Monday, January 31, 2011

Changes.

Keeping a social life in Uni is hard.
Maybe I didn't make an effort to do that
but...
It's also maybe I don't want to do that...
The people I hang out with last Sem is already very small.
A trip overseas for the whole dec makes things worst.

School started before I even had a chance to breathe
and I found out how alone I am without the Hall and coursemates.
I chose to take modules different from theirs
and because of our timetables, tutorials slots are also different.
I can't see sustainability in this friendship.
It's something like a touch and go.
A hi-bye.

Changes.

Have I changed?
No idea.
Success is a matter of Strategy and Habits.
You cannot bring your old habits into a new environment.
Association is also very important.
Mix with the right people.
Recently, I have been bombed down with life triggers I would say.
Some words that people say that would inspire you to work towards your goals.
Negativity is a pattern, you cannot eliminate negativity but you can displace them.
You are born to win but conditioned to fail.
No one can make you upset unless they get your permission
People don't know how much you care until you show them.
Later, tomorrow and yesterday means never

I hope I have changed to a better person.
I hope I will change to a better person.
变化。

"I do not fear the man who does 10,000 different kick but I fear the man who does the same kick 10,000 times." -Bruce lee.

People, it's time to change. :)
Love.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Do you have dreams?
When you were 5, what are your dreams?
When you were 10, what are your dreams?
When you are 20, what would be your dreams?
When you are forty, what dreams would you have left?

People shrink their dreams to meet reality.
So do I.
I don't have a strong dream.
When I was 10, I dreamt of being a marine biologist.
But my mum said, you will not have rice to eat.
When I was 14, I dreamt of being a Interpol investigator/FBI.
But my grades told me, you are not observant enough.
When I was 16, I dreamt of being a physiotherapist.
But my parents said, please don't waste your time.
When I was 18, my dream was to be a construction project manager.
No one opposed to that. But I did recieve opposition when I chosed SDE over FASS.
Now I am 19, what's my dream?
Simple.
To lead a live of freedom.

Financial Freedom
Illness freedom
Freed from family problems
All kinds of freedom

Do you know what's the root cause of all problems?
MONEY

Money can cause all evil. It can break a family apart
It can cause people lose their lives cause they couldn't afford their medical expenses
It can cause people to live in poverty

But money dosen't drop from the sky.
I strongly believe in "Nothing ventured, nothing gain"

Without sowing, you won't reap.

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Heard of this before?
I might be money minded
But I know what money can do for all of us
Who dosen't like money?
You need money to realise your dreams no matter how small it is.
Your dreams might be just getting a well-paid job. You still need money to get a degree at least.
You need money to support your daily expenses.
Please don't tell me you food and housing dropped from the sky or god gave it to you.
If you are a filial child
You need money to support your parents such that they can retire and enjoy life instead of bringing back money to feed you and in return you complained that they don't care about you.

Something I have come across towards the end of last year might change me into someone you have never known, but I did not and will not regret.

Someone told me this today.
"If you did not make a concious decision to live a life of greatness, you have made the decision to be poor"