Prelim finally over... Yippeeeeeee!
Ok... It's not like I put in my heart and soul for this prelim --> Cause have been mugging for so long until I think prelim period I fatigue liao... LOL...
Anyway... The end of prelims also means that there is not much time left from now the 09-11-09...Haiz...

Who was the one who told me A-level is just A LITTLE BIT stressful than o level?!!!!
I have have a hell hard time for A's than O's can.... It's not A LITTLE BIT... It's ALOT can... So lesson learnt... NEver listen to what others say... Believe in yourself....

Why earth did I choose this path!!! I should have stayed to my will back then... 我真是一个不定心的人啊! 算了。。。 下次就死死坚持我的理念和我相信对我自己最好的。。。

Anyway... Recently.... I seem to have a self realization... I am not that kind hearted as I thought I am (OMG~ I am so dowan face) and my 心胸也没有很宽阔 like some people think... I think I am a very petty person... I think Veron seems to know that... Haha... I get angry very easily... especially during this period of time... and when I get angry... I don't scold I don't scream... but I will have a black face... and keep very quiet... cause I am afraid I will scold and scream when I open my mouth... LOL... Hmm... sometimes I want to hide my anger... because sometimes... you are just angry with yourself... it has totally nothing to do with anybody... but the people around you seems to be your victim... and I feel very selfish and bad to pull friends down... 人家的好心情就因为我的黑脸而变成坏心情... This dosen't seem to be the way I want it... So people... next time you see my black face... just don care.. OK? I will be better after awhile... Can self recuperate one... Hahaa... So I don't think I am a kind of person who is able to help... I can be a good listener but never a good advisor... And sometimes... Your story may make be very emotional... and when everything bottles up... The next person who add that last ingredient will be my victim... Sometimes it's actually not the person fault... the person just so happen to push the button... So I am really sorry for that last person... yup...

Ok... I am blabbering rubbish... as you can see... no sentence structure one... The moral of the story is... I have this sudden self realization that physiotherapy dosen't seem to be a right job for a person like me... what if one day I blast at my patient... I will be like OMG!!! And I am pretty a pessimist...

Maybe I will change for the better... but currently... I am opening myself up to some other courses... Physiotherapy although still on the top of my list... It dosen't mean it can't be replaced... :)

原本答应自己要保持一段距离
所以在离开时才不会觉得特别的痛苦
但我却让你们一步一步的接近
这样-如果你们真的离开了我
我也不知道我会不会痛苦得无法自拔
我不想被捅一刀有一刀

完毕 :)