Sometimes, studying becomes so boring that you go into a state of stoning.
No matter how much you want to study (more of because you know if you don't study now, it's going to be too late.), nothing seems to go in.
Well... I think I am at this state for today...
Actually I was planning on finishing energetics and equilibrium... But I ended up finishing only equilbrium and have been staring at chen energetics since 8 but nothing went in... So it's equals to never study at all...
Looking at my schedule makes people stress... I am running behind shecdule for bio and chem (and so this is my two weakest subject, thanks lah). I was then planning of studying bio on thurs but it seems pretty impossible because of the Annual Retreat which i am very unwilling to miss. Tml still need to do the ambassador thing. --> I don't mind being a JJ ambassador... but you timing is just too perfect that it came when my whole life is in chaos and whirlpool... Too bad... you can't get that much support from me afterall... I do have my piorities.
Distractions are fatal at this time... So I might as well get rid of my distraction now... well... not really a distracton... it's more of an addiction.... Haiz... Look at how time flies when you are studying (yup... Ironically) that now you yourself is wondering if you could finish in time to sit PREPARED for the common test... For me... now, looking at the current situation, I can firmly telll you my answer... NO. I will not be prepared... I may have finished the notes but not the tutorials...
Again, I am falling short of teacher's expectation(Wait... Do they even have expectation of me? Or the expectation of the class? Who knows...) I am really very sorry about it... How many more sorrys do I have to say... honestly speaking... I have no idea...
Hiaz... Beiyii is blabbering nonsense in this post... I think she has gone mad from overdose of studying... Screwed.
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