Why did I choose JC over poly???
Can I appeal to poly now???

My Life 一直在等待 空荡的口袋
想在里面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败 真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在 不管帅不帅

想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来
期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

Eh... No link... Fine... The first two sentence sounds emo...

It's the march holidays!!! Yeah~ Yeah~ Yeah~ YEAH!!! But looking at the pile of work given, I think my holidays are half gone... Sigh... But I am still going to go for my hoilday in Malaysia Genting tml! Yeah~ I heard wad? Genting again??? Well... Not my choice... I dowan to go either... I wanna go CDAYL!!! Sadded lehx... I really want to be a part lol... but thanks to this trip lahx... and I must just wish myself good luck for tml... cause I would surely be stucked at the custom for a super duper long time lolx... Thanks so someone lahx.. Not to mention the name... Then I only coming back on tues... and I wish by then, the process is faster... Then wed going back to school for the first-aid something one...

Yah... I joined the CDC as second CCA and I am trying all ways to get into CDYAL missing the clash to my holidays and frm what I know... this is now a way is to be the SCDF lolx... first aid... but I not first aid skills... so must go for the 'course' but not confirm get in lahx... cause alot of J2 taking up... and I planning to take that as a 2nd CCA cause as I always said, I want a sports CCA and I hope I do get selected for the squash trail cause I didn't go for the tennis trail today... cause I was having a CDC meeting and after the meeting, I am late lerx... so abit don dare go into the tennis courts... and all I see are guys lah... then netball I think I am not in the team (lousy skills) cause I was not informed of training although i know there's training today... lol... But I promised myself to be committed to both CCA kkz... Anyway, CDC is a slacker CCA... and so it's okie to take up another one lahx... build portfolio :x... but I do wanna get into the SPF lahx... but they say only selected pupils... if I get in, I think I will really having to juggle school work and CCA very well or I will be prepared to get retained... Choy.... touch wood... I wanna get exempted on k!

Then thurs going back again for maths make-up lesson for partial fraction and binomial... although the teacher talking is hypnotism and the lecture is optional, but I still choose to go lahx... it beats cracking my head at home looking at complicated and biggg fractions... well... I flip through and saw hell lots of fractions... mati sia... the rest of the holidays I prepare to finish up all my tutorials and start muggin! Not time to slacK!!! but hohx... JJ is a slack school lahx... I can only think of playing in school sia... Thanks to the camp I think.... well... I myself is to blame lahx... Then I need to holis to catch up with school work cause I have hell no idea what the teacher is teaching!!!
Econs- Lecturer is boring... lecture hall air-con super cool so good place to sleep... and if you sleep, you don't listen and you don listen, you don understand!!! And worse is I missed first month...
Bio- Currently the subject I am coping but I didn't know there is so much hell stuff in our cell... the notes is about cells and its 24 pages thick... yeah...
Chem- Lecturer is on the jet plane rushing off to who knows where... her lecture is so darn fast that I didn't catch anything she said and I can't see what the hell she is writing (fine... it's my eyesight problem) and I don understand the whole hell about half equations and redox!!!
Maths- We are now at Sigma and I am not done with AP and GP... Wth... The lecturer is talking alien and I don understand what the crap she is talking about... Maths sux... I am starting wonder how the hell did I aced my maths man... well... maybe my mind got rusty cause it's not working for about 2 months... going to do some brain teaser to 'lubricate' my mind and make it work again... maths...
So, if you think I am coping... please tell me... That will be a comfort man... So I planning to spend the rest of my holidays which is only 3 days doing tutorials (homework) which is about a moutain high??? Average of 2 to 3 per subject... What the hell.... as well as brush up and catch up!!!

Please tell me why did I choose JC??? I think I am bonkers... -_-''' I sound so emo...