Monday, January 28, 2008

Dear blog,

I sent my choices yesterday afternoon and I chose AC as my first choice... god knows why i wanna go JC... It's like i think I would die there??? and ppl ask of all jcs why ac? I also donno? Initially wanted SA due to the wonderful uniform they have and of course it's JJ's mu xiao... okie... that's stupid... alot of ppl gave me -_-''' face when they heard my reason of going SA... but then I drop the idea of it cause SA is like totally too far lahx... at potong parsir... yea... and my friend said SA is dropping in the results lahx... and heard that their distinction rate for GP is like lower than our distinction rate for Eng... lol... and my dad was like you go SA, you have to wake up at 5, then you go AC you wake up at 6 and if you go JJ, you wake up at 7... and then he call me to go JJ... but my dad is for poly lahx... then after that my mum say go anderson... and we started fliping the book and anderson is like at yio chu kang also very far away... so my mum was like if you go anderson da bu ru go SA since at that time I was still wanting to go SA...

So in the end, my first choice landed up in AC... cause it's near and uniform is acceptable, my points may get me it although I am also not sure if I am going to get in... but one major problem in AC is... they have swimming for PE!!! Gosh~ is not like I chop stamp go into ac lahx... but I dowan swimming pls... whatever it is.... then JJ went into my third choice... 2nd choice also AC but arts stream... lx say you go art stream then appeal to sci stream better than from outside appeal in... aiyah... whatever the thing, i hope i don't go into arts stream or i may be prepared to die in my two years cause my arts is totally gone case... as i said, i donno how i manage to get A1 for combine humans... as at the most if I got into arts stream, I appeal out to JJ bahx... ma fan right... now here comes the reason why i dowan put jj as my first choice though it's so near my house and the possibility of getting in is high... cause that dumb school rejected me twice when i appeal in for PAE... and so now I have better grades, I of course wouldn't want to but JJ as my first choice... Isn't it? Ok... I admit I am childish... and my cousin was like you should have took your result slip and shake it infront of the principal... dotz...

So now I am hoping to get into AC sci stream although it's Ji hui miao mang lahx... and I am afraid that they don allow me to appeal in from arts to sci if I got into the arts... if so, i think I can transfer out and prepare myself to go poly instead of wasting 2 years failing... yup... dotz... and worse thing is no one from our class is going JC except me! Gosh~ I think I would be like so lonely.... haiz... sian... Isn't poly better? Why did I zhi tao ku chi??? lol... hope I don't regret by putting JCs as my first choice...

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Dear blog,

The Os results released on thurs and I got a shock out of my life that I couldn't feel the happiness but I am feeling it now and yesterday... I can't believe I aced everything except english. And combine humans was a total shock! I have been getting dumb C5 and C6 for combine humans until Prelims that I didn't really know how I manage to get an A2... But I am really happy now... Donno why didn't feel happy on thurs when I took my results... Maybe I was in total shock bahx... 8 points was totally a dream for me... But I am a little dissapointed with A-maths lahx... I was hoping for an A1 cause I had tution for maths...but it turn out to be an A2... but as long as it's distinction I am happy... wah haha...

But that day people are happy, people are sad... I was congrats by alot of friends and teachers and even teacher I donno... Lol... And mdm nuraida treated me MnNs and I treated Thomas and Mr lee... Haha... And Thomas was like how do you know that I am hungry... haha... and I really want to thank Mr lee for my combine humans although he didn't really help but his notes do! I simply pia his note and aced combine humans... I thought my geo was gone case cause my map reading was a total crap... so I was wondering where did that one come from? Did my papers got switched with some pro???

Well... Hope those who are happy with your results go where you want to go and those sad with the results, life still has to go on and I know people in our class are strong so you guys would go through it. That day actually wanted to comfort some people but I abit don't dare cause I am afraid they would cry harder if they see me and I felt sorry to the A class people... Cause my combi was easier and it happens that the school only rank us by the points so I felt that it's a little unfair to them... And at first we were like betting on who being the first and then in the end some ulu names came out and I bet the whole hall was shocked and the sec 4s would be wondering who the hell these people are... Kkz... But it was embarassing that day and I felt like digging a hole to hide lolc... But now thinking back I should have like held my hands up and wave... kkz... over lerx... no point... Then went to take the result slip Ms Chua say wanted to give me present I thought what lehx... in the end it turns out the be some form to fill... haiz... and it's going to appear in our year book! Gosh~ Wo xie de dong xi where can publish one... so paiseh lehx... and the questions they ask is like so difficult to answer lehx... like did you expect such results? Explain. I was like of course no! If not I wouldn't be so shocked right... Then they ask me for strategies... I forgot how I studied then... but I remember I didn't cramp everything last min so I wrote revise few week beforehand and listen attentively in class or what so ever lahx... All the fu yan type one lolx... Then the last question was what advice would you give to the O level takers this year... I forgot what I write anyway... but I know it's stupid... Anyway, hope I get invited to the speech day this year!! Haha... no lahx... But it's abit shiok to have my name carved on the school's ''hall of frame''... not such if they would do it but SiHui they all say will...

Btw... Even though I already think it's a miracle I got this results and my mum was happy when I told her but when she saw my result slip I noticed she was a little dissapointed at my B3 for english... she thought it was an A... I was hello, my english has been C5 since I came into school and C since I was in pri school... a B is already a miracle and she is hoping for a A??? Is she mad? And then she wanted me to go JC and then guess what she say... If alot of people wanted to go JC, they your marks would only be just nice... and I shot her back... I didn't want to go JC anyway, my aim was actually poly afterall... But I remember that I promise her to go JC if I get 10 points and below... Some lame bet I had with her somewhere the beginning of last year when she was there saying go JC and I was insisting of going to poly... So I think I would go JC instead and teachers think that going JC is better and since I still don't have a realistic goal in mind, JC seems to be better although I don't really want to have anything to do with maths or theroy and my aim was Uni and many say JC is the faster and easier way to uni.... and the most riduculous thing is my mum wants me to go NJC.... Btw.. Miss Ooi also said that JC you cheong for 1 and 1/2 years and then go Uni. Then poly is slack two years and cheong the last year cause you want a place in uni and she also said that if you could handle the stress of Os, a levels should be fine to you... So since my mum wants me to JC, I don't have a goal in mind and teachers reason out... I think I would be going to JC...

Came out with the 12 choices after all... and I only have 2 JCs on my choices, so if I couldn't get in, poly is there for my 3rd choice!!! Hehe... But till now, I still think that poly is better than JC... I think I going to send it tml... Haiz...

假如以后我们全都各奔西东要永远记住最初的梦...

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Dear blog,

My friends confirmed that the results would be released on 25th and its next friday!!! There goes my happy days... Haiz... But at least I manage to play the whole Jan although my mum is still angry over me not joining the 1st month trail... actually I didn't join the PAE because that time I thought that why waste my time in JC when I wanted to go poly? Why give up my precious holiday and play and go JC? I was childish and stupid then... Regretted cause I heard they are not going to reteach... But I am still considering wether a poly or a JC... Thursday went Gate Crashing at JJC and I found the life in JC is totally boring... School lets off at 4.30 daily cause of tutorial and they have mass lecture(No difference from poly) and my friend say that mass lecture pon also can lolx... but is you die only mahx....

Anyway, yesterday I went Ngee Ann's open house and saw a whole lot of celebrities there. Well, S-POP went there for the biao chang hui or what ever one lahx... Then I was trying to get us to the convention centre but lost our way somehow and ended opp the convention centre which is the Sch of Busniess... and then guess who I saw? I saw Renfred. Lolx... He just happen to pass by and I saw him... Kkz... nothing da bu liao also... Then went the school of humans saw the kid central that guy... the one who played in the whizzes of the viod deck the main character I suppose... yahx... whatever... but ngee ann has alot of freebies sia... Go cotton candy sehx! (Miss it) my house no paser malam mahx... Went to the course counselling or what ever thingy lahx and I found that psychology with Community service is not where I am heading to. With the dip. I can only be a counseller or a social worker. Not that the work is not good but I bu shan he ren jiao ji and I am trying to open up to strangers lerx... it's one of the criteria for a pshcologist isn't it? Anyway being a counseller or a social worker is not where I am heading to lahx... some more the cut off point is as low as 9. With this marks why not get into a JC? Although I could still futher studies after I get a dip. but its different in a way I am not sure if is this the road I really want? Would I regret? One thing bad about poly is you chose this course, you get stuck with it. Not that you can't find other jobs but it's under minority right. So I don't feel like making such serious decision at this age where my mind is still aiming for freedom and persuing the intrest. I have come to know that intrest and work is of different things. I need a work to live and secure of family. My intrest does not bring me anywhere in Singapore. (Eg. Marine Biologist, Psycologist). Marine biologist is nothing in singapore cause we have not marine life to sercure and do research and Psycologist, singaporeans are not open minded enough. Eg. if you tell your patient he or she is having depression, you think he or she would want to waste their precious time and money going to your clinic to hear you talk and open them up? I don't think so especially the future singaporeans. Then I thought maybe I could be a captian? I drive ships? But that you need good eyesight below 200 degree and mine is way over so that's already out and my mum would sure blow her top on it... what stupid job is that! That's what she would say. So now I don't have a true aim in mind, I think JC would be a better choice although I really don't want to have anything to do with maths anymore. After JC, I am very sure I would know where I want to go and what are my aims in life. Isn't that better?

Whatever it is, we still have to see the results. Really very scared. Just a premonition that I have done badly or not up to expectations for o's and if my results could sent me into JC, why not? Anyway, I heard from my friends that the result is in an envelope and you have to like tear open it yourself... And when the teacher pass you the envelope you must see if the teacher is smiling or angry or whatever. Okie... Just keep calm on everything. Anyway, what done is done, you can't turn back time can you?

如果时间可以倒流这一切就不会那么-珍贵

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Dear blog,

I heard that results are coming out on the 21th or the 22th bahx. Well... A little dowan sia... Got this feeling I would not do well... I think I would off my phone after I take my results and then go to the tallest building in Singapore and jump down... haha... Joking... i not that perssimisitic...

New Year's coming and I have not finishing buying my clothes!!! Actually I bought lerx lahx... but the top don't match the bottoms. Haiz... learnt the lesson of thinking if the clothes match before buying! AH!!!

Going gate crashing to JJ tml with Huimin... hope it turns out fine... suddenly we two came close again... that night saw her at the CC with Adina... Mini reunion... got 300 bucks... pathetic... Aiyah... got money can lerx... then I still waiting for my pay. The friday going Ngee Ann's open house... lala...

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Dear blog,

That's the end of the first week of 2008... Well... I didn't pass it gloriously but at least I did something... Since I quitted the job at Sports Town, my parents simply came back everyday nagging why didn't I continue to work? See, now what do you want to do for this whole one month??? Grr... Feel like smacking them on their heads... It's they who wants me to turn up for the one month trail which I didn't even apply and the appeal was unsuccessful... I expected it lahx... So my mum came blaming me that I didn't join the PAE and what so ever... Ok... Fine... She is not to blame eithier... I missed that golden opportunity afterall... Blame me...

Then, I couldn't possibly go back to AiLee and say I want to work... So I decide to just stay at home... Well... Nothing wrong with staying at home right... Anyway, at least I help my grandma with the house chores and go to the lib to revive my rusty mind, went jogging (forced) with my sis... Tml we are going swimming cause she is having her off day... Then she suggested little india for roti prata... I was... -_-''' Let's see what happens tml. Then I am still looking for people to go to SP open hse with me...

The JC trial made a small reunion of Pri sch mates at AC... Can't belief that HuiMin, Adina and LiXue went into AC... Those three are my best friends in Pri School... We... I am Shi Bai sehx... doubt my L1R5 could get me into AC anyway... But they have different schools they want to go anyway... Adina wanted Hwa Chong, HuiMin wanted NJ and LiXue wanted VJ... So... Conclusion, they still get separated... And for me... I am still struggling between poly and JC... JC I think I could only get myself into JJ or PJ or IJ bahx... And poly still wondering about the 12 choices given to me...

Drop studies... I made a vedio for the class like I have hinted in the last post... Don't think anyone saw it... Lolx... KKz... I did it last week in considered quite a rush... it's a little blur... It didn't turn out in my com like this... but after I pressed the finish vedio, the pics went blur... so there is nothing I could do about it... it's only about 4 mins due to the lack to pics... and I specially want to thank Jasmine's and GuoWei's blog... And sorry to take you guys pics without permission.... And to non-chi classmates... Sorry... I couldn't find a suitable english song... so I put a chinese one which I think suits the vedio... Well... If I get really bored at home... maybe I will go blog hopping and get more pics and do a better one... and I am wondering why no one posted the pics on grad night???

Here's the vedio...



It's quite badly done though... And I know many agrees... Or maybe you could just leave comments on how to improve and I try to edit it... :)

That's all... Bye!