Just finished my stupid PI and now I am trying to relief stress... Kkz... I cracked my brains to come up with a dumb idea lahx... But standard one lahx... not exhibition then camp lolx... It's just the content of it wether it's attractive or not... And when I am done with this major project is is to be finalised next week and submit next next week, I still have piles of project to do... The school very bo liaoz de came up with some jjindogu??? And the title is Global problem, green solution and I haven't have any pinch of idea on what to do and we have to get the materials by monday... Then come another GP project... Which is like what mass media and the grouping is random... stupid vinod... Just submitted a econs project and there is still a powerpoint to do... AHHHH~ What is this man.... Now you see why I am despo for laptop ler bah?

Well... I seems to be complaining every post... But seriously I am quite happy in JJ just the studying part that is making me bonkers... Oh... and thursday I went back to JVS for speech day... Kaoz... they never give me money lehx... Huayi got 200 bucks lolx... and what they give me is a I donno what's that thing called lahx... hello... I ning yuan get money... Haha... no lahx... that one quite hornourable, got money maybe also cannot buy... And wahseh... It's the first time I take prize from school sia... cool man! And the i donno what got my name encarved on it sia... it wrote
"Outstanding Achievement Academic Award
2007 GCE O level Examination
TAN BEI YI
6 Distinctions"

So cool~ But why never carve top pupil... sobs... that's more hounarable lahx... Kkz.. I see alot of ppl wanting to hit me lerx... And they give this certificate is not even laminated lahx... Kkz. whatever... At least I got something to add inside my SDP portfolio. After that we loitered the school cause I was with KimRui, Jacky, TengChuan and Wanrong... you see all A class one... so they want to look for Chen Pei Xia... And we called her but she never answer... so we tour the school looking for her lolx... Actually I saw miss chua in 4N2 if I am not wrong.... but she is teaching so I never go find her... actually is more to the don't dare lahx... So finally after a long long walk, we finally found Chen Pei Xia in the staff room... And Jacky was like... "Lao Shi, wo shi ni de chairman." So she came out and we talk lolx... So we were analysing on why O levels bao leng meng... but never came up with an answer.... but the chen pei xia say it's always like that one... Also chatted with Mr Thomas... He is as entertaining as usual... he was like telling us you go JC don take hourners (is it spelled like that?).... We were like ???... Then he say... you know you go uni you study 3 yrs to get a degree right? and then one more yr you get hourners and another yr you get permernant head damage (phD) haha... So back to the 4 yrs one... so he say if you study hourners in JC means... J1 sia lahx... CMI, retain one year... The J2 again CMI, retain one more yr... so two year course become 4 yr... so become hourners lolx... Haha... super funny lahx... Saw Mrs Alfred also... Then the A class people was like complaining JJ's burrette is clip one... so lao ya... JVS one at least is a tap burrette lolx... After that, we went back to school ler lolx...

Then yesterday I donated blood! Woot~ First time sia! So excited.... and it's quite painless... The person go poke my hand to check the iron count she go let my blood flow flow flow and then go donno do what sai lahx... then take my blood sample... I was like hello... what the hell.... Then when you donate they will first inject anasthetic (donno how to spell) and that dumb nurse... The anasthetic haven't absorbed by my body yet she go poke the draw blood that needle into my hand ler lolx... I was like Ouch~~~ but never scream... not that pain... and you guys should see the needle lahx... it's like so chu lahx... and I donate very fast sia... ppl donate 15 mins I donate 10 mins only lolx... And Huimin was like... you got high blood pressure so you so fast... cause she donate very slow... haha... and after that I so sua ku... still went for PC... and that's the worst part... I almost died on the track.... although it's just a two rounds run but I went out of breathe after the first round... Aiyah... blood not oxygen lahx... and also no stamina...

Whatever... Gotta go study maths~ I fail my AP.GP test... 2/5.... and I dowan fail my lecture test... and it's covering AP GP MI... and maybe GC... OMG!!!

Oh ya... If you guys (4C'07) wants the soft copy of that vedio I posted up... drop a tag and I would send to you through MSN??? Anyway... I am touched that some many ppl like my vedio... although it's so lousily made.... And I realised one thing... no one is readin my blog... cause we I posted up, the view count was... erm... super low lahx... then Jasmine came to ask for the link... and suddenly the view count shot... so what does this means??? Jk lahx... So you you want the soft copy... I could send it to you lolx...

Anyone reading this??? Hello!!!

I am Depressed!!! Super sad lahx... I just got back my Chem test and it's really very very lousily done lolx... I know I would do quite badly but I didn't expect myself to fail... I got 4/10... I think lowest in class lahx... Super sad... And the thing is like I studied for it and I love Chem most among all of mu subject!!! Super super sad... And there goes my 10% and it's very difficult to revive it through the other two test... Cause it's atomic structure and Chem bonding... The easiest test of all on mole concept I actually failed... Super de sad lolx... And there goes my exemption... The exemption for Chem is actually 10m... now? 100m.... Gosh~ Super sad lahx...

And I failed the interview for CSL... Well... Expected lahx... I keep repeating my answer... But not really sad cause I was abit like dowan join after the interview... Their questions was like... Erm... you 4H2 class do you think you can cope? And my answer is like time management... standard answer lahx... and some stupid question like... why you wanna join CSL? And I answer to help ppl... and they were like if you want to help people, why not you join interact club? I was like wanting to hit the person lahx... and then came a question... which organisation do you want to help most? Kkz... whatever... I think the NYAA is like enough for scholarship ler bahx... And I want to concentrate on my studies too... I wanna be mugger... I don't like the feeling of failing when the rest of your class is passing... that's the point... Why on earth did I choose a 4H2 class??? Well... Cause I wanna challenge myself to my limit... and this is what shit I get... I think my limit is just here...

I was reading jonathan's blog and I actually understands how he felt... you know... those emo part... cause I have been through it... I think... but his case is worse one lahx... Whatever... Quite excited about next week... eh... not because of test... it's because I am going to take prize in JVS... Wah Seh... First time taking prize sia... But I like not living up to standard sia... Top student... Chem test fail until so pathetic... Lol...

Haiz... This is life... Blame who? Yourself.... Cause you are the one who made it this way and you are the one who chose to take this road... Today is just NOT my day...

What's wrong with me...
It dosen't feel good at all...
This feeling of ---
I don't know what to say...
No one will understand...
and like I said...
I try not to regret my decision...
But this is torturous...
emo.

Hello everyone~ I am back!!! Whatever... The time now is 2.32 and I have bathed and rested... Cause I let off from school at 1.30 today!!!! WoHoo!!!! Suppose to be 5 lahx... But from 1.30-2.30, we have break... then 2.30-4 we have chinese... but the chinese teacher never come... so no point going lolx... considered pon lahx... then 4-5 we got pw lecture... but today don have so ta-da! 1.30 let off from schooL!!! And I think this is only once in a lifetime lahx... Whatever... no one can understand how happy i feel anyway... except for S1 ppl... but I don think they are reading this... But poor those taking CS... they still have to go... wahahaha.... but I feel abit bad about leaving huimin behind... but she can self entertain and her socail circle very big one... so nevermind... hehe...

Today's commotion between the JVsians is about the stupid pre-speech day thingy.... Anyone got letters from the school??? Hello??? Anyway... I got some ulu gold award... also donno wad lai de... And ppl like Wanrong, Jacky, KimRui all got gold award... then according to other schs lahx... your gold silver bronze is depend on the no. of distinctions you get... So according to our school's standard... Hmm... 7 and 6 distinction is gold award... So if I am not wrong... 5 distinction is silver award? and bronze award will be 4??? Well... That means I would be seeing alot of ppl during the dumb pre-speech day lolx??? And our stupid school so lousy one... other school is 8 distinction gold award... 7 distinction silver and 6 is bronze... our standard so lousy... haha... no offence though... Anyway... if you guys get at least 5 distinction... maybe you wanna open your letter box... and be there... But I abit don feel like going nia.... NOT shua da pai lahx... Is that there are quite a no. of events happening in our school next thurs... the blood donation drive which I MAY be called down for duty... and then still go some MINDEF person coming to our school... Donno what lai de... and that Jacky still say wanna go back for the MINDEF thingy after the prize presentation... But since like everyone I know that is getting award is going, so I go lol... and see wether I wanna go back with Jacky for that MINDEF thingy... And I top student lehx... So go back very wasted nia... (pls... why this person so bu yao lian one...)

Top student also no use lahx... The JC syllabus is like killing me lolx... I typically flunk every of my test lahx... Chem I used the wrong limiting reagent and my hydrocarbon is like wad C8H8?? Is they an existence of such a thing? and they say is C8H4... I donno... then GP... I think the teacher will erupt when she sees my answers... ppl gave 5 lines ans and I only wrote 2 lines lahx... So you think I will pass? Then today maths quiz... OMG... I think I get a straight 0 lahx... Cannot even prove... maybe 3 lahx... I got write all the crappy thing there and do the hence question which I got it correct... Then Chem lec test next week and bio lec test... I wanna be fully exempted from promos so must chiong chiong chiong! Btw, do I have a mugger look??? Shiva said that he first impression on me is that I look like a mugger... I used to hate that word but now I think I am one... My life is so routine... Everyday go to sch... reach home at 6 plus... then slack around bath then 7 do homework due the next day then study test then sleep... next morning, same thing... and then until the weekend... mugg on project, study test and do homework... So... I think I am turning into a mugger... And the worst thing is... I sleep at 10 plus everyday but I still wake up in the morning super tired and you know what my lecturers are good at lahx... hypnotism...

Whatever... I wanna chiong econs project lerx... Bye~ It would be years till my next update... yeah.... And I am despo for a LAPTOP!!! I wana watch you tube!!! I wanna sleep!!! I love JJC (but not the studying part)!!! I love S1!!! Diaoz...