Just finished my stupid PI and now I am trying to relief stress... Kkz... I cracked my brains to come up with a dumb idea lahx... But standard one lahx... not exhibition then camp lolx... It's just the content of it wether it's attractive or not... And when I am done with this major project is is to be finalised next week and submit next next week, I still have piles of project to do... The school very bo liaoz de came up with some jjindogu??? And the title is Global problem, green solution and I haven't have any pinch of idea on what to do and we have to get the materials by monday... Then come another GP project... Which is like what mass media and the grouping is random... stupid vinod... Just submitted a econs project and there is still a powerpoint to do... AHHHH~ What is this man.... Now you see why I am despo for laptop ler bah?

Well... I seems to be complaining every post... But seriously I am quite happy in JJ just the studying part that is making me bonkers... Oh... and thursday I went back to JVS for speech day... Kaoz... they never give me money lehx... Huayi got 200 bucks lolx... and what they give me is a I donno what's that thing called lahx... hello... I ning yuan get money... Haha... no lahx... that one quite hornourable, got money maybe also cannot buy... And wahseh... It's the first time I take prize from school sia... cool man! And the i donno what got my name encarved on it sia... it wrote
"Outstanding Achievement Academic Award
2007 GCE O level Examination
TAN BEI YI
6 Distinctions"

So cool~ But why never carve top pupil... sobs... that's more hounarable lahx... Kkz.. I see alot of ppl wanting to hit me lerx... And they give this certificate is not even laminated lahx... Kkz. whatever... At least I got something to add inside my SDP portfolio. After that we loitered the school cause I was with KimRui, Jacky, TengChuan and Wanrong... you see all A class one... so they want to look for Chen Pei Xia... And we called her but she never answer... so we tour the school looking for her lolx... Actually I saw miss chua in 4N2 if I am not wrong.... but she is teaching so I never go find her... actually is more to the don't dare lahx... So finally after a long long walk, we finally found Chen Pei Xia in the staff room... And Jacky was like... "Lao Shi, wo shi ni de chairman." So she came out and we talk lolx... So we were analysing on why O levels bao leng meng... but never came up with an answer.... but the chen pei xia say it's always like that one... Also chatted with Mr Thomas... He is as entertaining as usual... he was like telling us you go JC don take hourners (is it spelled like that?).... We were like ???... Then he say... you know you go uni you study 3 yrs to get a degree right? and then one more yr you get hourners and another yr you get permernant head damage (phD) haha... So back to the 4 yrs one... so he say if you study hourners in JC means... J1 sia lahx... CMI, retain one year... The J2 again CMI, retain one more yr... so two year course become 4 yr... so become hourners lolx... Haha... super funny lahx... Saw Mrs Alfred also... Then the A class people was like complaining JJ's burrette is clip one... so lao ya... JVS one at least is a tap burrette lolx... After that, we went back to school ler lolx...

Then yesterday I donated blood! Woot~ First time sia! So excited.... and it's quite painless... The person go poke my hand to check the iron count she go let my blood flow flow flow and then go donno do what sai lahx... then take my blood sample... I was like hello... what the hell.... Then when you donate they will first inject anasthetic (donno how to spell) and that dumb nurse... The anasthetic haven't absorbed by my body yet she go poke the draw blood that needle into my hand ler lolx... I was like Ouch~~~ but never scream... not that pain... and you guys should see the needle lahx... it's like so chu lahx... and I donate very fast sia... ppl donate 15 mins I donate 10 mins only lolx... And Huimin was like... you got high blood pressure so you so fast... cause she donate very slow... haha... and after that I so sua ku... still went for PC... and that's the worst part... I almost died on the track.... although it's just a two rounds run but I went out of breathe after the first round... Aiyah... blood not oxygen lahx... and also no stamina...

Whatever... Gotta go study maths~ I fail my AP.GP test... 2/5.... and I dowan fail my lecture test... and it's covering AP GP MI... and maybe GC... OMG!!!

Oh ya... If you guys (4C'07) wants the soft copy of that vedio I posted up... drop a tag and I would send to you through MSN??? Anyway... I am touched that some many ppl like my vedio... although it's so lousily made.... And I realised one thing... no one is readin my blog... cause we I posted up, the view count was... erm... super low lahx... then Jasmine came to ask for the link... and suddenly the view count shot... so what does this means??? Jk lahx... So you you want the soft copy... I could send it to you lolx...

Anyone reading this??? Hello!!!

I am Depressed!!! Super sad lahx... I just got back my Chem test and it's really very very lousily done lolx... I know I would do quite badly but I didn't expect myself to fail... I got 4/10... I think lowest in class lahx... Super sad... And the thing is like I studied for it and I love Chem most among all of mu subject!!! Super super sad... And there goes my 10% and it's very difficult to revive it through the other two test... Cause it's atomic structure and Chem bonding... The easiest test of all on mole concept I actually failed... Super de sad lolx... And there goes my exemption... The exemption for Chem is actually 10m... now? 100m.... Gosh~ Super sad lahx...

And I failed the interview for CSL... Well... Expected lahx... I keep repeating my answer... But not really sad cause I was abit like dowan join after the interview... Their questions was like... Erm... you 4H2 class do you think you can cope? And my answer is like time management... standard answer lahx... and some stupid question like... why you wanna join CSL? And I answer to help ppl... and they were like if you want to help people, why not you join interact club? I was like wanting to hit the person lahx... and then came a question... which organisation do you want to help most? Kkz... whatever... I think the NYAA is like enough for scholarship ler bahx... And I want to concentrate on my studies too... I wanna be mugger... I don't like the feeling of failing when the rest of your class is passing... that's the point... Why on earth did I choose a 4H2 class??? Well... Cause I wanna challenge myself to my limit... and this is what shit I get... I think my limit is just here...

I was reading jonathan's blog and I actually understands how he felt... you know... those emo part... cause I have been through it... I think... but his case is worse one lahx... Whatever... Quite excited about next week... eh... not because of test... it's because I am going to take prize in JVS... Wah Seh... First time taking prize sia... But I like not living up to standard sia... Top student... Chem test fail until so pathetic... Lol...

Haiz... This is life... Blame who? Yourself.... Cause you are the one who made it this way and you are the one who chose to take this road... Today is just NOT my day...

What's wrong with me...
It dosen't feel good at all...
This feeling of ---
I don't know what to say...
No one will understand...
and like I said...
I try not to regret my decision...
But this is torturous...
emo.

Hello everyone~ I am back!!! Whatever... The time now is 2.32 and I have bathed and rested... Cause I let off from school at 1.30 today!!!! WoHoo!!!! Suppose to be 5 lahx... But from 1.30-2.30, we have break... then 2.30-4 we have chinese... but the chinese teacher never come... so no point going lolx... considered pon lahx... then 4-5 we got pw lecture... but today don have so ta-da! 1.30 let off from schooL!!! And I think this is only once in a lifetime lahx... Whatever... no one can understand how happy i feel anyway... except for S1 ppl... but I don think they are reading this... But poor those taking CS... they still have to go... wahahaha.... but I feel abit bad about leaving huimin behind... but she can self entertain and her socail circle very big one... so nevermind... hehe...

Today's commotion between the JVsians is about the stupid pre-speech day thingy.... Anyone got letters from the school??? Hello??? Anyway... I got some ulu gold award... also donno wad lai de... And ppl like Wanrong, Jacky, KimRui all got gold award... then according to other schs lahx... your gold silver bronze is depend on the no. of distinctions you get... So according to our school's standard... Hmm... 7 and 6 distinction is gold award... So if I am not wrong... 5 distinction is silver award? and bronze award will be 4??? Well... That means I would be seeing alot of ppl during the dumb pre-speech day lolx??? And our stupid school so lousy one... other school is 8 distinction gold award... 7 distinction silver and 6 is bronze... our standard so lousy... haha... no offence though... Anyway... if you guys get at least 5 distinction... maybe you wanna open your letter box... and be there... But I abit don feel like going nia.... NOT shua da pai lahx... Is that there are quite a no. of events happening in our school next thurs... the blood donation drive which I MAY be called down for duty... and then still go some MINDEF person coming to our school... Donno what lai de... and that Jacky still say wanna go back for the MINDEF thingy after the prize presentation... But since like everyone I know that is getting award is going, so I go lol... and see wether I wanna go back with Jacky for that MINDEF thingy... And I top student lehx... So go back very wasted nia... (pls... why this person so bu yao lian one...)

Top student also no use lahx... The JC syllabus is like killing me lolx... I typically flunk every of my test lahx... Chem I used the wrong limiting reagent and my hydrocarbon is like wad C8H8?? Is they an existence of such a thing? and they say is C8H4... I donno... then GP... I think the teacher will erupt when she sees my answers... ppl gave 5 lines ans and I only wrote 2 lines lahx... So you think I will pass? Then today maths quiz... OMG... I think I get a straight 0 lahx... Cannot even prove... maybe 3 lahx... I got write all the crappy thing there and do the hence question which I got it correct... Then Chem lec test next week and bio lec test... I wanna be fully exempted from promos so must chiong chiong chiong! Btw, do I have a mugger look??? Shiva said that he first impression on me is that I look like a mugger... I used to hate that word but now I think I am one... My life is so routine... Everyday go to sch... reach home at 6 plus... then slack around bath then 7 do homework due the next day then study test then sleep... next morning, same thing... and then until the weekend... mugg on project, study test and do homework... So... I think I am turning into a mugger... And the worst thing is... I sleep at 10 plus everyday but I still wake up in the morning super tired and you know what my lecturers are good at lahx... hypnotism...

Whatever... I wanna chiong econs project lerx... Bye~ It would be years till my next update... yeah.... And I am despo for a LAPTOP!!! I wana watch you tube!!! I wanna sleep!!! I love JJC (but not the studying part)!!! I love S1!!! Diaoz...

Ah.... The holidays ended... Sadded Sia... Haiz... Anyway, I spent my holiday stupidly... didn't go out at all except for the genting trip... diaoz... I stayed at home to finish up the holidays assignments that I have gave up do lerx... Cause I spend too much time doing it... My Chem tutorial, 12 questions, I use 3 hours to finish it... and another one I use the whole day! God... Then maths on average also 3 hrs and hell lots of careless mistakes... it's a good thing the teacher provided us with the ans or I bet I would have hell lots of corrections to do... Econs is mainly essay and I gave us doing cause I can't differentiate the quantity demand/supply and demand/supply... whatever lahx... and the case studies de questions all so ulu one... and bio essay I didn't even bother to touch... cause I hate essays... anyway, my homework is done by referring entirely on my lecture note... I couldn't do it myself!!! Fine... My friend said that I got all the best teachers in the school for every subject... do hope they can help me... >.<>

Friday went JP lib to do hw... and then went to this fashion to look for jasmine... She is going to buy a laptop!!! Wht the... it's like the whole class has a laptop lerx lolx... and I still done have... Sianed... well... actually is I lazy to go look for it lahx... My mum wanted to buy me one... But I told her if she never buy me a laptop, she must pay for my hp and buy me a nitendo DS lite... Haha... but my ideal laptop my have microsoft word (vry vry impt), Han Shen, internet connection. that's all I want... but all this you have to install yourslef one right? So I could simply just get any laptops... -_-''' But I wonder if my house internet is wireless one lehx... if not must attach another line lolx... I asked Jasmine if it's possible to appeal to poly now... She said should be can... So I am wondering... Haiz...

I bought a show back from Malaysia... It's titled "One Litre Of Tears". I know the show is a very old one... But I haven't watched it... I finished it yesterday... It was indeed touching... But I didn't know why I only shed a few drops of tears... And my sis was like, those lovey doevy shows you cry like tap water then this touching show you only drop a few tears... I was like I also donno why... But I really pei fu the girl... Her case was detiorating very fast... 10 years after the sickness, she died... But she wrote a diary... I wonder... If I was her, would I even bother to live? Would I smile to accept the fact? Would write a diary even if my hands were out of control? I doubt so... I am not that great...

I should have listen to Ms Chua back then... she is the only teacher who told me not to go JC wheras other teacher say go JC... Why didn't I listen? Shouldn't my mentor be the one who understands me most? Who knows where's my limit? Why did I listen to those teacher who may not even know me? Why did I listen to my mum about going to JC is the best way? Why? Why didn't I listen to my dad about going to poly? Okie... this is sounding emo...

I finished watching Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao lerx!!! It's super nice... although it's draggy... But I like the way they shen li si bie and come back together again... And I am watching Yuan Lai Wo Bu Shuai also... ^-^ not a good show actually... But I am watching it because of the cast... Lol... Cause they are starring JJ LIN!!! btw, tml S-POP Huarray got him sia!!! And coming Sat he is going to IMM for Autograph Session!!! 4 p.m!!! Anyone intrested to go??? Hello!!! Fine... From what I know, no one shares the same idol as me... You know why JJ always write songs that is not down to earth or towards the future? Eg. No. 89757, The Killer, Westside, Metamophorsis, 2nd Heaven... This is because he wants people to cherish the present... Whatever... I see alot of -_-'''
I am going off to prepare for school tml... Guess what... I haven't bought my tie... not my fault though... It's there's no stock!

I try not to regret my decision but this is torturous.
I try not to push the blame to others but I can't.
I try to be optimisstic about things but in some way or another I see it the other way round.
I try to be happy about where I am now but I know I still have a long way.
All I wish is everyone could stand by me.

Which ever road I choose to take in the future, I hope everyone understands.

Yu-oh! I am back from Genting!! Well... I came back yesterday night lahx... The trip was boring enough lolx... The rides at the theme park is so not fun and there is like so many ppl lahx... Malaysians cause they are also having holidays... Well... I prefer to go CDAYL lolx...

Took the lousy bus on saturday night and it took up 7 1/2 hrs to reacher genting lahx... So slow right? By right, we should only take aout 6hrs... and the bus climb the hill is like tortise like that lolx... But the good thing is the whole bus (24 seater) only got 5 passenger... So we get to put our lagguage behind lolx... And I thought the custom would jam like nothing lolx... and when we reached there, guess what... There is typically no one lolx... Diaoz... I was alittle shocked... Cause before we took off the driver siad that the day before which is friday, the custom is so jamed that it took the ppl 4hrs to clear lolx... and we clear both customs in 10mins... We took the 2nd link and there is like totally no car in the whole causeway link lol.. so we alight at the malaysia custom, the police is like waiting for us lolx... Thanks to someone lahx, the tourism rate to malaysia dropped drastically...

The reached genting about 5 in the morning... took the check in number and tour around first world lolx... Then genting is like so cold now lolx... about 16 degrees andvery misty... super nice lolx... the scenery... After that we ate breakfast, go arcade anf play bowling until about 1 like that then check in to hotel... and sleep! Until about 5 plus... then we wanted to go watch movies but the massgaing seats all booked lerx.. so we just shop around and go tatooing while my mum went casino... Watched CSI Miami in the hotel... lolx... Next day went theme park but the morning is like heavy mist lolx... so alot of rides cannot play... but after that okie ler lahx... And I took space shot for the first time in my life and it's super scary... Ok... I am timid.... Cause it's misty so when the machine went to the top, you totally cannot see anything and it's like so high lolx... And it dropped! And for 5 secs, i thought I was dead... Phew... And I couldn't even scream out lolx... But it's fun in some way... and it feels like suicide too me... :x Well... I took the ride once only lahx... I felt really jelly lahx.... Then played go kart... and you have to sign some xie yi shu lahx... And it's in malay... is like I don understand!!! But anyway, I just sign it lahx... then they give instructions also in malay and they ask in malay who don understand malay... so do they expect us to understand what the hell he is talking... anyway... I just hop on the car and drive off lolx... PLayed corkscrew also... that one is the thrillest one lerx... PLayed flying coaster too... but you have to pay extra to play that... but that one is also very fun.... Then at night we watch 10,000 BC... sit on the massaging chair... it's so comfortable lolx!!! And The show is quite nice but I couldn't focus on it cause I am too cold... kaoz... the cinema person donno how to think one lehx... outside so cold ler the theather still blast the air con!!!

Whatever... Anyway... My last day at genting I just went bowling and aracde and check-out... ate the choco fountian and you will know and you would know how cold genting is... the mashmellow dipp in choco and I open after one min I bought ( the thingy is xian zhuo xian mai one) and the choco already harden... I was having a good time scraping the chocolate... Took the lousy bus down again and it's slower lahx... one hump the bus have to stop and then go through the hump and I was laughing all the way down cause our bus took off at 2.15 and the bus that took off the 3 over took us half-way... super funny lolx... Then the custom is also empty lolx... clear it in 5 mins and I reached home at about 10... Yipee...

Today went back to school for a 'first aid course' and I learn to banage an ijured head which I did like did it like some idiot lolx... but the chairperson of CDC treated us macs!! And The saddest thing is I saw the west-zone camper break camp!!! I wanna go!!! Hiaz.... Anyway... Actually wanted to go lib do homework after that but no one accom me so I went home and I slept throughout the whole afternoon and woke up at 5 just nice to watch YLBFB lolx... Then after that I did my chem tutorial and guess how much time I used for 10 questions??? 3 hr!!! God~ I am going to be so darn dead... After this I planning to wrap up of bio essay which I think it's going to take me about 2 hrs or so lahx... Good luck to me... Sleeping at one... Tml planing to do maths... and I think I am not going for the make0up lesson cause the teacher is only taking one hr to do binomial and partial frac which also means she would fly and I have enough of rushing through syllabus last week... so I think I would figure it out myself... dotz... Whatever...

I wanna join squash!!! But I don think I would get pass the trail lolx... sianed...

Why did I choose JC over poly???
Can I appeal to poly now???

My Life 一直在等待 空荡的口袋
想在里面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败 真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在 不管帅不帅

想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来
期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

Eh... No link... Fine... The first two sentence sounds emo...

It's the march holidays!!! Yeah~ Yeah~ Yeah~ YEAH!!! But looking at the pile of work given, I think my holidays are half gone... Sigh... But I am still going to go for my hoilday in Malaysia Genting tml! Yeah~ I heard wad? Genting again??? Well... Not my choice... I dowan to go either... I wanna go CDAYL!!! Sadded lehx... I really want to be a part lol... but thanks to this trip lahx... and I must just wish myself good luck for tml... cause I would surely be stucked at the custom for a super duper long time lolx... Thanks so someone lahx.. Not to mention the name... Then I only coming back on tues... and I wish by then, the process is faster... Then wed going back to school for the first-aid something one...

Yah... I joined the CDC as second CCA and I am trying all ways to get into CDYAL missing the clash to my holidays and frm what I know... this is now a way is to be the SCDF lolx... first aid... but I not first aid skills... so must go for the 'course' but not confirm get in lahx... cause alot of J2 taking up... and I planning to take that as a 2nd CCA cause as I always said, I want a sports CCA and I hope I do get selected for the squash trail cause I didn't go for the tennis trail today... cause I was having a CDC meeting and after the meeting, I am late lerx... so abit don dare go into the tennis courts... and all I see are guys lah... then netball I think I am not in the team (lousy skills) cause I was not informed of training although i know there's training today... lol... But I promised myself to be committed to both CCA kkz... Anyway, CDC is a slacker CCA... and so it's okie to take up another one lahx... build portfolio :x... but I do wanna get into the SPF lahx... but they say only selected pupils... if I get in, I think I will really having to juggle school work and CCA very well or I will be prepared to get retained... Choy.... touch wood... I wanna get exempted on k!

Then thurs going back again for maths make-up lesson for partial fraction and binomial... although the teacher talking is hypnotism and the lecture is optional, but I still choose to go lahx... it beats cracking my head at home looking at complicated and biggg fractions... well... I flip through and saw hell lots of fractions... mati sia... the rest of the holidays I prepare to finish up all my tutorials and start muggin! Not time to slacK!!! but hohx... JJ is a slack school lahx... I can only think of playing in school sia... Thanks to the camp I think.... well... I myself is to blame lahx... Then I need to holis to catch up with school work cause I have hell no idea what the teacher is teaching!!!
Econs- Lecturer is boring... lecture hall air-con super cool so good place to sleep... and if you sleep, you don't listen and you don listen, you don understand!!! And worse is I missed first month...
Bio- Currently the subject I am coping but I didn't know there is so much hell stuff in our cell... the notes is about cells and its 24 pages thick... yeah...
Chem- Lecturer is on the jet plane rushing off to who knows where... her lecture is so darn fast that I didn't catch anything she said and I can't see what the hell she is writing (fine... it's my eyesight problem) and I don understand the whole hell about half equations and redox!!!
Maths- We are now at Sigma and I am not done with AP and GP... Wth... The lecturer is talking alien and I don understand what the crap she is talking about... Maths sux... I am starting wonder how the hell did I aced my maths man... well... maybe my mind got rusty cause it's not working for about 2 months... going to do some brain teaser to 'lubricate' my mind and make it work again... maths...
So, if you think I am coping... please tell me... That will be a comfort man... So I planning to spend the rest of my holidays which is only 3 days doing tutorials (homework) which is about a moutain high??? Average of 2 to 3 per subject... What the hell.... as well as brush up and catch up!!!

Please tell me why did I choose JC??? I think I am bonkers... -_-''' I sound so emo...

Hello~ I am back in action! Wootz... whatever... Just came back from school... well not really lahx... took a bath and watch yu bai lahx... Today's CCA day for the J1... And I joined squash!!! God... I think I got influenced by jonathan... cause I think he would be so cool playing squash!!! AHHHH!!! Whatever... Actually I wanted to join tennis but I couldn't find the booth lahx... so I was like... forget it... But I planning to turn up for their training on friday... but the thing is tennis is for guys... I am like wondering if they accept girls... Sobs... and theres alot of ppl join squash lahx.. so I think there would be a trail... sianed... sure kena kicked out one lolx... cannot even see the ball... Diaoz... Kkz... Then I saw sijie earlier the day and she say there's a netball trail... although I said I don't wanna play netball anymore... but I just can't resist the temptation!!! After I left my name for squash... went to look for tennis booth... but still cannot find... so went to look for volleyball booth... also cannot find... then we gave up and went to the track there and saw volleyball training at the bb court... then we cannot cut across the field cause ppl there training... so we just walk the detour lolx... and went past the netball court and saw them playing court game... and I can't resist the tempatation to play and I haven't touch the ball for like so long lahx... so we got stucked there and played... played two games lahx... first game I played GD and my stamina is really SHIT lolx.... I run like 5 mins and then got so tired lahx... Diaoz.... And my defense skills is really down to the bottom lerx lolx... whatever lahx... then 2nd game huimin wanted to play GS and wanted me to play GA... I was like you sure??? But I played lahx... and I found that my shooting skills has improved!!! Wootz... I think I am just plain lucky lahx... Whatever... After that we stop halfway cause of lighting lolx... and the Fairfield Med netballer was like asking us you guys play shooter one arhx? We were like... no... then they so shorck lahx... Whatever... Not intending to join netball anyway... but I can't resist it!!! Tennis is my first choice if I ever found the booth and they accept girls... then followed by squash and after that is volleyball... then my dad was like suan me lolx... he say... you join tennis arh? Can run anot? Normally call you go jog you like wanna die like that... Then volleyball was... you can jump anot? Volleyball need to jump very high one lehx... WTH.... Whatever lahx... Although I like sports but I am never good at it... And I am really trying to master one... Maybe I am plain lazy lahx...

Then my mass lectures has started and I almost sleep durin most of the lessons cause I don understand a single thing!!! Regret never attend first month in any JC... Sobs.... Maths sounds alien to me... then Chem there lecturer is going faster than a rocket... 1hr lesson, she can cover the whole of mole, equation and all the whatever shit that I don really understand... And she was like you all go home read yourself... Econs the lecturer is simply boring and the things he is talking about is simply common sense lahx... like eg. If the price of this product rises, the quantity demand will fall.... Diao.... This one I think my bro also know lahx...so nan mian will sleep one lahx.... but the thing is like you must know how to apply lahx... so the lecturer got ask some questions lolx... but I got all wrong exp for one... so actually, I need to buck up on my econs too... although it's basically common sense... bio till now I am still understanding it cause they are main doing cells lahx... and more details like what ribosomes and chromatin all this lahx... And you won't believe what my fav sub now... it's GP... the paper that I thought I am going to fail like SHIT for all test!! Fine... Cause the lecturer is much more intresting than other lectures lahx... And chinese is really chicken feet lolx... Cheng yu like ban tu er fei, bu yi er fei, bu zi liang li.... you know... pri school one... but still got a few I donno lahx... then still got yan yu... but it's quite easy to understand lahx... =D

This is getting boring... Heard that we are getting our testi and cert on may... and it's like so so so so so so long lahx... But I hope we can do a class gathering that day... miss my classmates... Haiz... And NgeeAnn poly is 4C dominated... alot of ppl going there... Whatever lahx... before I forget again... Jasmine... here's the vedio you requested... it's super lousy... don't say I never warn you.... :))



How was it??? Haha.... I am lacking of pics lahx... that's the problem...

Well... I have found the article on STOMP.... but the o2 ppl are not inside... I think they are the OGLs lahx... Rehearsing the camp activities cause it's posted on 23 feb and at that time we haven't even start our orientation camp yet... Maybe I would surf for more again another time... Haha...

The article wrote this:
What Bugs Me...

"JC STUDENTS KEEP WASTING WATER!!!"

A STOMPer is concerned that the students of this junior college are wasting water, as they are seen, on many occasions, involved in activities which involve the use of water.nahkm888 told STOMP in the email sent today (Feb 23):"On many occasions I have seen JJC students enaging in activities that waste precious water. "Almost a regular student activity, not once but many times a year. "Why is JJC allowing such activities in school? "Is this the correct value we are instilling in our students on our precious water?

Well? What's your view? Mine is that they just donno how to enjoy... it's not like we are wasting water... The track and synthetic grass is really hot because of the sun... Even they spray water it dosen't help lahx... I went barefooted on the track and it's still so darn hot that I have to jump on it and run to the person who is spraying the water lolx... Another things is maybe the person who took down this is jealous lahx... Cause he or she couldn't join in the fun... Haha.... jk...

Back to the topic I wanna blog about.... I was lucky today that I wasn't suaku enough to go the Angela's autograph session lahx... She cancelled her trip her due to health problems and I didn't know!! KKz... so I said I was lucky not go bugis lahx... or I would be wondering why no ppl one?? Diaox... I am slow... fine...

And schools really starting tml... Abit sian leh... Have to chiong lerx... somemore I am at disadvantage cause I didn't attend any JC in my first two months and the teachers are tipically rushing through syllabus so fast that I caught nothing lahx... and now that I haven;t bought all my notes except of chem lolx... how would I know what the hell the lecturers are talking about??? Especially econs and bio.... and I heard that bio is a very tough subject to study and I know I really sucks at gentics in secondary bio and now a level bio is simply all genetics and DNA... gosh~ I am now wondering when my notes is going to come... and blame that lousy book shop of my school lahx... what crap notes they also don have... what stupid book shop is that lolx... then I still thinking of surfing through my promos with good test and SPA results lolx... talking about SPA... it's starting after march holidays!!! and it's counted in A levels!!! Oh no!! And one more thing... I also donno why I took bio instead of physics lolx... well... JJ love Chem so much that they would SURE be chem in your combi... so it's either physics or bio... not triple science cause the max you can take is 4H2 and 2H2 is being taken by maths and Chem and you must have a contrasting subject (arts in my case) so you only left with one H2 and you will choose between bio and physic (for my case of combi lahx you can choose like 2 sci and two arts or whatever one lahx) and I heard that physics is better that bio!!! Haiz... and I wanted the scholarship of the physiotherapy... which is after A levels, you got NAnyang Poly study the dip in physiotherapy (which is the one I wanted to take but it's only for A level holders!!! Grrrr~) and one year at some uni in australlia and they cover for you school fees and even give you allowance lolx... which means that my mum wouln't have to pay... but their piority is given to those who took physics.... AHHHH!!! Sooooo sad lahx... Sian.... But I know where my limits are lahx... I really sucks at physics except for nuclear physics which I really love alot... those with calculation and all those machines, turning here and there donno what inertia... all this I yi qiao bu tong... so thats the reason why I took bio instead of physics... But now it seems to be that where I wanna go requires physics (as piority) and I am starting to wonder what the hell can I do with bio???? Eh... Research??? Doctor is mainly chem lahx... engineering is physic... and bio is such a hard topic... Eh... Kkz... I cannot turn back time and change my choice right?? So I might as well not grumble and pia bio lolx... hope I do get the scholarship to the physiotherapy ^-^ that was one of my ambitionssss if you don't know... haha... but I still very much want to be an investigator.... but I know my analysing skill is a noobtus lahx... so maybe bio can help i my observation and analysing skilll.... Well... it sounds like zi wo an wei lehx.... and the bad things is... I donno the way to be an investigator or CID in the police department!!! Anyone know the way??? please tell me...

And I am going to be sooo busy in school that I think I am going to reach home at 7 or 8 everyday and I have to revise and perpare for tutorial and test I donno what time am I going to get sleep... diaoz... KKz... let's count... I have IDP, SDP, NYAA (Still thinking whether to join but it helps build up the port folio!!!), OGL, CCA, 4H2 (letting off at 4.30 almost daily).... AHHHH!!! I have to manage my time!!! But I know I can do it...

Because... having confidence is half the battle won! (ps. got it from yida's blog) haha... but it's in my planner also lahx... dotx... JJ Lin is coming to singapore soon! Yeah! And I think I am changing blogskin again... -_-''' Cause I found a few kawaii blogskins... but I am still taking out time lolx...

Oh... and Jas... I WILL put up the vedio next post... sorry! :x

I am back!!! Miss me??? Haha... I doubt so... Lolx... The camp was a total fun and be prepared to read a super long post... KKz... I will try my best tocut it short lahx... But this Orientation Camp is the best camp every manZ! JJ Rox!

Well... Wed we have to report at 6.45 and I was grumbling about it lahx... What the hell! So early! But in the end I reach at 7 lahx... Fine... After flag raising we went to the hall for boring talks, ice breaking games and MASS DANCE!! I am really a noobtues in dancing lahx! my dance partner was Jacky and we two were laughing our heads off at the dance steps lahx... Cause there's a part the girls have to turn halfway, pull out and turn into the guy...just imagine slasa... and then our hand was like tangled all over the place lolx... so in the end we both stood there laughing like hell lahx... then there is another step I have problem differentiating the left and right leg we two just stood there looking at each other... kkz.... fine... I am really a noobtus lahx... then there was a total of about 6 dances lolx... and by the time we finish the 3rd dance, we forgot the step of the first dance... diaoz.... my memory is failing me lolx... dortz.... After mass dance, we went for lunch and after that was MASS GAMES!!! Wooooooooo~ I got wet lahx... eh.... not from sweat... is kenna water... played a game where you have to use your game to move the golf ball and the OGLs we there spaying water to affect you lahx... so after I finish rolling my ball and got out, I am wet from top to toe.... then after that.... eh.... I forgot... but it was super high lahx! And the whole campers were so united and we shouted so loud that echo could be heard lolx... then ocasionally there would be army plane flying pass lahx... and we would like 'hello!' Then after that we went for bath and dinner was served... food was nice but the serving is really pathethic expecially today lolx... After that went LT5 so song singing session... at first I was like what the... so lame... but it turn out quite touching lahx... luckily I never tear lahc... and then all the OGLs came down and hugs us lahx.. then ppl I donno came shaking my hands lolx... then Shiva was crying like donno what lahx... after that was night games and the school is sooooooo scary in the dark without the lights lolx... and sheryl was clenching my hands until it's going to have no blood and Linying also lol... and then the teacher was like the school has alot of JJ spirits... and I think I know why lol... cause every morning we sing the JJ spirit song... and so it's like 'Ah ah' so attact alot of JJ spirits... haha... KKz... After that we lights out at about 12 lolx...

Thurs was a total fun lolx... after breakfast is telematch and again, I got wet but not play until wet lahx... is kenna spray until wet and Jeremy tipically pour the whole bucket of soap on me lahx... and I feel so sticky and eww... and yik song our shadow planner was like we went onto the net!!! Well maybe we are too noisy that the neighbourhood got so fed up and shoot us up... the teacher said cause all the ah soh and ah peh all jealous of our youth lahx... so they shoot us up and said that we are a nusiance... so yik song was like asking us to smile and twist at the neighbourhood... haha... and it's like early morning about 9 lahx... and the teacher was like lets do some cheer and wake the neighbours up! It's time for them to go to work and he say the neighbours already know that we are going to cheer in the morning so they never set alarm... so they need us to wake them up... lol.... After that we dry ourselves up and went for mass dance again... then in the afternoon, it's KINETIC WARFARE!!! Wootz~ I ran out of dark clothings... so wore the one I wore in the telematch... and it's like still wet and soapy lahx... but after who cares lahx... it's like will get wet sonner or later lolx... and it's really true lahx... there is this station we have to slide down into the water, let your shirt soack the water up and then squeeze it in a bucket lolx... and then we had this station we have to do in pair, get the towel... put the water bomb and then toss it to the next pair who will catch the water bomb on their towels... and then if you are not accurate, the water bomb will burst and you have to start all over again lolx... and I was the first one and then running trips to get water bombs lolx... that was fun... but I got quite fed up when we got this water bomb war and some one typically smash the water bomb on to my face and my specs drop lolx... luckily no one step on it or I will scream and get that dumb person out lahx... cause it was quite chaotic back then... and I almost spilled colourful words lolx... then there is one we have to pass the hula hoops from one end to the other and then the game attach was like splashing me with buckets of water... the first came unprepared lolx... the water came right into my face and I was soak with soap... second one was perpared but I still got soap... so in the end, my black shirt became white.... yeah... and some soap got into my ears lolx... we squeeze and cheered lahc.... and for the finale... we have to hop hula hoops and the turn a few rounds, crawl the soap platform... macham like in army camp like that lehx... and slide down into a soap pool... so I was soaked in soap for the whole kinetic warfare... and it's so darn fun! After that we recieved compliants that the music is too loud so we soften it and the teacher there is this lady so has backbone 'problems' and our music make her wanna dance... but because of her backbone problems, she cannot dance and if she dance, her hip will drop and she will not be hip anymore...hahahahahahaha so dotz... and then the teacher was like she only said turn down the music, so we cheer her lolx... after kinetic warfare is JJ NITE!! That was totally high to the core lolx... I sweat like there's a flood in hall... so wet and everyone's jumping non stop and the worst thing is... I just bathed... diaoz... we were dancing and dancing and dancing for the whole night and the first intakes and seniors joined us... and we were doing choo choo train all around the hall... and there is chicken dance... were the hall is so high and turning and bumping into each other...

Today was nothing lahx... cry day for me... Morning breakfast is like nasi lemak and the ikan bilis is in powered form one lolx... and then the serving of the egg is so pathetic but it's sooo nice.... after that do area cleaning and ta-da we are done! Went up the hall for E-web where you say your feelings for the camp, thank the ppl you wanna thank and pass the string to him or her and Jacky gave me and guess what's his reason... cause mass dance he only find me as his partner and we always turn wrong... dotz... and my speech was like... thank OGLs for the effort they put in for this camp and to bond us together, warm us up to be high lolx... and then thanks og mates because without them there would not be og2 and although ppl drop out of LEP and is on appeal to poly, they still attended the camp.... passed the string to huishan and then like everyone finish and then the teacher there telling us how you have to appreciate your family and how unfilial he is lahx... and I cried like no tml... it feels like adam khoo camp... and think talking about appreciation of ppl around me is my si xue... I donno why... but I get touched or donno what and cry everytime they talk about this lolx... and then it's break camp! We went for og lunch and it's quite pathetic lahx... the no of ppl attending... maybe they dowan to bring their barang barang along lahx... then some want to quit appeal to poly because they love the camp so much! Felt really happy that I am part of the JJ family... But I think there would be another outing lahx... cause our beloved ogl Judith and YiJie didn't come along... and we ate at kopitiam and joke around... my mind is now quite polluted lahx... you knoe....

Kkz... I am stopping here or it will never end lahx... That's all... I will search for our wonderful pics in the net and post it up here... but most likely it's in stomp cause everytime we make a din, they will like your face will appear in stomp... and my time table sucks lahx... first day of school first lesson is PE.... ahHHHHHHHHHH!!! and mon is full u day nia.... have to bring shirt to change... sian... abit regretted taking 4H2... but blame the sch for the sucky combi lahx... so no choice but to take 4 H2... but I only get to go home at 4 everyday!!! sobs... I am going to die... but I will try my best lahx... everyone Jia yous! Choing for two years and we are done! Jia yous! For JJcians I doubt any reading this... let's surf pass the promos and go overseas while everyone is muggin!

OG2, YOU ROCKS!
Judith~Shiva~JingWen~JingHui~YiJie~Long~Kong
Sheryl~LinYing~XiuMing~HuiShan~Violet~HanLing~XinHui~
Pricilla~HuiHui~Amanda~HuiYi~ FangTing~Pearly~BeiYi
JiaCheng~Jacky~JianHao~Kevin~CheWen~ChengJun~LiaoHen

Did I miss out anyone? Hope nott... You guys rocks!
And Family heads Delwin and Jeremy(although sickening), you rocks!

IT'S CAMP DAY!!!

Don't miss me worx~ Will be back in three days time!!!

Dear blog,

I didn't regret staying in JJ afterall! JJ is not as bad as I think and I am kinda liking the school and saying it rocks... KKz... I like their culture... The neighbourliness and doubt Bishan JC, Dover JC and Dunearn JC would have... JJcians, you should know what I am talking about... Haha... And I love the OGL's enthuness and thick skin although I still donno them... but they are really nice people... The three days of admin days are finally over... and so are our talks! Woots... Finally don't have to sit in the hall throughout the day anymore! And I love JJ's cheer~ There cheers are special although I still donno them well lah... But you should see how high we are when we cheer and how well the OGL's and emcees manage to bring out the crowd and even shy people started shouting lahx... We are having orientation camp next week but I am not really looking forward not because I don't like it... but's it's because they planned water games... and I don't really like water games lahx... and we have to stay overnight! What the... I am sleeping on concrete again... Anyway... as long as the camp is fun... and I know it's going to be and there's going to be mass dance! The moves are fun... but my dancing sucks lahx... and I don't have a partner... sobs... nevermind... just join in the fun!

KKz... I am overhigh... I chose the combination with 4H2 the BCME (Bio, Chem, Maths, Econs) and I think I going to die of studying... because JJ doese'nt have the combination of H2 Bio, Chem, Econs and H1 Maths lolx... All science major combi takes maths at H2 level... sobs... cause I think I don't have to take maths at H2 for I don't even know if I could even pass H1 econs... you know I have a problem passing maths in secondary school lahx... and Bio and Chem I wanted to take as H2 lahx... so I could only take this combi... Then my second choice is Chem, Maths, Chi lit and Econs as H2... But I think I got into the first lahx... and I dropped out of LEP!!! Yeah!! But there goes my scholarship for it... the LEP teachers sees me as their talented student sia... and I think the LEP teacher in JJ is going mad lahx... Alot of people is dropping out of LEP lolx... Sadded... And the tempo timetable came out and guess what are we having for PE? You would laugh like no tml lolx... we having yoga... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... That's the reaction of alot of ppl... fine... and I am having PE on monday first lesson! according to the combi I choose de timetable... And according to that timetable, after 1hr of PE, I am having Bio at 12!!! 3 Hr to stone in school! So sian... and then after that stone again until 2 and have Chi.... The 3 have to report to hall... How I wish I could go home and sleep during the 3 hrs lolx... but I don't think can lahx... fine... And still have to bring clothes to change cause monday is full uni day... lolx... Well.. show you my timetable... it's sort of blur... but still seenable... yeah...

See... the timetable is so blank on monday... and so full on tues... they donno how to plan izzit? And Yoga for PE...No!!!!!!!!! I bought the Uniforms yesterday.... it wasn't as bad as I thought afterall... and I love the Quilod (donno how to spell... it's Ku Qun lahx) One is because it's short and another one is because it a short.... Bought one set of uniform, two pe shirt blue and black... the nicer ones lahx... and one quilod... didn't buy the tie and tie pin cause never bring enough money... fine... Then today bought shoes by atlanta... but it can't be used for PE or sports... it's a sneaker lahx... so pe days maybe I wanna wear the addidas shoes... Hehe...

KKz... JJ (not the school... Lin JunJie) is holding an autograph session tml at Bugis junction!!! WAHHHH!!!! I wanna go... but not one accompany me go and Lx also don like jj ler... I don't think she wanna go lahx... Sian... But I don't mind not going lahx... Cause I got his autograph ler... I not that crazy till that I buy all of his ablums and get all is signature... I am contented with just one of his signature but I would not reject the offer if someone accompany me go worx! But I wanna go Anglea's one!!! Next sunday also at Bugis!!! But also no one going with me... maybe I ask HuiLing... Fine... That's all! JJ rox~

Dear blog,

Haiz... I am totally dissapointed with my posting results!!!! Why am I posted to JJC??? Haiz... I wanted AC so much lahx and I couldn't even get in to the arts stream... I thought I could at least scrap through the arts stream to get into AC lolx and I am so sad that I got posted to JJ afterall...

Yesterday I spend the whole morning messaging people and as early as 7 in the mroning I was being awaken by Jasmine asking where did I go... I was like I donno and I told her I think out of 10 ppl, 9 got awaken by your call bahx... So later I hung off and look into my inbox and found no message about my posting results, so I waited and then it came and it was JJ! AHHHHHHHH!!! And then I fretted the whole morning whether should I go for an appeal... And in the end I didn't. Several resons to it. First one is I can't get in by points. So if I appeal it would be through CCA and for godness sake I have been playing netball since pri 4! I dowan to take up netball anymore. So no point appealing. Then it was like maybe my marks could get in cause of course got people optting out on right? But then, I was thinking, I wanna take up tennis and there, there are people DSA through tennis and that would means I need audition to play tennis and me, inexperience person, sure cannot get in one... and AC de sports CCA all so good... Haiz... and then the next thing is the Standard of living in AC is duper high. Heard you have to pay for the gym even if you don't use it! and then there is always fund-raising and stuff like and JJ is nearer to my house... haha... KKz... so my final conclusion was stay in JJ... and Wendy said that JJ is not bad lahx... they are the centre of excellence in Character Development and whatever thingy one lahx... So I thought maybe that's good? Afterall, I decided to stay in JJ and I really hope I don't regret it...

So, today we have to report to school at 7 in the morning!!! God~ 7. lucky I live nearby or I wouldn't know what time I would have to wake up lah... and I abit shocked by JJ's enthu leader... meaning our OGLs... Because I am one of those little people who walks to school instead of taking bus and usually people who goes to school by bus comes in groups... so I was like at there alone, walking... you know into the school gate and the OGLs lined from the gate all the way to the hall! and when you are near (near, haven step in) and they goes, "Welcome to JJ, This way please!!!" I was like 0_0??? and they went "Good Morning!" so I morning back lolx... and I am alone. so it's like so embarassing lahx... like the whole school welcoming me like that sia... Fine... KKz... Then today is all talks after talks and I almost fell asleep... you know lahx... holidays who would wake up at 6 in the morning! But the fun part was the ice breaking and some lame matrix clap and some JJ cheer that has india inside... but sounds nice... Then I saw Jonathan there... sadded that he is not in the same OG or family as me... dotz... but my OG has Jacky and Lin Ying. Saw people like Caleb, KimRui, XianMei yah lahx... expected one... all the A and B class people lolx.. C class only me and Jonathan. D and E class none that I have seen... Overall for today I still dosen't have a bad impression on JJ yet and I hope they don't make me regret this few days... Well... Orientation's starting next week and my OG Family is called Elmo... I know it's lame... and we are red colour...

Then now I am going bonkers about subject combination... The thing is that I donno what to do in the future and so if I take a very pure sci combi, it's not going to help if I get a non-sci course in Uni... I mean if I gave up on sci... And I am pondering over 4 H2 or 3 H2... And is Chem really enough if I want to be a doctor? And I signed up for some dumb CLEP thingy that got me into trouble... I have to take Chinese Lit and General Studies in Chinese and Chinese History!!! I got the form to get out of that thing but I found a combi that's actually quite good also... it's a 4H2 (this one is no choice one) Maths, Chem, Chi Lit and Econs. Yah... This one also quite okie lahx... if only chem is required to be a doc... cause if I take this combi, then if I regret doing sci, I can at least do business (econs) or even chi lit helps a way or two... I think... Is this better or is taking Maths, Chem, Bio, Econs better? Can someone answer me!!!

Hehe... Found something nice on Youtube... JJ rox! He is so darn talented... Beatboxing, Composing, Singing and drawing(although it's not as nice as those pros... but still acceptable)!and he is in the arts stream! Diaox... KKz... That guy totally rox!

Love him loads~

Dear blog,

Yesterday I went to Shaw with LiXue to buy her school uniform... Yes... All the way from Jurong to Shaw to buy uniform... and the shop name is totally lame lahx... What Bibi Baba... Stupid name... Anyway, that shop sells uniform from more famous schools in singapore I suppose... But uniforms like Hwa Chong, NJ, VJ, TJ all like done have leh... but they have the united world college, ACS independent, barker road, RGS, RI, MGS and all the pro schools lahx... And then lx bought the ACJC one... which I see ppl wear like very nice leh but look at the uniform it actually ok only... or more to the ugly side lah... and the school skirt is like so darn long lah... and she had to oter (donno how to spell) 7 inches!! Kkz... and the skirt is like zip at the back one leh... so sian... And I just hope I don't have to go all the way to shaw to buy school uniform when the results comes out... and I think I am going to get a pair of shoes for school cause track shoes like don't really match with school uniform.... Whatever...

Kkz... the posting results are coming out on tues and heard that we have to report on wed... I was like I thought they give you 2 working days??? KKz.... and I heard AC's COP drop to 6... and that is I really really regretted joining netball! The CCA points can only minus one lah... if minus 2 the I can just nice get in lah... Should I join some uniform group if I had known earlier... Grr... It's like no point lah... you play in west zones, carnival and whatever hell thing and you get a B4! Wth! Kkz.. who would think that you only get points if you get trophies... so realistic! Grr... Fine... And I was like wondering when are we going to go back to school to get our certificate? And how are we going to know where we are posted? Hp? Anyway, just hope we do get into the school and courses we want... I have decided that if I am posted to AC arts stream, I will appeal into JJ... and I am still thinking if taking 4 H2 better or 3 H2? And that will be determine when I know where I am posted... If it's JJ, I think it's fine with 4 H2 but if it's AC, I donno... lx say it's very hard to cope sia... but I wanna take Chem and Bio as H2 and then there is a arts you have to take and then I still thinking if it's econs or geo... then what about maths? H1 or 2? Freaky!

And yesterday went online and dicuss about a class outing that I don't even think will suceed. Kkz... lx, huimin, jonathan and me was like suggesting a pri sch gathering... If any pri sch classmates sees this and I don't think anyone will... can you guys give us some suggestions? And we came up with pool,bowl and eat... so if anyone got better suggestion, pls bring it up... and any volunteers to organize? I sucks at organizing things especially events and it's most likely to be gan ga lah... it's like 5 years since we graduated lah and I already lost touch will hell lot of ppl... will... I am only still in touch with Huimin and lixue only... yah lah... Whatever... We will go for the date where most could make it and we would be going bowling, pool and eating... currently we are thinking of Marina Bay shopping centre... and jonathan did come up with steamboat (was it him or lx?) and I don't mind but is the steam boat still there??? Kkz... Fine.... No one would be seeing this... -_-'''

Dear blog,

Wish you a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! although it's like the sixth day lah.... Anyway, new year is totally boring for me... just went to relatives house and eat their new year goodies and watch tv... I don't really like to do what I used to do in the past which is gambling... but I did learn to play majong on day one but is like ban tong shui... Cause my mum, cousins and aunties and uncles all there telling us which one to throw... so I didn't learn much after all other than pong which I like already know how to do... and I manage to win one round with a hu or something like that lah.... but majong is really difficult to play sia...

Day two we went for movies... KungFu Dunk! The movie was ok only... not really worth the money... I watch on a big public holiday which was like 9.50 per ticket... luckily I didn't watch it in vivo's gold class... the ticket is like 25 and my dad was like suggesting to go there... but the actions were totally cool man! but the story is like abit not very down to earth... as in like... the team is already losing like 4-30 then the court suddenly black out and they abandon the game? It's like shen fu yi cheng ding ju ler arh... somemore is like 2nd qurad ler neh... and ppl play match other people can come in and break into a fight one orh? Kkz... out of 5 stars maybe 3 lahx... cause of the actions... very nice and quite hillarious actually... at night we went to my aunt house actually wanted to play tennis with my sis one... but my mum is like dowan lahx... they still need to accompany us down and whatever hell things... then in the end we end up playing majong again... after that we end up watching kungfu football... then went home... this is how my new year end... yeah.... boring right?

And the saddest thing is that my cousin don't look like YiDA anymore... Haha... jk lah... Spend the weekend at home rotting and eating huo guo... yes... sat and sun... then yesterday my sis had her off... and we made papaya milk and it's okie lah... not very nice but still edible... and then went K box and LiXue called me when I haven't even sang a song... anyway... she was like so angry that I went K lah... but I promised to go with her another day cause new year eve she ask me to K but my mum don allow and I saw Crystal and HuiLing... the world is like so small! Haha... maybe one day come up with some lao peng you ju yi ju bah... and hope someone do come out with a 4C trip or whatever... we haven't go for a class outing last year if I am not wrong... and I do miss some of the classmates... at night went for movies again... Watch CJ7... that movie was lousier than KungFu Dunk... the show is like no content... no offence to those who like the show... but if not for that kawaii alien, I don't find the show worth a watch... but the little girl really did a good job in her acting... quite funny... CJ7 is like out of five stars I think I give 2... Whatever... diff ppl have diff point of view... my sis and dad feels like CJ7 is nicer and my mum, bro and me is KungFu dunk.... but I was dissapointed with both for I thought they were really nice... Haiz...

Anyway, the posting results is coming in soon... 19th if I am not wrong... And my sis was like wanting to go Genting but because of this we decided not to go ler... my mum say wait till march holiday... and by then I don't even know if I go the time anyway... Whatever the thing... I hope to get some where and I wanna play tennis! No trails and audition please! Haiz...

Dear blog,

Although it's a little too late now... but it's like better late than never right? Lol... I forgot to thank my teachers... kkz... this is lame enough... Well... here comes the long long 'thanksgiving'.. -_-'''

For the wonderful results I have gotten, I have to thank quite a number of people. Yupx... So the first one on my list is my tution teacher Mr Tan. If not for him, I think I would not be where I am now. I used to be so lazy during pri sch and lower sec that I don't even do my homework and lied to teachers about it and my whole world is only about play. Then, my mum found that my maths is going to announce death and she decided to get me a tution teacher. I got there at the start of sec two and my maths started to improve. Maybe of his philosphy, I think I got 'enlighten' by him as at the end of sec 2, my results flew like rockets... well... at least I turn into a threat for my class top ten pupils in 2D... And during the preparation of O levels, I really appreciate the effort he has put in for us and the food and drinks he offers, lol... jk lahx... But I really thanks him for his teaching and really thank him to make me what I am today.

Second person to thank of course would be the teachers in JVS. I have to thank our wonderful mentor Ms Chua for managing us and bringing us to where we are now although we did give her hell lots of trouble and I have to thank her for believing in me and boosting my confidence in maths and most of all, pointing out my careless mistakes. Thank english teacher Mrs Bala for her humourous teaching and liven up the atmosphere of the class... but doing compre after compre is totally boring... Thank Mr Lee although most of his lessons I am sleeping or talking like he always notice, his notes comes in handy in exams and he is experience in the way that secondary school don't appreciates but I bet JC students would. Thank Chen Pei Xia for her humourous teaching too although she get serious at times and it brings stress to her pupils. Thank Ms Ooi for giving us mass test when the o's are near to prepare us better although our I fails most of the time and but if you did study for the test, you will find that you didn't feel fustrated when you are revising for the bio paper. Thank Mr Lam for teaching me physic although I don't intend to touch it anymore for I think I am retard in that... but if not for him teaching, I think I would do worst for physics and his efforts of sending us the answers through mail and always takes out time between his busy shecdules to clear our doubts although I never once went to look for him... -_-''' Last but not least, I thank miss poon for chemistry although I don't really like her teaching method but I do like Chem and of course thank you for being my teacher for all the four years in JVS and the two years in 2D...

Next, I wanna thank 3C 2006 & 4C 2007 for the fun I have in the class. I enjoy watching the guys doing stupid stunts and girls gossiping around. Sometimes, even 'da qing ma qiao' worx... haha... If not for the light mood in the class I think I would be so stress that pimples will start popping out and I would maybe fall into depression... Choy! Anyway, thanks to those who have helped me through be it studies or life.

Okie... I am done with ThanksGiving... Back to reality... Yesterday went to far east with LiXue to cut hair... actually I wanna cut it but I drop the idea cause I actually only wanted to Xiu Bao but my hair is consider quite acceptable so I decided not to cut and then it's like so darn expensive lahx... 38 bucks... I cut only 18 and ppl say it's ex lolx... But I like the hair style lahx... And there is like so many ppl lahx... so we waited until 5.30 then can cut hair... I didn't cut so I waited there and then by the time she is done, it's like 7 ler... then LiXue say she want belt... so we went down to marina's bay and almost walked the whole shopping centre before we found the shop and the hell with it, it's at the entrance where we went in... well we didn't notice it maybe it's because we were talking all along... AC's orientation camp seems to be fun... although mud is totally disgusting... yeah... then the belt sold out... and she was like so angry lahx... Qian Li tiao tiao go there then sold out... but in the end we saw one at bega quite nice so she bought it... Then we were at the face shop playing with the nail polish... and I find a purple one quite nice but apply on it like tranparent one... so I was like... forget it and I don't do nail polish anyway... and till yesterday then I know polish one nail need what nourish coat, base coat, the nail polish then top coat... lol... so ma fan lahx... then saw a bag there that looks nice but she say it's too small... anyway, I probably going to bugis to hunt for bags for the new school term as well as jiang li myself for my work lahx... haven bought myself anything yet... Then I am starting to miss K-box... long time never go Karaoke lerx... should be going next monday with my sis... well... depends... she is quite busy with Sheng Siong... I mean the supermarket... yeah...

And I think I am going bonkers on JJ Lin... fine... and new year I think I would wanna take a photo of my cousin... Cause he looks like Huang YiDA and after huang yi da cuts his hair, they looks like twins... AHhhhh!! I think I am going to fall for my cousin! No!!! If I could get it, maybe I would post it up and you guys ping ping li.... they really look alike.... Lol...

Dear blog,

I sent my choices yesterday afternoon and I chose AC as my first choice... god knows why i wanna go JC... It's like i think I would die there??? and ppl ask of all jcs why ac? I also donno? Initially wanted SA due to the wonderful uniform they have and of course it's JJ's mu xiao... okie... that's stupid... alot of ppl gave me -_-''' face when they heard my reason of going SA... but then I drop the idea of it cause SA is like totally too far lahx... at potong parsir... yea... and my friend said SA is dropping in the results lahx... and heard that their distinction rate for GP is like lower than our distinction rate for Eng... lol... and my dad was like you go SA, you have to wake up at 5, then you go AC you wake up at 6 and if you go JJ, you wake up at 7... and then he call me to go JJ... but my dad is for poly lahx... then after that my mum say go anderson... and we started fliping the book and anderson is like at yio chu kang also very far away... so my mum was like if you go anderson da bu ru go SA since at that time I was still wanting to go SA...

So in the end, my first choice landed up in AC... cause it's near and uniform is acceptable, my points may get me it although I am also not sure if I am going to get in... but one major problem in AC is... they have swimming for PE!!! Gosh~ is not like I chop stamp go into ac lahx... but I dowan swimming pls... whatever it is.... then JJ went into my third choice... 2nd choice also AC but arts stream... lx say you go art stream then appeal to sci stream better than from outside appeal in... aiyah... whatever the thing, i hope i don't go into arts stream or i may be prepared to die in my two years cause my arts is totally gone case... as i said, i donno how i manage to get A1 for combine humans... as at the most if I got into arts stream, I appeal out to JJ bahx... ma fan right... now here comes the reason why i dowan put jj as my first choice though it's so near my house and the possibility of getting in is high... cause that dumb school rejected me twice when i appeal in for PAE... and so now I have better grades, I of course wouldn't want to but JJ as my first choice... Isn't it? Ok... I admit I am childish... and my cousin was like you should have took your result slip and shake it infront of the principal... dotz...

So now I am hoping to get into AC sci stream although it's Ji hui miao mang lahx... and I am afraid that they don allow me to appeal in from arts to sci if I got into the arts... if so, i think I can transfer out and prepare myself to go poly instead of wasting 2 years failing... yup... dotz... and worse thing is no one from our class is going JC except me! Gosh~ I think I would be like so lonely.... haiz... sian... Isn't poly better? Why did I zhi tao ku chi??? lol... hope I don't regret by putting JCs as my first choice...

Dear blog,

The Os results released on thurs and I got a shock out of my life that I couldn't feel the happiness but I am feeling it now and yesterday... I can't believe I aced everything except english. And combine humans was a total shock! I have been getting dumb C5 and C6 for combine humans until Prelims that I didn't really know how I manage to get an A2... But I am really happy now... Donno why didn't feel happy on thurs when I took my results... Maybe I was in total shock bahx... 8 points was totally a dream for me... But I am a little dissapointed with A-maths lahx... I was hoping for an A1 cause I had tution for maths...but it turn out to be an A2... but as long as it's distinction I am happy... wah haha...

But that day people are happy, people are sad... I was congrats by alot of friends and teachers and even teacher I donno... Lol... And mdm nuraida treated me MnNs and I treated Thomas and Mr lee... Haha... And Thomas was like how do you know that I am hungry... haha... and I really want to thank Mr lee for my combine humans although he didn't really help but his notes do! I simply pia his note and aced combine humans... I thought my geo was gone case cause my map reading was a total crap... so I was wondering where did that one come from? Did my papers got switched with some pro???

Well... Hope those who are happy with your results go where you want to go and those sad with the results, life still has to go on and I know people in our class are strong so you guys would go through it. That day actually wanted to comfort some people but I abit don't dare cause I am afraid they would cry harder if they see me and I felt sorry to the A class people... Cause my combi was easier and it happens that the school only rank us by the points so I felt that it's a little unfair to them... And at first we were like betting on who being the first and then in the end some ulu names came out and I bet the whole hall was shocked and the sec 4s would be wondering who the hell these people are... Kkz... But it was embarassing that day and I felt like digging a hole to hide lolc... But now thinking back I should have like held my hands up and wave... kkz... over lerx... no point... Then went to take the result slip Ms Chua say wanted to give me present I thought what lehx... in the end it turns out the be some form to fill... haiz... and it's going to appear in our year book! Gosh~ Wo xie de dong xi where can publish one... so paiseh lehx... and the questions they ask is like so difficult to answer lehx... like did you expect such results? Explain. I was like of course no! If not I wouldn't be so shocked right... Then they ask me for strategies... I forgot how I studied then... but I remember I didn't cramp everything last min so I wrote revise few week beforehand and listen attentively in class or what so ever lahx... All the fu yan type one lolx... Then the last question was what advice would you give to the O level takers this year... I forgot what I write anyway... but I know it's stupid... Anyway, hope I get invited to the speech day this year!! Haha... no lahx... But it's abit shiok to have my name carved on the school's ''hall of frame''... not such if they would do it but SiHui they all say will...

Btw... Even though I already think it's a miracle I got this results and my mum was happy when I told her but when she saw my result slip I noticed she was a little dissapointed at my B3 for english... she thought it was an A... I was hello, my english has been C5 since I came into school and C since I was in pri school... a B is already a miracle and she is hoping for a A??? Is she mad? And then she wanted me to go JC and then guess what she say... If alot of people wanted to go JC, they your marks would only be just nice... and I shot her back... I didn't want to go JC anyway, my aim was actually poly afterall... But I remember that I promise her to go JC if I get 10 points and below... Some lame bet I had with her somewhere the beginning of last year when she was there saying go JC and I was insisting of going to poly... So I think I would go JC instead and teachers think that going JC is better and since I still don't have a realistic goal in mind, JC seems to be better although I don't really want to have anything to do with maths or theroy and my aim was Uni and many say JC is the faster and easier way to uni.... and the most riduculous thing is my mum wants me to go NJC.... Btw.. Miss Ooi also said that JC you cheong for 1 and 1/2 years and then go Uni. Then poly is slack two years and cheong the last year cause you want a place in uni and she also said that if you could handle the stress of Os, a levels should be fine to you... So since my mum wants me to JC, I don't have a goal in mind and teachers reason out... I think I would be going to JC...

Came out with the 12 choices after all... and I only have 2 JCs on my choices, so if I couldn't get in, poly is there for my 3rd choice!!! Hehe... But till now, I still think that poly is better than JC... I think I going to send it tml... Haiz...

假如以后我们全都各奔西东要永远记住最初的梦...

Dear blog,

My friends confirmed that the results would be released on 25th and its next friday!!! There goes my happy days... Haiz... But at least I manage to play the whole Jan although my mum is still angry over me not joining the 1st month trail... actually I didn't join the PAE because that time I thought that why waste my time in JC when I wanted to go poly? Why give up my precious holiday and play and go JC? I was childish and stupid then... Regretted cause I heard they are not going to reteach... But I am still considering wether a poly or a JC... Thursday went Gate Crashing at JJC and I found the life in JC is totally boring... School lets off at 4.30 daily cause of tutorial and they have mass lecture(No difference from poly) and my friend say that mass lecture pon also can lolx... but is you die only mahx....

Anyway, yesterday I went Ngee Ann's open house and saw a whole lot of celebrities there. Well, S-POP went there for the biao chang hui or what ever one lahx... Then I was trying to get us to the convention centre but lost our way somehow and ended opp the convention centre which is the Sch of Busniess... and then guess who I saw? I saw Renfred. Lolx... He just happen to pass by and I saw him... Kkz... nothing da bu liao also... Then went the school of humans saw the kid central that guy... the one who played in the whizzes of the viod deck the main character I suppose... yahx... whatever... but ngee ann has alot of freebies sia... Go cotton candy sehx! (Miss it) my house no paser malam mahx... Went to the course counselling or what ever thingy lahx and I found that psychology with Community service is not where I am heading to. With the dip. I can only be a counseller or a social worker. Not that the work is not good but I bu shan he ren jiao ji and I am trying to open up to strangers lerx... it's one of the criteria for a pshcologist isn't it? Anyway being a counseller or a social worker is not where I am heading to lahx... some more the cut off point is as low as 9. With this marks why not get into a JC? Although I could still futher studies after I get a dip. but its different in a way I am not sure if is this the road I really want? Would I regret? One thing bad about poly is you chose this course, you get stuck with it. Not that you can't find other jobs but it's under minority right. So I don't feel like making such serious decision at this age where my mind is still aiming for freedom and persuing the intrest. I have come to know that intrest and work is of different things. I need a work to live and secure of family. My intrest does not bring me anywhere in Singapore. (Eg. Marine Biologist, Psycologist). Marine biologist is nothing in singapore cause we have not marine life to sercure and do research and Psycologist, singaporeans are not open minded enough. Eg. if you tell your patient he or she is having depression, you think he or she would want to waste their precious time and money going to your clinic to hear you talk and open them up? I don't think so especially the future singaporeans. Then I thought maybe I could be a captian? I drive ships? But that you need good eyesight below 200 degree and mine is way over so that's already out and my mum would sure blow her top on it... what stupid job is that! That's what she would say. So now I don't have a true aim in mind, I think JC would be a better choice although I really don't want to have anything to do with maths anymore. After JC, I am very sure I would know where I want to go and what are my aims in life. Isn't that better?

Whatever it is, we still have to see the results. Really very scared. Just a premonition that I have done badly or not up to expectations for o's and if my results could sent me into JC, why not? Anyway, I heard from my friends that the result is in an envelope and you have to like tear open it yourself... And when the teacher pass you the envelope you must see if the teacher is smiling or angry or whatever. Okie... Just keep calm on everything. Anyway, what done is done, you can't turn back time can you?

如果时间可以倒流这一切就不会那么-珍贵

Dear blog,

I heard that results are coming out on the 21th or the 22th bahx. Well... A little dowan sia... Got this feeling I would not do well... I think I would off my phone after I take my results and then go to the tallest building in Singapore and jump down... haha... Joking... i not that perssimisitic...

New Year's coming and I have not finishing buying my clothes!!! Actually I bought lerx lahx... but the top don't match the bottoms. Haiz... learnt the lesson of thinking if the clothes match before buying! AH!!!

Going gate crashing to JJ tml with Huimin... hope it turns out fine... suddenly we two came close again... that night saw her at the CC with Adina... Mini reunion... got 300 bucks... pathetic... Aiyah... got money can lerx... then I still waiting for my pay. The friday going Ngee Ann's open house... lala...

Dear blog,

That's the end of the first week of 2008... Well... I didn't pass it gloriously but at least I did something... Since I quitted the job at Sports Town, my parents simply came back everyday nagging why didn't I continue to work? See, now what do you want to do for this whole one month??? Grr... Feel like smacking them on their heads... It's they who wants me to turn up for the one month trail which I didn't even apply and the appeal was unsuccessful... I expected it lahx... So my mum came blaming me that I didn't join the PAE and what so ever... Ok... Fine... She is not to blame eithier... I missed that golden opportunity afterall... Blame me...

Then, I couldn't possibly go back to AiLee and say I want to work... So I decide to just stay at home... Well... Nothing wrong with staying at home right... Anyway, at least I help my grandma with the house chores and go to the lib to revive my rusty mind, went jogging (forced) with my sis... Tml we are going swimming cause she is having her off day... Then she suggested little india for roti prata... I was... -_-''' Let's see what happens tml. Then I am still looking for people to go to SP open hse with me...

The JC trial made a small reunion of Pri sch mates at AC... Can't belief that HuiMin, Adina and LiXue went into AC... Those three are my best friends in Pri School... We... I am Shi Bai sehx... doubt my L1R5 could get me into AC anyway... But they have different schools they want to go anyway... Adina wanted Hwa Chong, HuiMin wanted NJ and LiXue wanted VJ... So... Conclusion, they still get separated... And for me... I am still struggling between poly and JC... JC I think I could only get myself into JJ or PJ or IJ bahx... And poly still wondering about the 12 choices given to me...

Drop studies... I made a vedio for the class like I have hinted in the last post... Don't think anyone saw it... Lolx... KKz... I did it last week in considered quite a rush... it's a little blur... It didn't turn out in my com like this... but after I pressed the finish vedio, the pics went blur... so there is nothing I could do about it... it's only about 4 mins due to the lack to pics... and I specially want to thank Jasmine's and GuoWei's blog... And sorry to take you guys pics without permission.... And to non-chi classmates... Sorry... I couldn't find a suitable english song... so I put a chinese one which I think suits the vedio... Well... If I get really bored at home... maybe I will go blog hopping and get more pics and do a better one... and I am wondering why no one posted the pics on grad night???

Here's the vedio...



It's quite badly done though... And I know many agrees... Or maybe you could just leave comments on how to improve and I try to edit it... :)

That's all... Bye!