super nice! My fav song of the whole album... though I like all...


This is the vedio on JJ's MV- High Fashion... the dance moves are pretty cool and catchy :) Can learn it if you want... and the dog at the starting is his MOMO~ Hehe... and the start he looks really cute and innocent and they boyish look... and his single eye lid... omg~ So kawaii! My favourite MV :)


JJ Lin- Sixology~ The Choice is Yours. :)

5 more days to the end of PW!!! YES!!! Finally freed from the devil's clutches... I really have enough of that subject lahx... Years since I blogged... No one comes anyway... haha...

Yesterday had my Chi As and I got the feel of promos coming back... My close passage kena all wrong AGAIN!!! What the... My A fly away ler lahx... sadded sehx... but most agree with me that the cloze passage = alien... Yah... So maybe there's morderation :)) Hope so... Then I may get an A??? Hmm... And I dowan to retake lahx... super waste time and sian lolx...

Got our class tee... It's like... FINALLY~ Quite plain but nice... but one thing... dosen't worth the money... hiaz... Numero UNO :) When's our class blog coming???

Well... So many things to write that I really donno where to start... haha... Forget it...

Going Korea! Yeah!!! Hope it's going to be a fruitful trip :)

TENNIS~SIXOLOGY~UNCLASSIFIED~KOREA~

Is like = love?

Was hopping around looking at my fav's blog. He posted a very meaningful post which answered alot of questions I have in head now... Here I come to share, cause I believe that everyone has the right to be happy...

The Moment you are in Tension
You will lose your Attention
Then you are in total Confusion
And you will feel Irritation
Then you will spoil personal Relation
Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
Then you will make things Complication
Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
And you may have to take Medication
Instead, understand the Situation
And try to think about the Solution
Many problems will be solved by Discussion
This will work out better in your Profession
Don't think it's my free Suggestion
It's only for your Prevention
If you understand my Intention
You will never come again to Tension

If you can understand, good for you... cannot, then well... try to :) it's good for you...

On his blog caption, I found this too...
..:: You don't love somebody for a reason
but you hate somebody for a reason ::..
I find it very very true... :)

Haiz... my hotmail crashed... super sian... (-_-''' What's the link???)

Once someone told me about a story on bottles. There are 3 types of bottles. One is the type with a hole, no matter how much you pour it would be gone. The other type is a small bottle which cannot hold much and overflow very easily and the third type is the a normal bottle, everything bottles up and one fine day, it just overflows. Which type of bottle are you?

She ask me what type of bottle am I. I said I wasn't sure. One said I am the type who bottles up, but I have second thoughts to it. Sometimes I just blast at people very easily and sometimes I don mind at all and sometimes, I keep everything inside.

I am very sorry to a particular friend I blasted at today. Today was totally ruined for me. Getting back horrendous bio results at the start of the day made me moody although I expected the lousy grades and keep telling myself, it's bio. I was then more pissed off at my chinese paper where I got all my MCQs wrong when I thought I did well in Chinese. That's when I blasted at her. I don't know wether she was shocked or not, but I knew I never blasted at any of my friends this way before and I am feeling very bad about it. I really hope she don't mind.

People, things I not going to go your way these few weeks, I suppose. So if I offended you in some way or another or suddenly blast at you, forgive me. It's a depressing week to go. The helplessness I couldn't bear to tell, the worry I couldn't share and the feelings I couldn't hide. I am sorry.