Dear Blog,

Ahhhh!!!!!! It's so boring at home... I finished 2 fics and I gave up watching You-tube... Can't sit for long... Lala... And I would get addicted... Anyway, I tried to look for a job... But seems that luck is not on my side anyway... Cause this few weeks I would be quite busy... Haiz... Tml going for a 3 day NP camp then next week I can work then first week of december, I am going off for holidays for a whole week... So i can only truely start work on the 2nd week of December... Haiz... and when I went for interview and told them this... Got flatly rejected... Hiaz... Haiz... Maybe I can forget about working... just go do comunnity service to kill the bordom...

And I saw the Hurray MV... Lolc... I am quite a shi bai de fans of JJ... I couldn't believe he could do hand stand and It's single handed... Lolx.... But zi xi xiang xiang, actually he should be able to do lahx... He does dancing.... And guess wad my sis say... She said JJ just lift his hand up in the air and the camera just film it upside down... Fine... And I watch the Da Xiao Ai Chi and hahaha... JJ can't cook! He dosen't even know how to cut things... Haiz... Really lousy and his sushi looks funny.... YOu know you got to roll the sushi up with a i donno wad and he roll and take out and the seaweed came coming out too... Haiz... And he dosen't even know how to wash rice... -_-''' YOu know you wash the rice then pour away the water mahx... He pour and then the rice came coming down too... I was like laughing my head off... Then he has this special talent of smelling... He could smell out the type of books and the quality of the paper.... Haha... But he guessed wrongly and had to eat a tomato that he hated most... But hohx... He eat until like wanna die... Haha... really funny lahx... Then I also got watch the ep on Zhong Ji Yi Jia... And I found that arron is a Shao Ye lolx... Ok lahx... I knew it from the start.... But he shao Ye until he don't even know how to use a can opener... Haiz... And he used to be the ATM of his friend in the past due to his rich family background... And then he even said that his ancestors are camels... Cause of his eyes... Haha... Then he cook the Shou Xi Shao until chao ta lolx... And in the end he still won the first though Danson's one looks better... Lolx...

And talking about Danson... Haiz... I didn't turn up for his auto session... And even the 8 p.m. show I also never watch cause I go cut hair... but I heard his radio broadcast lahx... And hohx... Guess how he got into the showbiz... He was doing part time on some Jap resturant and then the manager came and saw him and then want him to go act in the Zhuang Qiu Xiao Zi... I was like -_-''' and hohx... Zai Zai one was funnier... Yesterday of Yu Bai... Zai Zai actually accompanied his friend to the Metro Garden audition... And then cause he very shy one mahx... So he stayed outside instead of going in with his friend... Then he stood at one dark corner and the manager de zu li saw him and think that he got the feel of Hua Ze Lei and then call him to go for audition... Then he flatly rejected the role... And then he went home and ask his mum about it and his mum was like why don want? So in the end he accepted the role and tata... he is where he is now... Lolx... funny right... KKz...

That's all... Kudos... People nowadays could do anything just to benifit themselves... They actually plans for something on this particular day and that something was a chance that many wanted but couldn't get... And in the end... These ppl, just to benifit themselves they actually stirke of that something and decided not to turn up... So... Now I know... This is the world I know...

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear Blog,

Wah Seh... It has been years since I posted... Well... I should have started blogging long ago... But I am just too engrossed in watching Zhong Ji Yi Jia and finally after donno how many days of intensive watching I am done... Haha... But the show end de abit... Eh... Like Zhong Ji Yi Ban like that lehx... Mei tou mei wei one... Haiz... Anyway... It's quite a nice and -_-''' show... Then now currently hooked up on Gong Zhu Xiao Mei... I think the show is also ending soon anyway....

Hmm... Then I planning to 'renovate' my blogskin and change the song... It's getting irritating... So wait till I am done manz... Plans for this long long holidays...

1. Look for a job (It's so boring at home)
2. Watch You-Tube
-Romantic Princess
-Hei Tang Ma Chi Duo
-Yin Ye 3+1
-E Zhuo Ju 2 Wen
3. Play ball (I miss Netball)
4. Go for Guitar lessons (YiDA got back my desire for Guitar and that guitar seems to be rotting at the corner of my room)
5. Cooking
6. Read Fics
7. Watch tv
8. Tidy up my room

Hmm.... That all for the time being... La-la... Oh ya... And to those going for Grad Night today! Hope you have a happy night! KKz... That's all...

And... Danson is coming to Singapore!!! But no one accompany me go... Sobs... That dumb lx has her prom night... Anyway, Danson is going on 933 on friday!!! 10pm!

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

I am here to revive you.... Dead for so long sehx.... No mood to blog and clogged up with stuffs... Just had my bio test 1 hr ago... and I can say I would flunk the paper. I tok kok throughout the paper lahx... Give reasons why antibiotics has no effects on Syphilis... Guess what I wrote... has resistance against the antibotic, so antibiotics has no effect... Lame... Kkz... It's better than leaving it blank right... I think Ms ooi would go bonkers... *Shrugs* But I still want to pass the paper!!! Sobs...

And I decided not to go to the Grad nite... Had other plans which is not suitable to be written here now in case some ppl sees it and I had a birthday to celebrate... Of course there are more personal reasons but I don't think its going to be good to write it here... SS asked me... Honestly, do you want to go? He thought I didn't want to go because Jas is not going.... That not the case! I am not a sheep afterall... I want to go because we could take pics... it's our last year and then me, not very socialble and photogenic... I think I won't be able to get any pics... and a class photo is enough of memories... And of course I would miss out the fun but there are alot more reasons for me not to go... One is the allocation of tables... I don't want to get into such big trouble and fight about the tables and stuff and there are ppl who are so 'kind'... I apprecaited that... But I am not going... And to purchase the tickets now is too early... I have no feel of the Grad night atmosphere and don't feel like going... Maybe I would regret but for now... I know I won't.... Cause I have lots of reasons not to go... :)

Things are really getting out of hand this few days... although most of it has nothing to do with it... Conflicts in the class worsen due to a small misunderstanding made up by some kind soul.... Classmates getting stressed up about stuff and you know what... we are teenagers and for me... A concious me tells me that my grades are plunging.... It's time to work hard... But my body is far too lazy... It's tiring now... Don't feel like taking the O's.... The adam khoo workshop did a little motivation to me... But only for a few days... and it motivated some of my friends that they are now stress up by school work... Scary... Isn't it? Now I could see how weak humans are... how weak my mentality is... How unmotivated am I... how lost am I...

Engulfed In Maddness... Jyt_Derx

P.S: JJ's album "WESTSIDE" rox!!!

Dear blog,

I took out the time to blog because I am too lazy to touch the hw for this weekend... Hmm... I did maths and english.... And decided to push Chem till someday I am happy to do it... No need to hand in anyway...

Feeling quite guilty now for not going to Andrea's Birthday party... Steam boat!!! Love it... But this few days I am going bankrupt and they are going to stay overnight at Sihui's hse... Means... No one is accompany me back! Fine... Although I don't really live that far from SH... But... Haiz... I also donno... I went for WenRong's party... And never go Andrea one... Like very bad lehx... Cause I am more close to Andrea than WR... Haiz.... But things done can't be undone... Shrugs... What can I do??? Going swimming tml... swim out all those stress yupx... Actually I don really know which stress level am I in now... I am feeling empty, lazy, incompetent... It's a feeling that I am plunging down... Hmm... Maybe it's now stress... It's depression??? Lol....

Yesterday we took class photo... I think I am going to look ugly... Hmm... The fun-shot was... Can say not really well planned but great idea... Hmm... Yah... Think I am going to buy the big one if I look OK in the photo... Memories lahx...

DPA... Haiz... Should I join??? A secure position in the course and you can easily opt out if you want.... But thinking about my holidays after to O's going down the drain and studying after the O's again make me feel like... Hey forget it... And I still have no idea what to take... So Mao Dun... I want Marine Engineering... But those are for guys and no one is coming with me... And I am... Hmm.... Losing intrest in it... I want Nautical studies and my eyesight fails me... I want Offshore Marine and I am afraid that I would be like those San fen Zhong re du... Haiz.... The wanna take Applied Drama and Physcology but I have no intention into going into drama... WTH! What course am I going for!!! I am losing alot of intrest in Science courses and busniess are totally not my piece of cake! Lol... Best solution go JC! Sianed... JC is far worst... I am losing interest in Life! Gosh~

Let me sleep... Wake me up when It's the time... I don't know how much the world would have changed... But after the long sleep, I may know where I am going... Where I am heading... Where am I suppose to be... Maybe I would know how to live life to the fullest... How to persue my dreams... Where I stand... I hate studying... Books... Memorise and produce... No difference from computors... But I don't know where else should I go... Help me.... Bring me to sleep....

Oh ya! And we are going for Adam Khoo course next week from tues to thurs... Yup... and from exp ppl... We are going to cry like we lost our families and get motivated by I donno what... And what so ever... Haiz... Feeling confused.... Donno I should be scared or excited....

I donno how motivated I would be... But I hope this is going to guide me to the right way...

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

It's like finally I could get time out for a post... While watching YLBFB cum you tube and blogging at the same time... AHH!!! JJ Rox lolx... He is like so good... Later let you see a vedio of his beat box.... KKz... Hmm...

I shall start from YL's birthday.... WtH! So expensive??? The cake everyone must pay 45 cents... I was like dotz... Anyway... I didn't eat the cake... No one ate it anyway... Cause it's being dumped on YiLong's face and threw around... Everyone was like running for their lives like... Ppl got threw into the swimming pool... Me an exception... Cause my ren yuan bu hao mahx... Ya lolc...Sihui andrea and Jas kena threw down... Haha... Then took andrea's car home and my pants became wet... Cause andrea is wet... Dotz... Then Andrea's stuff is 1.80... Charcoal and stuff is 1.00 and Shao hua de Seafood is 3.75... I only ate like 5 prawn? A few mouth of fish??? And Stingray? I didn't even see it's shadow... But it beats those who didn't eat at all... Hmm....

Then sat went to K-box to celebrate Wenrong's BD... In the end became me and Huiling there singing... Wenrong, Kerrxing and Jia Qing also never sing lolx... Then Shao Hua keep ka jiao us lahx... Dotz... Yesterday went for marathon at east coast... 5km and I ran 2.5 and walk 2.5.... I step down so long liaox now still call me go run... I will die one lehx... And my sis was like dragging me lolx... Dotz... And I am aching all over today morning... And I told her next time don't anyhow register me for such long run... Hmm... Got 2.5k run??? Maybe she kena the heredity from my dad.... Cause my dad really love jogging lolx... And now she say she want go run the Mizuno run (she is eyeing for the sovenier shoe bag... Cause it's nice...) and then shape run.... And my bro is another physco... He say he wan take part in Children's bilaton (Cycle and Run) cycle donno how many K lahx... but run 2k.... He sure die one lahx... Dotz... And then yesterday before I run I still go tell my sis... Aye... I wanna run trilaton... Then she was like... Erm... You cannot swim, run also cannot...You go cyclton can liaox lahx... Quite true actually.... Hehe...

And then the stupid bio! Waste my whole sunday there studying then today no test... should have went swimming with my sis lolx (Train for trilaton)... She was like praying so hard for me to go with her and I say wait I finish studying my bio... In the end? No test! Grrr...... And test is like next next week lolx... And my bio results are so horrendous lahx.... Theroy test got a pathatic 19 marks... but considered the better ones... Cause highest only like 22/50??? And then today got back practical... Haiz... 4 only... Sadded... Hai Kui I am among the highest in class for mid year practical paper... Sadded.... Sobs... After school Me, HL and Jas was like laughing our heads off Lee tok kok's pis... and took quite some time to identify those teacher... And we even saw mrs sng as ms chua... Alike larx... And mr Kang... So cute lolx... So innocent... HAHAHAHA!!!

KKz... Show you the vedio I said about JJ's B-box... He rawks!



Kkz... Singing off... Don't expect me to update often cause I am not free even on weekends!!! Test after test... Night classes and homework.... Gosh~ I wanna die....

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Today is the first day of school!!! It's like so fast... 4 more months to O levels and Chi oral is on 3 July!!! Fine... Barely woke up today morning... The alarm was ringing like for donno how long before I could pull myself awake... Actually wanted to snooze it... But soon drop the idea... Being late on the 1st day of school is totally bad...

Drag myself awake and I almost fell asleep during Mr Lee's lesson just now... And he keep asking which country in Asia is having a drastic climate change... We were almost guessing all the countries in Asia that is known to us... And in the end... Guess what is that country? It's Australia... I was like hello... Australia is not in Asia... Is he a Geo teacher? That's sec 1's work! And worst come to worst... Intesive for combine humans starts this thurs!!! There goes my Music In The Air! Sobs... My Huang YiDA... But I was thinking of not going for that night... Anyway... one night only... won't kill right??? And going there also means sleeping for us cause his lessons are totally boring and they are giving us papers... Which maybe I can do it at home for the night while watching tv??? But if we could go off any time we want... Then maybe I would go from 6 to 7.30... better than never go right? And tml we are starting night classes on Chem at 7... Haiz... So sian... and there's a clash with Bio... And Bio remedial tml... Maybe I should suggest a 4 month camp in school for the sec 4... We basically have no time to go home for a shower or change! Especially those who live further away... Poor Farah... Maths is starting on the 4th week which was like Phew... No torment of maths past papers for 4 weeks... But there's a torment of rushing through syllabus.... which I don't think we are able to finish in time... Cause we still have the last part of differentiation on ln and the one whole chunk of integration and then one killer chunk on kinematics which many ppl hate it... Yupx... So wish us good luck then...

One last thing... Our house tee is a total shit... So ugly... I admit if I draw it's going to be uglier but OMG the house tee is... Haiz... Forget it... We are only going to wear it on cross country and at home... which I am wearing now... It's quite comfortable actually.... :x And I think after today this blog is going to be abandon... updated once or twice a week??? Or maybe I should revive it after the O's...

Engulfed In Maddness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Going to make this short... My sis is using the com soon after she bathes...

The school holidays are ending... Sobs... There goes all my relaxed day... Two more days and we are going into bullet train for hmm... 4 months? Yupx... And I just found out that I threw away my time table when I packed my table the other day... -_-''' Could anyone tell me what's for school on monday?

Sianed... Tomorrow still got tution... Although we pack up the chap on differentiation and went into integration, but I think I have returned everything back to mr tan lerx lehx... Maybe I should do some recaping before I go tution tml... Anyways... I think he is doing E-maths... :x And I said I would do the JSS paper 2 I did ok... Hmm... I donno how to do... Sianed... And anyone intrested in watching a dragon boat race tml? I feel like going but the thought of bedok resevoir that big and I don know how to go I dropped the idea... Anyone knows how to get there? And still got Bio theroy test when school reopens... I plan to revise bio on the weekends... But I don't mind taking out time to watch a race yeah... And now a days I look at books I fall asleep... And look at computor, I donno why suddenly become awake... Yupx...

Talking about homework... I decided not to do chemistry lerx... Anyway I did half of it lerx... And someone told me it's optional... So I did not finish where I left off... Maths ASC paper was like... Hmm.... Chaos? I didn't really know how to do the paper when I did it and I am quite lazy to take it out to redo it again... Physics, I manage to finish with the help of the handy dany textbook! And I am reading a chinese story book... Well... Although the Os are over... I still like reading chinese xiao shuo... Care to intro some to me? I read this book very nice one... It's titled "Xing Xing De Ji Hao" english is asterik... you know... * sign... Okie... I donno why the author use this title... But the story is about a volleyball... And this gal name Rui Xi (not Hana Kimi lahx...) is the reporter and she is given the job to report on "Xing Jie" which is 6 well-known proud ass volleyballers in the school. So she went for to watch them train... Blah blah... And then In the 'XIng Jie' got two very good attackers and they are Si dui tou... But the fans of 'Xing Jie' name them Long Zhi Yi... cause one is call Qi Yi and the other one call Le Zhen Long who is Rui Xi de ex... They still love each other lahx... Then... I haven finish the book... It's really nice... The Qi Yi and Le Zhen Long seems very handsome too me... Well... Maybe it's my imagination... Anywayz... Some of the scene the author wrote and I pictured it out... It makes me laugh... Dotz.... My You Mo Cheng Du is going down the slope... Maybe one day I would be like Tzu Wei??? Jk... No offence....

This sunday remember to watch Initial D and next thursday we have Huang YiDA on Music In The Air!!! And I found Shawn Tok's blog... You know the cute guy in Campus??? And a few others... but I only link him lahx... If you want the other ppl one can click his one and then link find your way there???

Engulfed In Maddness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Just came back from the torment of maths and watching 100% entertainment and blogging the same time... Show cried on his concert... but of course lahx... Alot of celeb cried during their concerts, either too happy or bought back how hard they tried to ju ban such concert... Just now did the jurong sec paper... paper one was ok... Quite easy I could say... But paper 2 is a total killer... 1hr plus we only did like 3 qns??? Yup... in the end gave up and went home... And we talk about stuff that happened recently... which was totally shocking.... Relationship are really confusing....

Earlier before I went tution, I bought bubble tea and then took bus to teacher's hse... and met this darn bus driver... Cause I was holding bubble tea on one hand and then messaging on the other so I wasn't holding anything... And then the idiotic bus driver stop the car and say, "Aye, you keep using your hp no need to hold one arhx? You like that I how to drive..." Then cause I listening to Mp3 mahx then I donno he talking to me... then I look at him... he repeated his words and i was like er.... and held on the handle... Luckily I going off next stop.... If not I think I will K that bus driver... So stupid... Then i got off the bus and said wo ken ni you chou arhx??? Kena sai!

Yesterday went out with my sis to watch Legend of the sea... My comment of that movie is... That's the worst movie I ever watch... It's even lousier than happy feet and shark tale... which I think wasn't good either.... Actually I know the movie is going to be lame and sianed... But it's worst than I thought... wasted my 7 buck and the whole cinema only got 6 peeps... And then well... I almost fell asleep during the show cause I woke up at 8... we watched a 10.30 a.m. show.... And the Dragon king.... guess how he died??? He died cause the baddie throw a thing that looks like a twig to me at the Xiao Long... and then the dragon king go help him take the hit... and died... then I was like -_-''' Like that died lerx arhx??? Only a stick and the dragon king kena killed??? Then the Xiao Long cry and then suddenly the ming yue shen zhu glow and then the Xiao Long inherited the father power and grow up... he grow like frm a lizard to a crocodile??? Yupx... and then still got some singing lahx... and the baddie sing until sooooooooooooooooo nan ting lolc.... It's like noise pollution in the cenima... But the star fish quite cute he talk like Shin Chan like that.... Then the end still sing wad come on come on blah blah.... then JJ got sing the zi you bu bain... that one is more soothing to the ear... the other are torture.... Yupx.... And then the show ended... The 6 ppl in the theatre froze donno wether to go or not... Yupx... And me sis say... That's the worst movie I've ever watch and I nodded in agreement... Haiz.... Even JJ Lin's voice and Rynn Lin's voice cannot cover up the lousiness of the movie lahx... Somemore their voice is like different to their talking and singing lolx... Like not voice like that....After the lame movie, we shopped this fashion and then went lib read magazine, PLAY.... Got YiDA sehz... Wadever.... After that took neoprints and sang k... gosh~ went bankrupt yesterday.... Then we were so bored at K that we even sang those old songs like F4, then 5566.... So sian lolx... and yesterday was totally zao sia day for me... I totally cannot sing high pitch or I go off... After K went for prata and walk home and my sis rattling on and one about her dragon boat... Yeahz...

Then Monday went back for netball... Wha... long time never touch netball lerx lehx... Soooo shuang and we played a match against the juniors and it's a total trash for them.... But although it's an easy win, we play until very fun lahx... And I played centre and it was soooooooo darn tiring... in the end change with Wilyn... became WA... And that dumb Adeline still laugh at me being a centre... and WA, they still couldn't get off the habits of running pockets... And I, no expirence in attacking was like so lost and just miss a little by colliding into Jasmine when we ran cross for centre pass.... After that went for dessert and went home....

Finish watching AiSha 17... Indeed a great show leaving you hanging there and not know the wad's coming up next although I already knew the plot from huiling....Sometimes I really wonder why can people act as nothing happens when there is really something happening between them.... They know each other don like themselves and yet they can be such good and happy together... It's like... being together and holding a knife behind their back anytime ready to stab the other party.... Betrayal... and putting on a mask to hide the demon inside you... Shall we belief anyone around us??? I am starting to doubt that... Something that is happening and yet you could tell the other person nothing... in the end you went off and left her crying, alone... What else can you do? A Demon with a face of an angel...

Anyway, My hse is going on upgrading of alot of things and I think no peace would be given to me soon... Haiz....

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Really really very angry now... My that Idiotic brother is soooooooooooooooooooooooo I can say... Sissy!!!!!!!!!!!! I wasn't at home earlier and don't know what he had eaten for lunch... I bought him to tution and then went to fetch him just now... And guess what the hell he did.... He simply just LIE at the stairway and I was playing my phone... don't care about him.... He is always doing such lame and weird and disgusting actions... And then worst... He CRAWL to me cause I wasn't sitting far away and say he is hungry... I was like... Hungry??? I thought someone bullied you... Hungry also can cry until the tears all over his face and mucus coming out of his nose... Kz... no disgusting sences instead there's someone eating now... Like me... And then I left him on the chair and went to 7 eleven buy mash potato... And then give him eat... Then he say he wanted to go home... and I really don't know what's going to come up next so I told him finish then we go.... Hmm... I should have told him I didn't bring any money... See is he going to just faint there? Can't he just tahan a little more? I big boy like him cried in Public and Crawl... Me as a sister is like so embarassed lahx... He is such a sucker... Going to tell mama... and get him to learn his dumb lesson! IDIOT!

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Haiz... Recently kena shi mian lolx... Can't really sleep... and worse still... my grandma early in the morning 8 a.m. donno doing wad.... Kena chao xing... Maybe I should get some sleeping pills??? And I wanna watch Men In White!!! No one wants to watch.... Sianx... And I am really rotting at home watching Ai Sha 17 playing com... Blogging... Hiaz... And I think I said I want to finish my hw work by last week and start revision this week... In the end? Hmm... I did nothing... My hw left undone, books left untouched... Just too lazy lahx... Yeahx... And then the only day I am studying is wed and sat and those are the days I went for tution... Yupx...

Today went JE lib borrow some books and then go pop buy revision guides for physics and SS+ Geo... Don't know if it going to be of good use... Hope so... I've never used revision guides before... Then saw Huiling who when K with Suan Yee... Never call me go... sobs...

Hmm... I think next week my hols are going to get better cause my sis is starting hers next week!!! We planned to go for movies and K on tues and monday I am going back for training... It beats rotting at home I suppose... And after that she is going for intensive training.... Think she is going to become some african black man lerx bahx.... and I will leave wed to sun for revision... And I really want to do it~

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

I am getting a little bored... Just came back from tution with those ln and sin, cos, tan and all sorts of dumb things... And beacause of this session, me and wendy almost went into a fight... She today need to go see appointment then want us change to tues... then I don feel like going one tues somemore wed still need to go... so siao.... so I tell her dowan and also dowan ma fan mr. tan mahx... then she shoot back say is we sat cannot one... Hello... Is not I cannot lolc... the other two ruin my plans of sat also... then in the end I told her if you manage to contact mr tan and change the date then tell me lolx... But she didn't manage to... so we go today without her lolx...

Wasted my sunday dazing at home... I really donno wad I did yesterday... Watch You-tube, play com, watch tv... Then yesterday the Sheng Siong show got Huang YiDA lehx!!! Shiok... He sang the wo dong... Hehe... Sat went to his Yin yue Hui... The ppl is so many until you wanna block from the camera also cannot lolx... Get me??? Then got a really good view and YiDA's fans is really very polite lehx... I was like taking pic and this lady in front of me keep bending her head down thinking she is blocking... Then I keep tell her no you never... If it was Fahrenheit's fans I think we are going to go into a quarrel lahx... Then YiDA sang quite a no of songs and then got talk lahx... he has became quite humourous... Donno is act out one or wad lolx... cause he is suffering frm depression remember??? Then he talk to his fans like buddy buddy like that one.... Also donno is act out or wad lolx... Although he look happy... but if it was me, I think I would be sad lolx... so little ppl come and support only... Haiz... And hohx... YiDA is like Hong Jun Yang no. 2 lahx... He sing the wo dong... fast tempo song lahx... he actually can stand there don move lolx.... I vedio him 7sec, he never move at all... 23 sec, move a little... Dotz... is is some statue??? Then I got his signature... Expected lahx... then he is really skinny!!! And after that I was about to go home and that dumb dumb lixue was like wait for awhile lahx... so that awhile became 1 hr... he sign finish lerx... then interview by 2 ppl then still go drink tea at k-box!!! and then we just say bye bye... Haiz... she wasted my 1hr there just to say a bye bye!!!!!!! Grrr.... After that went Yonoshiya eat and chat... and then went home that dumb 334 is really long lahx... reach home at about 8 plus... I got his signature!!!

Show you some pic? is not really of good quality....

And while waiting for him... I took this... I think ppl will get bonkers... esp andrea, huiling, crystal and those who went for their autograph session and did not manage to sign...



































KKz... That's all... Going off for YLBFB...

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Yesterday she thought me how to crop pics out... kkz... i admit I am not really good on com's software... YEahx... Then I went home to try... Lala.. I did it... And it's all JJ's pic... LoLx... Anyway... My motive here is to put a few vedios up... I got it from you-tube and laughing my ass off over this...



Well... No offence... but his facial expression is really funny.... And could anyone tell me, Is Hong JunYang now in Hai Die the shi di of JJ Lin??? I saw a vedio where Lin Yu Zhong intro JY into his music album as his junior and if I am not wrong Lin Yu Zhong is under Hai Die... and worse come to worse... there's a Hai Luo that is making me blur and JJ Lin, Jin Sha, Lin Yu Zhong, Ah Du is all under Hai Luo ... But I thought they are in hai die??? GGGrrr... What the hell is this? And show you one super lame lame lame until cannot lame liaox de vidieo...



Agree with me??? KKz... Dropping this... JY and Lin Yu Zhong together with Jin Sha is the dai yan ren of the korean game Granado Espada or what ever one lahx... Ppl who watches tv should know this game cause the ad is really alot... And then JY came up in one of Yu Le Bai Fen Bai de news before... but no interview lahx... just... donno what he doing there... Together is JJ Lin and Lin Yu Zhong... If you remember, the YLBFB got the news of Lin Yu Zhong in the pub and JJ went to zhan tai??? Kkz... forgot never mind... JY was in that news... Kkz... Going off... I am here to just post the vedio of JJ only... Haha... so funny...

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Well... I am bored now... Decided to put up a boring post to kill off some time???

And Finally~ The intensive are over! *Throw notes in the air* Well... I simply just dump everything on my table... Planning to give it a cleaning tml? Well... Some plans I have about the holidays... Say I am hardworking or wad... I don't care... I decided to finish all the homework given to us this week and then the two weeks that follows, I am going to do some revision... Cause we are having Bio theroy test when school reopens remember??? Then I think I need to make some notes on chem since I am half way there... English... I decided to make a trip to the lib... And Maths... Mr. Tan... Quan kao ni lerx... Physics... I sort of give up? Don't decide to revise this holiday... but I am thinking of buying some revision guide??? Not sure too... Then Bio, revision... Don't really wanna fail bio... and then Combine Humans and social studies... Hmm... I think I need a revision guide and I am aiming on Red spot... Is it good???

And a few days ago, I got to know that our Bio papers are set two years ago!!! I was like WAD?! Is the setter having some Dejavu that he would die somewhere this year before the O's? Kiasu like singaporean lehx... And I watched Dejavu just now... CD lahx.... Not bad... At least I didn't sleep... Talking about movies... I wanna watch Dong Hai Zhan!!! Is like Huiling dowanna watch... she say it's lame... I also know it's lame... but my main motive is hear JJ's voice and Lin Yu Zhong also... hehe... And I got LiXue to go with me... But she this busy person... YiDA's autograph session also dowanna go with me... Lamer... Then I wanna watch Gui Ah! Gui Ah! looks nice and funny... well... go relax... and then I also wanna watch KungFu Guan Lan... Jay Chou sia... and Initial D is going to show on tv!!! I watched it like several times... But I like it... maybe becuase is Jay Chou... But I like the part where they race... Wootz... the also wanna watch Harry Potter which is coming up ...July? And I think we are going to start real intensive revision during that period... But I think an hr or two of rest is ok? I suppose... :X

And Huang YiDA is going on Yes 933 this friday at 1330! I wanna listen for sure... Yeah! And last but not least... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ZANE!!!

Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Today is boring as usual especially during Lee tok kok lesson... Well... not really listening... talking to guowei about "Kungfu Basketball" you know that show??? The one Jay Chou and Chen BoLin and I donno was the guy's name and the twins de one of them then talking about Initial D and Vivo... And then I knew that I have went to movies in vivo for 3 times!!! Ist time is Cars then Happy Feet (Which wasn't really nice) and then 3rd is the night at the muesum... that show rox! So darn funny lahx... Then I am sooooooooooooo Happy tml is the last day of the intensive revision... Finally... although teachers are hypnotising us on forgetting about holidays... But I should rest right??? Yupx... and I saw the bio shedule Ms Ooi gave today... It's makes me feel like I am not going to have time to play the com after the june holidays!!! So I should play more often now shouldn't I???

And this Sat YiDA is cuming to Singapore!!! Wootz... Really happy... hope I could get his autograph... but I was like Wat the Hell!!! No autograph session??? But nevermind there's a 933 LIVE Yin Yue hui... Yupx... Hope I could get he autograph there... Shrugs... Then another 1003 one which is at Yi Bar... And I was like Where the hell is this place???
























To SiHui.... That guy above is Huang YiDA... I don't believe you don't know him.... Blur-blur!!!























Well... This pic really hurts my heart... He is smoking!!! Jas... I know you are happy... I got it frm his blog... Lala... And then really disappointing to his fans... Although I know he smokes.... but why does he have to put it up on his blog??? WTH... Sadded....






















And last pic... This is Renfu's Zao Xin in Shi Shen... So weird lolx... As I said... Jas... Saw it??? Kkz... Swinging off to watch my AiSha 17 ... Byez.... And tml... Remember... Class teee!!!


Engulfed In Madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Well... I'm back... KKz... promise no wordy passages...

Intensive was so darn boring that I almost fell asleep in the english course which is like useless??? Then during maths was so darn funny yesterday... Guowei say he got nothing to do... so he say he wan to do something lame... So repetition of history (the other day he sent blank messages to some ppl) and then he typed Pls wear class tee tml and sent to the whole class... I was like laughing my ass off then Guowei say shit type wrong... should be monday... but sadded... sent liaox... then JiaHao, Jasmine, Janice and Jek all turn back and say tml you wear yourself lahx... I was like haha... Then he decided to send another time... But again send wrong... he type tues and wed... and then again ppl shoot him by saying wed you come school yourself lahx.... So funny lolx... Didn't catch any of Ms Chua's lesson yesterday cause half of the time I was laughing my head off Guowei's messages... And he noticed something... ppl's name starting with J always recieve the message 1st... ppl like Jek, Janice, Jasmine, Jek all starts with J... Lolc.... And then I was held back in school to collect maths hw... -_-''' and ppl was like running off as if someone is running after him with a parang... Yupx... and some slow pokes got caught back.... bad luck sia... and our class decided to skip bio and I went Queensway.... My sis bought another nike bottle... but the smaller size one... lala...

And yesterday Shao Hua ask me wanna go Sentosa... then I ask him wad time... Guess wad time he said??? 4p.m. I was like WAD?! 4 pm you go there see sunset arhx??? Then I tell him dowan go... he say nevermind one lahx... 4 still got sun can suntan.... Dotz... ppl coming late and wadever stuff... I think we will reach sentosa at 6 plus bahx... So where's the sun??? Then he ask me call ppl... Called Jasmine, Sihui, Andrea and Huiling... all tell me dowan to go... so I decided not to go too... feels extra to be the only girl there... lolx...

And I decided to liven up my blog abit... Know there's a small guy in the campus super star named Shawn Tok Xuan Zhen??? KKz... donno nevermind... He is like so Kawaii... I got a few of his pic with the Wen Jun Jie... JJ lolx... The two of them is like so kawaii lolx...
























KKz... I got it from mediacorp as you can see... Yupx... They are so kawaii... and I suddenly remember I owe Andrea lim a vedio that I took at Fahrenheit's session... :X And one weird new... 5566 is going to release their new album... I was like got ppl wanna buy mehx??? And Penny Hsu has release a new album called Xu Yuan He... There's a song in the album super nice... Called Finding Neverland... Love it loads...



If you can't see it for some reason (I also can't see it anyway)... Here's the URL... http://j0yz.imeem.com/music/2oIhxGXj/peggy_hsu_finding_neverland/

Nice? Hope so... No more talking... I am going to continue watch my Gourmet God!!! It's main cast is Zax Wang RenFu and Wu PeiCi... Not bad... Worth watching... And Once Again... My blogger has gone bonkers!!! It took me so darn long to load this post up... dotx...

Engulfed In Maddness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Finally, after those over dosage of chinese, the O's are over!!! Which means a tempo jie tuo of chi!!! Well... Things turn out quite ok today... Although paper 1 was a total chaos of repetition of points of going to the lib and hard work paid of by sucess blahx blahx... Paper 2 was ok... but didn't really finish the paper of expressing my points... but the overall the paper was okie and not really tough... I should be able to get at least a B? But things are failing me now a days so I am aldy prepared to retake the paper again in the oct... Yupx... After that actually wanted to go for a movie of Pirates of Carribean (izzit spelled like that?) but soon drop the idea cause I didn't watch the 1st and 2nd part and I already knw the story plot as Shao Hua was talking about it a few days back... Well... Chow Yun Fat got killed by a cannon bomb... Got home and played computor... Isn't it better??? Ppl just can't live without com... Got to read a story "Dance to the heaven" on winglin... Story plot was good but the way of presenting was very good... Hehe... only know how to say donno how to do... if it was me, I think I am going to do worse...

And the thought of going back for intensive tml just damp my mood... What the Hell is wrong with the school? Can't they just give us a break??? Really envy Jonathan cause he gets to miss the whole intensive revision due to a squash competetion in Kuala Lumpur... O levels is really making me bonkers... really hate studying... Just feel like sitting on my bed, thinking of nothing and daydreaming... isn't it a way of relieving stress??? And making things worse, english everyday!!! Although I know my english is failing me but I dowan it everyday... I think I am going to fall asleep and I know Maths is also going to make me bonkers... Cause we have a whole chunk of topics not taught for a maths and according to Ms Chua, we are going to finish it in the intensive??? if that's really the case, we would be going faster than Japan's bullet train... so must be mentally prepared... Yupx...

Spend the weekend rushing through chinese and last friday was Jasmine's BD!!! We went K-box for a celebration. 8 girls went and guys? Not really... They went but didn't go in to sing... we went to the kopitiam for dinner and then went K-box to sing... spend 16.50 there... but it's better that $28 rite??? We went for separate rooms and Huiling, Andrea and me in a room, Crystal, Liting, meixuan in another... Jasmine and Adeline just went hopping around... Then the guys decided to change there mind and want to go in to sing... but the receptionist back at the counter told them no more K-happy (which is our package) so they have to pay 28 buck to sing for 3 hrs... they think it's expensive and then just sat outside... When I went to toilet, got shocked out of my life... big group of guys sat there some appearing out of nowhere cause back in the kopitiam we saw only 5 which is Shao Hua, ShengSiong, ThamJian, GuoWei and Weekiat and back then ppl like Yilong, JiaHao, Lo weihong, Alvin, hongwee (didn't expect him to come), alvin and blah blah all came... So after talking to the good manager of K-box, he thinks that okie, let you guys sing still 11 at the price of 16.50 provided you merge a room with the girls... So there we go, merged into a room... Haiz... there goes my happy time... Cause I don't really dare to sing in front of them although only 5 guys came in... and the funniest of all is they didn't sing at all except for Tham Jian and ChunSiang... Wootz... Campus super star sia!!! TJ's voice is like so man lolc... and girls also don dare to sing... so the song played and we just listen although the mike in in your hand... we passed the mike around and when it reach Shao Hua, he just pick up the mike and sing and in the end, he got about 3 mikes with him... Yahx... And the rest of the guys went to play lan... Gosh~ What kind of dumb celebration is this??? And me and Huiling shared the cost of the cake as a present for Jas... going broke... After 10 ppl start going off and I start to dose off cause things are getting bored and Shao Hua is torturing our ear drums by sing in some weird high pitch voice... after 11.30 got out to the room and went home... Home sweet home.... And noe then I knw ppl in our class are quite rich... everyone took a cab home and you know the cost of taking a cab at that time isn't really cheap...

Next day went tution, I was going to doze off as mr tan was talking about his ren sheng da dao li again and going through the paper... He said I am save at a distinction region for e maths!!! So happy... But I hope to get an A1 in e maths although it seems difficult and he said I am in the B region for A-maths... just right at my target of getting a B4 for A maths... but maybe it's time to higher my targets... As you know.... Targets are set so that you cannot achieve it... You don't set a target that you achieve... My sis de dai dao li... donno which person told her one... After that went to the lib with Jas and then there goes my sat... Sun, stay at home to chiong Chi!!!

Maybe thinking of how I am going to spend my holidays... I am dropping the idea of going to work... Sadded... Cause I am just to lazy and I am thinking of doing some revision through out the holis and of cause not forgetting about reading Fics, watching youtube and blogging... and intensive revision is going to take away 1 week of my holidays... Sianed... After the holidays there's going to be some bio theroy test on unknow chaps and hell lots of ppl in my class is dropping bio... NO!!!! You already go so far and paid the fee of the paer which is 51 bucks and you are dropping it now??? Hello... Waste you money sia... But I doubt ms chua would let those ppl drop... as usual, if you drop, you have no choice... And over the hoildays I am going to catch the Singapore Animated movie Legend of the Sea... Although I know it's going to be duper lame and I think I am going to fall asleep in the movie theather but I just wanna 'hear' how JJ and Ryan Lin voice out their character... JJ simply rocks!!! And going for Yida's autograph session at not sure when but I know he has a ge you hui at K union on 9th Jun... LiXue... Heard that??? 9th June? You free?

Okie... Things is getting long enough and if it keeps going... it's not going to end... Just one last thing... there's campus Superstar tonight... through the commercial saw our school's ppl... wonder how funny it's going to be... And after 5 there's hell lot's of show for me to watch... 5pm there's Yu le bai fen bai, 6pm there is the liwei de show also donno wad dumb show is that and then 7 there is yuan dian 8 there is CSS 9 there's Mars VS Venus last ep and 10 there's get unstuck in time... 11 time to sleepp there's intensive tml... Sadded... That's all... So long!

Englufed in madness... Jyt_Derx

Dear blog,

Again... a week since I update??? No lahx... not so long... but just not getting out anytime... I am currently going bonkers on Chinese cause the O's is coming in 4 DAYS!!!! Yupx... And then, now I decided to take an hour break from studying and touch some english.... And days in school are just so darn boring with chinese for almost the whole day!!! 1st 2 period and last 2 period... a total of 2 hrs and if there is chinese that day, another 2 period... I was like WTH!!!! Now I am starting to appreciate english... yupx... and my english sux too... just manage a borderline pass... Anyway... after chinese O's I am going to chiong english.... Yupx... and normally I just love chinese... Now one more chinese paper, one more chinese word, I am going to lia gong lerx...

Everyday do papers after papers... wonder what's the use??? And for the cloze passage, I am so darn lousy at it... out of 10 qns, I got about 3 to 4 correct on average... guess I am going to retake the O's in oct again... haiz.... Then just hope compo turns out right... currently I am drilling myself hard to compos and more compos, how you write it, format blah and blah.... Argh!!!! And I already know wad are the Hot & Spicy topics of the compos lerx... According to the compo paper the teacher give us one the qns of other schools... I found out the the H&S topics are environment, Singaporeans not happy, teenagers problems like smoking, fighting, qing qing wo wo in the public in sch Uni blah blah...

Enough of the complains... all sec 4s and 5s goes through this... and Zhang Qi is in our chinese class....looking at him really makes me wanna laugh... he really looks like some guy in those gu zhuang xi lolx.... those, "Lai, wo he ni jing yi bei!" or "Wo men lai jie bai xiong di, sui ran bu neng tong nian tong yue tong ri sheng, dan hui tong nian tong yue tong ri si" something like that one lolx... then shao hua with him makes it more alike lahx... for goddness sake... but the 2 just keeps fighting... for fun one lahx... And then during chinese lesson today, we saw 2 guys climbing out of the school gate... lolx... we told chen pei xia... and guess wad she said... "If you want, walk out of the main gate. No need to climb fence one...." Kena caught is like still the same one xia chang one lolx.... I was like dotz... reminds me of the guys back in 2D... just so much memories.... Wah haha....

Talking about results... the results was in my expectation or even higher... just too shocked that I got those results such as Chinese... really dissapointing... Then Bio, really shocking... thought I am going to fail to the core... and Combine Humans... I actually passed!!! So happy!!! But of course this is just mid-yr.... not counted in O's so get good results also no use.... O level get good results then got use lolc... And there are some werid ppl in my class saying I got all A1s... I was like, hello... if I am getting A1s in my exams, I wouldn't be In jurongville right??? And I am still pondering over wether to go JC or Poly... My mum wants me to go JC but I was like telling her, one GP is going to kill me dead and my dad wants me to go poly cause there got practical to test yourself out and prepare you for the society blah blah blah... so can I know who should I listen???? And my sis was like complaining, you this type can go JC dowan go, make until ppl in ITE cannot get into poly cause student overflow... I was like hello, I am not a JC type of student... But honestly speaking, What the hell is good about JC???? Is just theroy after theroy and more books... I have enough of books and exams... although poly also got lahx... then still need to pay money for A levels... wad a waste of money.... but in conclusion, can I even get into a JC??? Even Singapore's lousiet JC.... dotz...

Tml is a big day.... very big day....

She is like so.... kaoz... donno how to say lahx... I know she is only joking but I really couldn't stand it.... She keeps going around telling ppl it's a birthday tml... seems like trying to tell them, get me a present or make a big celbration for me... No offence, but just can't stand it.... But we decided to go K-box... details? Still unkown....

Ok, that's all for today... going to bathe and get my mind on Chinese again... really dowan to retake and get last in class again!!!! Help me!!!

Engulfed In Madness.... Jyt_Derx

This is my first post on this blog!!! Wootz... I will make it short and sweet yeah?

Hmm... Yesterday it was Guowei and Peiling's birthday... This went to Adeline's hse to celebrate and BBQ... I didn't go... So Yi Han... No lahx... it's like I wanna stay at home and watch my "legend of the twin dragon" and I don't really know the ppl going. Yah lahx... so donno how did the party go... But there are some unforturnate events happened... such as alot of ppl dowan wilyn to go... yet she went? Or she didn't? I am not sure too...Anyway it's none of my busniess rite? I am neutral with everyone... I am really Kuan shu... Went tution and as expected, Mr tan went bonkers on our 'wonderful' results... But he agreed that the A-maths paper is quite difficult lahx... And that Sihui... gosh~ I felt like killing her for being so damn careless lahx... She missed out the whole of question 9!!! And it's not that she donno how to do... it's she didn't see it... there goes her 10 marks! Hello~ 10 marks!!! Hope she is more careful in her work next time... Haiz....

Talking about results... I am quite sastisfied except for Chinese... My chinese paper is a totally failure... I flunk my compo by getting 19/50... yupx... it's just this bad... then letter writing 12/20... So, in conclusion, I failed my paper 1. Then paper 2 was ok... I am expecting those lousy result's for paper 2. 60% and oral also expected... And my overall for chinese is 55 marks! Congrat me... I got last in class yeah... and the chen pei xia was like, gosh~ wad happen to your paper 1... She ask me how much I got for my letter. I told her 12 then she say it's ok... but she didn't ask my compo... then she ask my compo, I said I got 19/50. She was like WAD! Actually I was also quite shocked when I got by my compo... I thought I made a wonderful starting... Dotz... it's the end it went cah cha for the marker... this sucks.... Then the marker's comment was... Nei rong que shen du... dotz... should have at least give me a 20? But, I didn't get so low marks for my compo before... never... I always range about 35 to 40.... anyway... it's 8 more day's to CL 'O' levels and I am going to chiong... I am not going to retake it in october... It's such a waste of time and money... Dropping this... I am very happy with my bio results!!! I got a distinction in practical!!!! Soooooo happy!!! Although it's only an A2... But's I didn't expect myself to pass bio... But I think my paper 2 is going to pull down the overall... E-maths paper 1 is also very unexpected... I got 66/80! It's a distiction and Mr tan said it's about 80% OMg!!! It's the first time I got 80% for maths!!! Well... I think only for this time... no more the next... Chemistry was good... I got 71/80... but the paper was easy... well... I took combine science so I think Physics is going to pull my grade down at least half??? Well, I just sucks at Physics...

Ok... I promised to make it short... and I find it's really long... yeahx... That's all... I am swinging off for "Shi bai de nan ren" tonight and later going to IMM to hunt for handphones and also Chiong Chi O levels!!!!

Everyone... GAMBATTE!!!

Engulfed in Maddness... Jyt_Derx