1 week more to hell...

2 weeks more to promos...

3 weeks more to freedom...

4 weeks more to Tennis...

5 weeks more to slack day..

6 weeks more to slacking continuously...

7 weeks more to rot and decay

8 weeks more to start stress...

9 weeks more to start arguement with PW grp

10 week to cry over my OP

11 weeks more to grow sick of pw

12 weeks more to be freed of PW

13 weeks more to korea!!!

This is my life... Like it or not... it's your choice...

Today's teachers day was the most enjoyable teacher day I had in my life :) I am not being wang en fu yi... but I really see not point in going back to JVS when Ms Chua is not there...

Ps: So1 is love ~

CONGRATS TEAM SINGAPORE IN WINNING YOUR LONG WAITED OLYMPIC MEDAL!!!

CONGRATS TO THE TABLE-TENNIS WOMEN TEAM IN DEFEATING KOREA!!!

CONGRATS TO PEOPLE UNDER THE FES!

envious nehx... can go attachment... sained lolx me.. still have to take promos... haha.... OMG~ I donno how much happier i could get... Singapore won korea... our 48 years medal has come!!! All the best to them... And all the best to my promos :)

FENG TIAN WEI~ MICHAEL PHELPS~ ALL THE BEST! ;)

Tell me... What's the point of doing a timeline when no one checks? I think I am making my efforts go to waste... No one is appreciating... I really have no idea how to go from now... Screw it~

I found my phobia and it's really interesting... I may try it again... Call me mad... I don give a damn.

Life is great isn't it? When the whole world is against you... It's great... I love challenges... No matter what happens, I will KO you~

Today, I found out something...

Happiness CANNOT be sustained.

When you are happy, the whole world is out to make you sad

But when you are sad, no one in the world would make you happy.

Is this my life?

Or is this how things work?

When you are calm, the whole world is out to make you anxious

When you are anxious, everyone ask, "What's the hurry?"

Is this my life?

Or is this how the world revolve?

When you try your best to do something, everything goes wrong

When you decided to slack off, someway or another, things goes your way

Is this my life?

Or is this how things work?

Now... I am wondering, where's my angel. I need someone...

someone...

someone...

someone to talk to...

someone to share my thoughts

someone... to lie on...

Where's my angel?

I wonder...

No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, things just dosen't go my way... I think I should just give up and stone. Stone. STONE.

Angels & Mortal~ What should I do to my mortal? Although I said my mortal sux but I think he isn't that bad after all... At least he is humorous... But to work with him is totally a headache... Haiz... I also donno what to do nia~ should I play my part as the angel?

Whatever... don think anyone understand... Anyways... I am watching my prince of tennis... so very lazy to blog...

These few days are the happiest day in my life~ :) Thank you everyone... for everything...

Class tee~ It's in purple! Yippe!!! I think I going to love my class tee loads! ^-^ Numero Uno... Here we are :)

Finally...

I AM FREE FROM THE DEVIL'S CLUTCHES!!!

I don think anyone could understand how i feel now...

kkz... I think I am over exagerrating... But really, I felt the burden off my shoulder the moment the teacher said pen down after my maths lect test... But what's after this? Promos... The exam that we determine if I am going to retain... Haha... Have been failing quite a number of subjects... Lol... and the pile of hw I owed my teachers... Sorry yeah... And I have to get my sleep... Couldn't get enough sleep these few days cause got exams after exams... I don even have time to breathe...

Well... actually I did lahx.. last weekend's trilympics was fun fun FUN!!! The mass dance... although i screwed it... And I am dancing beside the GOH... whatever... But we didn't meet the target of 40000 KM in 1 day... but almost there! Another 4000 KM only... that's such a pity... Well... I got run and contribute kkz... I even got my family down... hoho... Kkz... so I did took a day off from studies last sat...

Life has become a cycle for me...

Wake up-Go school-emo-rot-stone-dream-struggle-test-home-homework-studytest-sleep

It has been a routine since 23 June 2008... But I will pull through no matter what... I will not fall... Cause this is where I chose to be :)

Finally! I am freed from my common test!!! Hohoho~ Do you know how relief I felt when the GP paper 2 ended? Omg... I was like finally... we are done... now, is to wait for the promos... well... my exemption flew away lerx... sian... and let me tell you... I going to fail GP like I am some retard lahx... whatever... GP is my archellis (donno how to spell) hill... So must buck-up... It's not donno... is don have the content... and that content pack is crap lahx...

Actually not really over... Monday still got Chem, tues got Maths, wed got maths and Bio skill B and C WA... I was like... What?! report on B & C in 1hr 20min? Cambridge must be mad... lolx... I think sometimes cambridge is weird... some papers you don need so much time they give you so much time that you fell asleep while waiting for the paper to end... then some you are like racing against time to comeplete that dumb piece of paper... haiz... no comments...

It is just a common test and i woke up at 5 to study... OMG... I didn't even do it for O levels... I really wonder what would happen during prelim... I think i no need to sleep lerx... haha... Sometimes I think that no matter how much I try, how hard I studied, I still fail the test... Eg. Bio and Econs... till now, i haven't past any of the test... Econs first test got lahx... but the last to I got 10 and 8 out of 25... super sian lahx... but secretly telling... I am starting to love econs... but Bio... I am starting t hate it... Bio... I feel very inferior to it... No matter how much I tried... the day before the common test, i spend the whole night, and woke up at 6 to study... In return? What did bio give me? A U-grade... I think lowest in class... I thought everything was a fair exchange... but i guess I was wrong... my hardwork wasn't paid off... I feel like giving up on bio... and I need to learn to love GP.... Hehe... Chem and Econs is now my fav... I still hate maths as usual because i don like to think but currently i think i am coping for maths although it's a D grade. Anyway, I won't be shock to see my report card filled with D E and U this term... Promos... here I come...

It's time to MUG!!!

I just want to stay as where we are now... I don't want to take a step forward because I am afraid that you will take a step backwards...

I am feeling inferior~

Feeling mentally exhuasted~

I could see my inabilities...

and the deep shit i am in now~

Bring me to where i belong... I don like what I am feeling now... I hate where I am standing now. But I have nowhere to go~ to stay or to leave was never my choice...

Omg! Finally I have the time to catch some breathe... Since the dumb school reopening, I have been bombarded with test and exams lahx... Gosh~ Tues I had my Bio common test and one sunday 4.00pm, I am still at chap 1... Chiong like mad at night and nothing went in... Monday night chiong like mad lahx... you should see everyone was like so darn tired and sleepy on tues... and every lesson, ppl have the lecture notes on top and bio notes below... and in the end, the test still turns out alien to me... Hmm... Not really lah... I just donno how to answer...

Then thurs got econs test... That one gone case ler lahx... I in the middle of the exam there changing correction tape because it died on me... and everyone was rushing like mad lahx... eh... 45 mins you have to write a 4 pages essay lahx... so you know lahx... take ss before mahx... Today got Chem test... that one arhx... I totally leave one page blank lahx... no.1 is donno how to do.... then another one is like no time...

And the best thing is... only until tues... I know that I am having A levels Chinese oral on the 30th!!! I was like WAD!!! A-levels? We have hell no practices on oral lahx... OMG~ So I planning to read-up on thurs... I dowan to die on my convo but constipating there...

Well... Now I feel the stress... Really stressed up... Everyone around you is studying, every single one... and we got break-up lect... and I better not be inside lahx... but I also got the GP one... GP expected lahx... Then maybe my tio the bio one... cause I haven pass any of her test yet... And we changed econs teacher... She is quite good... but too soft... I cannot focus my attention to her... and she is like using the dumb ice cream stick method again lahx... No way man! Because of that stupid ice-cream stick, my econs got a D! Rah~

Gtg... a short and sweet complain... Going to Old Police Acadamy tml! Super excited manx... and next mon to thurs got jarkata students coming over to JJ and I am hosting them... yes... don fall off your chair... I am wondering how to interact manx... you know lahx... I am not very sociable... :)) Happy in a way... unhappy in a way...

That's all... Do I have a nice new blogskin? I think it's super nice lahx and kawaii~

Ah~ It's another week gone for my hols... And i still haven done anything yet... newspapers stacking higher than before, TIME not read, gave up on chinese homework, PW going bonkers, homework... hmm... I only finished bio... :XX God... I am slacking... Feeling so guilty... And yesterday then i know that next week i am going to be upber busy... not really lahx... but sort of no time to do revision... foruth week is out... cause i got retreat :))) Excited lehx...

This week I slacked away my week by going to lecture on mon and tues after that no memory of going anywhere but i know i went somewhere and then at night I watched rolling love... not bad lahx... the show... but the romance part... *vomits* or just surf you-tube MSN... And they always never add me into the mass convo... Grr...

Then wed actually wanted to study one... in the end huimin call me back to school to study... and i studied for like 2 hours then the guys came and tat-da, gg lerx.... we chatted and went for lunch... lunch was funny.... we decided to play Veron cause she was sleeping... yes... in the hawker centre... with us eating... that the ramdom queen came up with a stupid idea of leaving veron there so that she wake up never see anyone... so we agreed... haha... then so we moved to the table behind her... it's like 3 plus then the hawker no one one lahx...then huimin started calling her... but she never wake up... cause she listening the MP3 and the phone not vibrating... so huimin went to take her phone and we yan qiu how to on the vibration... super funny lahx... then in the end we like forget it... put my phone there... then we called and she still never wake up... in the end we put her phone, my phone and alfred's phone there and called... Finally she woke up... and she was like blur... aye? where are they? Then we behind her there laughing like mad lahx... Then later she she turn behind... super funny.... this teach us a lesson... when having meals with huimin, we should never sleep... or you will fall into her trap... but i find veron very poor thing... the last time she slept we went to cut her white hair... but she sort of have 6 sense... know that we are doing something to her... so that one failed... then this time kena played on again... and it's quite successful... haha... after that come back play ball until 6 plus and went home watch you tube again...

thurs go mr tan's house chit chat... but is all wendy talking lahx... and i was like laughing at her.... She don dare to take plane... haha... then i still go scare her say if the plane hit the clouds it will zhen dong... then she super scared one lahx... then still teach her how to pack the laggauge... lol... donno how to pack... and as the usual she... she got the maths tutorials from Mr tan lolx... then after that meet the guys at lib... reach there they say they going eat lunch so i went with them lolx... then after that came back i did bio... hmm... that bio i have been doing it for the past three days lahx... in the end i got so sianed that i started reading the chi story book.... well... lib, i got low efficiency... so... too bad lahx...

Then yesterday is like finally the first day of my hols i spend my day at home... haha.. but did nothing also... morning went to play bb, then afternoon go bank... and that stupid bank made me wait for an hour! then come back watch you tube while doing bio... (yes again and it's the same worksheet) so that piece of 8 pages bio tutorial, i did it from wedd to fri... finished it at night... finally... then ii doing maths while still watching rolling love lahx... then my mother wanna do the dumping... and there cutting onion... then she suddenly say... my hand very tired... so I was like... donno what happened... maybe because of the rolling love, see they there cutting onion so professionally so i wanna go and try... so i told my mum i wanna cut and she throw me the whole basket of it... the first few was quite fun lahx... in the end my hand got tired and i there chopping for like 2 hrs? yah... i cut very slow... and if the knife is very li, my fingers i think kena chop off ler lolx... in the end i finally finish... my hand was like numb lahx... really no feeling that type one... then my hands is full of onion smell... gosh~ stinko... but the good thing is my mum say i cut until very good.. :)) see... watch tv is actually not a bad thing mahx... diaozzz.... oh ya... and yesterday yu le bai fen bai is Guo Jing yi neng fa biao hui lahx.. she is like super cool lolx... the cheer leading... although the shui zun not really there like what i see those americans do lahx... but still very good... :)) then you should see the facial expression of xiao zhu and xiao gui lahx... super funny... then after the performance for 1 min the two just stoned there... and after that... they were like... just now got anything dui bu qi ni, don put into heart hohc... super funnyy... and guo jing i quite shocked that she is cheerleader lolx... she look very ruo xiao... then she can dance somemore... OMG~ Whatever...

Today morning got awaken by bombarding of car honks... the stupid car honked like for 5 mins non stop lahx... what the-

Hmm... It feels very sianed to know that today is the last day of the first week of the school holiday.... and more sianed to know that I spend the half of first week in school either for meeting or project or whatever crap... Then I didn't do the chinese hw that is supposed to be due on fri... Well... Can say i gave up lahx... Then worst is my newspaper still not cut and it's still piling up... Very sian to see that stack of papers on my chair... haiz... Then tml we have to go back for mass lecture for bio and maths... and after you brain dead already then I still have meeting for CDC... then I thinking of holding a meeting for pw or my grp mate would be all over the world... who know where they go lahx... I am trying to get every thing settled by this week then the 3rd week is out cause there are ppl over Australia... then week 4 I planning to do the touch up and then WR... and week 4 I am the one who is not free cause i got annual retreat and most importantly, we have common test... so must give them time to study also mahx... Haiz... I feel so inefficient... it's only a PW and I get so stressed up... haiz... haiz... hiaz...

Dropping unhappy stuffs... Yesterday was super high! We went to celebrate Alfred Birthday... super early one... Cause next week ppl going Australia and I got Saucony Run and they got volunteer at some run also so not fang bian to celebrate... Anyway... Yesterday I broke my record of walking Orchard and Suntec area for 12 hrs... from 11 in the morning to 10 plus at night... Wah seh~ First time lolx... I today morning I felt jelly when I got down the bed... kkz... Anyway it's super fun lahx... We met up 11 at JP then went down to Orchard... and we have to switch train at City hall right... and then we were playing I forgot what ler... or chatting about a couple kissin in front of us... the suddenly our random queen huimin say, hey! we have to get off here! and we were like unprepared... just grab our bags and rush out of the MRT... haha... then switch train and we were debating wether to alight at orchard or somerset... then in the end we alighted at somerset and walk to orchard station cause we headin to fareast... I was like -_-''' and it's rainin man... Anyway we got stop at taka shop for Alfred present... we planning to buy shirt lahx... so we were like walking then downstairs got this exhibition and we thought of buying him a balloon... so the 6 of us there debating which balloon to buy... In the end we gave up and never buy... I think the ppl there is like so fed up lahx... cause we sort of pull every single balloon down... in the end choosing between the elmo one and 2 winnie the pooh one... diaoz... but in the end still never buy... haha... bleah... in the end we bought a shirt in Manstudio at Far east... and the funniest thing is we got LiXuan to try out the shirt and the shirt we got for Alfered looks super funny on Lixuan and when he came out we broke out into laughter... but in the end we call him wear again it's quite nice lahx... so we got it for Alfred... and then cause we got a few shirts to call him to try... and then lixuan looks quite good and kawaiii in grey... ya... and i think he knows tht yesterday too.... in the end i donno where we walking to lahx... then after that caught in a human jam in orchard station.. eh.... we were like why is everyone photographing don tell me got some ming xing infront or what... in the end we found out that they are taking photo of the human jam... diaoz... never see before meh? then if Fahrenheit come sing you just go the qian chang hui then you will be caught in a jam worse that this... Anyway... we went down to Suntec after that... and fetch alfred... and that blur alfred... he was like... "I only know where to meet and what time... the others I totally donno..." but we told him class outing lahx... then we walking and i was complaining to Seiyu that my leg wanna break ler... eh... at that time is already 7 plus... and he was like why? then Seiyu was like, "All because of you lahx..." and he was like, "oh... i think i know ler..." OMG!! Seiyuu let the cat out of the bag... but I suspect he agar agar know what we are trying to do ler lahx... Anyway... we dine at Secert recipe and then went to fountain to wealth... dedicated a song to Alfred that didn't even came out and we are thinking did we even send it... diaoz... kkz... After that we go bored and went home... Aiyah! It's super fun lahx...

That's us excluding me lahx... can't be caught in frame cause the hand not long enough...

then this time is Seiyuu out of frame... haha..

Seiyuu and Huimin :))

Veron..Haha... let's do some solo and duo... haha... diaoz...

Fountian of wealth... I know it's sort of weird but anywayzzzz....

Alfred's cake! It got smashed actually... and it dosen't taste very nice... haha... got cheated...

haha... Wanrong got caught on Candid with Seiyuu putting childish! and he dosen't know worx...

Another one on Candid... but it's nice! Quite proud of my jie zuo... haha...

Hmm... Make a guess what we are trying to do...:)

group photos:)

The person caught us unprepared... look at everyone... so toot... haha...

Then today I woke up at 6 am in the morning for cdc duty at MGS... Addidas netball Challenge! Wah seh... it's super tempting lah.. you feel the netball blood flowing in you again... super feel like going down to play lahx... Then i keep asking huimin wanna borrow a ball we go play... anyway... we are at there do nothing on lahx... no casualties... maybe got ppl come get plaster or sprain leg only lahx... in the end we stood there watching games... JJ is not bad... but compared to other teams it's not very good... but we still manage to get into top 8... but got totally trashed by RJ, Farfield Med and Cedar girls during the top 8 kick out... Anyway saw Siqi there helping out... and bestia with her sis... then chatted about netball stuff and saw pri sch coach and I siam... abit no face to see her... your netball gen wo da dao so lan! no lahx... and you guys missed out the coolest part lahx... the finals game... RJ vs RGS... ssuper nice... cause both teams very strong... and you guys should see there jumps and passes is so nice lahx... in the end RJ won... but both deserve the claps... :)) after that me and huimin got so tempted to play that we started calling ppl out... eh... I called Jieting... and I was like hello jieting... i know it's weird... but you wanna play ball? she was like... she not free... then I called yiting and she is studying for test but we started chatting... then called Yanting also... then she was like you know where I live... cause she live in CCK and I was like you wanna come JJ play? haha... but in the end the usual gang came down lahx... Alfred, lixuan... then with Siqi... we played bb... cause we conclude that calling guys to play netball is super weird... but I play until super shuang lahx... super long never intercept balls, super long never stretch to catch ball... super long never jump ler... and I am defending alfred... sometimes lixuan lahx... super fun... and I feel so shuang lahx... but the thing is I am aching all over now... haha... but I like the feeling... super long no this feeling ler lolx..

Unprepared again... haiz...

KKz... I think this is like super de long lahx... and you guys got the bigg catch... I don post this much pic at one time before... but this two days I am very happy... :)) so decided to post... hope the ppl in the photos don get angry... haha... going off ler! Night! Good luck for your term test too guys!

Hmm... I decided not to change the blogskin ler... cause i think it's sort of ugly... eh... Anyway... My first week of hols just went off like this... haiz... I have been going back to school everyday... well either to play or meeting...


Struggling with PW just now... I would like to ask you guys if what would you think about a crime museum in Singapore? Is it going to be a good or bad impact? It's going to sort of showcase how the police manage to gather evidence and do analysis to solve a crime using the latest technology... Hmm... So... if you have any comments about this pls drop a tag... cause i choosing between a musuem and an exhibition... I know it looks the same but the things we have to do and settle is way different.. yeah? Your help would be appreciated... Lol...


Then yesterday I went for Youth Partner... goD~ It's so damn fun lahx... The house visits... We were like knocking on every door and then no one was at home... cause weekdays mahx... 4plus 5 ppl still at work... yeah... Then got some ppl at home... then some are like totally unfriendly lahx... the door open so big, then we press the bell, knock the door and shouted half day they still never appear... it's like obviously not wanting to come out right? who will leave their doors open when they are out? Then got some super friendly ones... then we went to a one house... then the person open the door is a policeman! Wootz~ and he is working at the Jurong NPC too! Where we do our youth partner stuffs... It's like so cool... Then he was like snatch the paper from us and then writing his particulars... And chatted like you guys under Sergeant Linda right? We were like yah... then he was like later i going down... we were like oh... then there jk lah... then he finish writing ler... we look at it it's like all short forms... does he expect the police to know who the hell is KKK... but anyway, that police officer is super funny lahx..


Today went back school for GP project but we ended up partying in the classroom... haha... cause everyone bought their laptops and then we got 3 so huimin was doing the written report... i was suppose to do the ppt... but the WR also haven come out yet so me and seiyu there playing... then Wanrong actually wanted to do hw lolx.. then in the end he there talking crap... then Alfred and Jieheng came and they started playing poker... then after that they went out to buy lunch whatsoever lahx... then I got bored and decided to do the skeleton of the ppt first... then Seiyu and me was like having conflict in choosin the font and the colour... so funny lol... too bad that stupid school no internet connection if not it would be like much more fun lolx... After that lixuan came and we went to play suppose to be netball but we ended up playing soccer and i tell you i really hate and sux in soccer... I can't see what the fun wasting your energy running after the ball and mistreating your head into hitting the ball with your head... Well... no offence to soccer lover esp 'Man U' and lixuan... they wouldn't be reading anyway... Then we discussed about the class blogs and stuff but never came up with a conclusion... Hehe... we went off at about 5.15 cause I wanted to watch YiDA!!! he went to YLBFB today!! Promoting his Voices of 512... Yah... Then his album is coming out soon! Yippee... but i doubt I have the free time to his auto session... must be supportive mahx... dotz...

Oh well... I decided that my bloging has too much words and very boring hoh... I have some pic so post... wahaha... kkz...





















I am the eyes and seiyu is the smile! We got so bored today that we played to projector... okie... we are kids...




















I know I look out in the photo... Anyway... I love my class!


























We wanted to do 01 but I think it sort of fail and again I know I look out...





























I like this shot... :)) Cause I don look out and Ms Zhang is inside and everyone could be seen... there is another on that is nt bad took but wasn't sent to me... Sadded... Haha... This is my class... It sort of have the 4C feel in these pics but they are way below in real life... I missed 4C'07 and I am really waiting for the class outing... Hope it's a sucessful one...

I know I look super gross here... But my Family photo!! taken during the wedding dinner of my cousin... quite obvious who is the ppl lahx... And my dumb bro is super de irritating... spoiling the pic...

Kkz... That's all... I dowan ppl to vomit their dinner out... of spill their food yea... Maybe if I get the mood I would post up other wedding pics... :)) Nights!

This counts the end of my first day of hols... Well... I did typically nothing today actually... Went to the lib to do PW research and i found that I have wasted helll lots of time reading irrelevant stuffs... Yesterday did filing and I almost fainted... There is hell lots of things for me to catch up this hols... and just seeing the GP hw given I feel like fainting too... What hols is this man... And then still need to hand in chinese by this week... well... actually is i never do lahx... then the teacher say hand in this friday... hehe... planning to do tml... go school do in the morning... then after that go meeting... I donno how the hell Zi Hong or long (forgot his name) put me in as an exco member... so tml need to go for meeting to dicuss about senior stuffs... But even if I am not i don really mind helping lahx :) since it's better rotting at home... haha... Then planing to pack my table tml too... and read the books i borrowed frm the lib thinking it's relevant... Whatever lahx...

Then today on the way home i saw Adina... gosh~ It's a long lost friend lahx... but I just donno what to talk to her about... She was like you in JJ? I was like yah... Are you the same class as Huimin? I say yah... Then she comment... waseh... so many yrs ler then chong feng... and i just smile... cause i really donno what to say! feel sort of bad... :( then say Lixue in the papers... It took me about 5 mins to spot her lahx... find... at least i found her... hahahah!!! Whatever...

Then throughout the weekend I just rushed the yuan lai wo bu shuai... not a nice show after all... then watch the xin guang da dao where Sugi and yvonne and this huang jing lun go taiwan sing... why sudden intrest? cause i think huang jing lun vocals very gay... too high ler... then after watching... i feel like he is quite cute lolx... :P as in he talk very funny... haha... nevermind... :))

I found my new blogskin!! Yipee... But I not really satisfied lahx... but I think i would use that new one for the time being :) Well... See me next time with a new blogskin!

Oh yah and one more thing... I think I am the last person in 4C to know that Ms Chua is leaving JVS... What the... Nevermind... but at least i know now... and jek has a point... who are we going to visit on teachers day??? God~

Yipee~ It's finally the hols!! God~ I have been waiting for this day to come for like donno how long lahx... but my hols equals to like no hols de lolx.. Ok lahx... first week can slack at home... and i prepare to slack for that whole week and do miscellaneous stuffs like filing and craps lahx... newspaper cuttings, i owed lke one month of newspapers which is like 60 articles???!!! Shoot... then second week got one week of lecture make-up. 3rd week need to study for common test... 4th week need to do PW... which is driving me up the wall...

Then yesterday I went for WestZone LINE camp duty... Wah seh super scary lahx... there is this guy fell down and then got alot of blood sia... and his leg is like numbed lolx... the SCDF ppl still have to come down sia lahx... then still need stitches... and you should be the amount of blood around him... it's in puddles... not droplets manz... then the other casualties is all minor one lahx... Then half way through we went back to GP test and i think i flunk the VC and equals to failing the essay too... my point of debate is like not there lolx... aiyah whatever lahx... then tues the chem bonding test... kaoz... GG ler lolx and thurs de bio test... if i can pass, i will give charmaine 100 bucks... i told her lahx... cause i crapped... and i think the teacher would just strike everything off and write see me... haha... Diaoz...

And my progress report sucks big time lahx... I got only A for Chem... and then the others all C and Ds... Heart break... i still thinking of exemption which is like AABD? Maths got B... it's likeone more mark to the A grade lahx... then bio first time in my life I got a D and it one mark to a C... Gek... Econs... thanks of that badly done project I got D... 2 marks to a C... Then GP.... I got a D.... 1 mark to a C... Do you feel like banging the wall if you get this type of results? I feel like banging the wall... it's like just one or 2 marks and I jump a grade... *Cui Xin Gan* My progress report sux lahx... donno what the hell my mum would say if she see it... i think will volcano eruption bah.x... What the- give me this type of stupid results!!! Then that time she still saw my chem topical test lolx... 80 marks for both test and she should be thinking that my results are not bad... and what is this? What progress report is this man... Haiz.... Sianed... Ruin my hols... Sadded...

And it is just to early in the game to get this type of results bahx!

愛與希望
詞/王雅君 曲/林俊傑

5.12赈灾歌曲

大地被搖晃著
天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了
淚堆積成了河
但明天是好的
我們要堅定著 愛~讓我們不放棄活著 還要繼續和大自然
拔河

當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽
昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸干
別輕易放棄 明天要許更多願望
裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量

當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回頭望 又是築好的家鄉
我知道未來還有好多路要闖
我打開了窗 看見了晴朗

I thought it wouldn't affect me so much... but i think i was wrong... Everyday i flip open the papers, i could feel my heart tingling and tears welling up in my eyes when i read those articles... In just an hour, a whole town flattens... half of the population gone and many still buried in the remains waiting to be rescued... In just an hour, many became orpahans. In just an hour, many parents lost their child. In just an hour, your love ones are gone. In just an hour, your family breaks apart... In just one hour, their world turns upside down.

My alarm didn't sound until yesterday when i was flipping the papers and i saw that big caption... every 15min, a body was being carried out... and the news, in order to save their lives, they must have their limbs amputated...

This makes me think how lucky we are...

Please do whatever you can...
Listen to their silent screams!!!