OMG~ I saw sihui at ms tan house on tues... damn happi can.... very long never see her lerx... and we chatted in mr tan hse like we are at kopitiam like that... haha... she is stressed... so am I... haha... Thanks to her... I am not as regretting that i got into JC... it's that different kind of stress lahx... But all of us have to Jia You... haha... And she said to play netball and go out after my A's... whee!!! Hope we still stay in touch then... hahah... Anyway.. After A's I got alot of plans... yah... I know it's only feb... but I am already flying t two countries after my A's... and if we are still friends... maybe overseas with 7!... So I am touring the world after A's.... excited man... wootz...

Having kiddoletics tml and movies... Suspect X... blog about it next week then... haha...

为什么一定要长大
为什么世界变得好复杂
我不想独自面对眼泪流下
我只想紧紧抱着他

有时候我喜欢和朋友一起分享冒险的游戏
有时候我宁可到海边去淋雨
只是我找不到我自己
我的心其实在逃避
每天被困在幻想和现实之间
我想回家

为什么一定要长大
为什么都不说出真心话
我不想别人看穿我的倔强
我真的好想要回家

再坚强的人也需要一个靠山
而我的在那里？

It's finally friday! Yippee~ But I have a busy weekend ahead... haha... this week had mass test... dying soon man... :X


Start from Monday... First lesson... econs lect test on NIS... and I wrote so happily and donno why... I suddenly felt a need to relook at the question... At one look... I knew I wrote out of point... but only 10mins to end of paper... so don care... continue writing... DIE! Most likely going to fail or just scrap pass bahx... And guess wad... I did well for my market failure case study can... Ms chew still give me M&Ns... haha... actually i like it when teachers give me rewards... cause... got that type of 被肯定 de feel... But I think this time she will be damn 失望 can... haiz...


Then tues got Chem SPA trail trail... yah... and you know wad... my crystal is damn pathetic... experiment fail.... real SPA = DIE! I feel so sad can... haiz... I am in love Chem so much but it dosen't like me... :( Anyway... I am starting to feel that I am not a science type of person... I am more towards the Arts... I feel... I love Literature... but because I know I can't do well... so I just give it up... haha... I am gradually falling in love with Econs too... Maybe it's because of the teacher??? I have no idea... I think I chose science because I think I can do better cause everyone who knows me knows that my language suxs and my vocab is damn limited... haha... I like Science too lahx... Especially Chem :)


Wed... Worst test of all... Bio test... I studied like some shit for that test and in the end... I am quite sure I am getting a single digit back... if I get double digit... It's a miracle and if I pass, I might as well jump off the building... Know why? Cause out of 4 structured qns... I blanked 2... and one is total blank... Yup... so I am half expecting Ms Goh to call up my parents... :X


Thurs... Good thing maths test went off well... and this is the first time I finish+ Checking a maths test 20 mins before the end of the paper... So I was like damn scared I missed out a qn or wad and I keep double check... cause the whole LT is like still doing... scribbling... then I look around... look beside... all still doing... Then... you know... don have the an quan gan... but I admit that the test is very easy... yah... I think I am going to see quite a no of full maths coming from our class again... Seriously, I think S01 is super PRO in maths... This makes me think of Promos when the whole class got A and other classes have people failing and ungraded.... lol...


Today there is Drama Fest in our school... at 4... 3 more mins... haha... Haiz... decide not to go... Veron and Seiyu not going... but I wanna watch the Drama!!! Damn sad... I thought they going can... haiz... Now do you agree I am more of a art person? Haha... I am starting to think is it because of JJ Lin? Cause he is very art person and he influences... yah... anyway... I am so sad I couldn't go for the drama fest :(




Look at this and if you see something... you will understand how I am feeling now...

Smile even when it's hard to smile...
Just to put on the facade of your true emotions...

OMG~ Our J1s are total muggers! I have hell no idea why they are at JJ when they mug... and this year our COP dropped... Haiz... 14 already very lousy ler nia... now drop until 15... haiz.... Oh yah... I am talking about the J1s... First week of school and our J1s are hogging my dining table studying... freaking scary can... I don remember myself studying the first week I came in can... I think I still playing and in orientation mood... haha...We came out with the conclusion that school was too boring for them that they start studying... haha... Anyway... Quite a few JVS ppl and I am being recognised... so malu can... hiaz...

Lol... I need someone to talk to now... any self-claimed counselers who chance upon my blog? Can you leave me a tag? haha...

我们之间不知道发生了什么事
不知何时我们之间没了话题
不知何时你已经不需要我的依靠了
是因为我对你没有利用价值了吗？
还是。。。
因为我不值得你花时间在我身上？